i cant stop listening to it the whole year <3

prod me @mental

@kairo6k
@mitsooya
@blxty

https://open.spotify.com/track/437O0RBtvtzqE4U5OtPv7Z?si=e641fde85d4f4777

friends feat kairo, mitsu, blxty

trustme/trustyou
@mental
@1yugenn
@maknae

[b]
like do u want me cus i think that i want you
is this what ur feeling girl is this what ur fond to
[m]
trust me like i trust u when i say i love you
ur who i hold onto if u got me then i got u
[b]
and when i hold on i feel better
you wear my sweater i write love letters
[m]
is this forever or not
i dont know
think about whats wrong
every night when i go home
[b]
and you tell me i should go
i never thought it'd be this way
standing in the snow
i never thought i'd see this day
[m]
remember when u told me that everything would be ok?
i never thought that u would lie to my face
[b]
Mihara Yasuhiro, my shoes got like 5 zeros
no girl im not ur hero i have to tell myself
[m]
i gotta tell my side
but its hopeless im stuck
always falling in love
pointless getting up 

[mio]
okay,, that should do it then ^_^
[azunya]
oh, great!

snow ft. mental (yugen, mental, 막내)

hellooo light music

@mental

[blxty]
i can't remember last night
blinded by the black light 
we jus took a sharp left 
like baby i don't feel right
i just wanna see you 
hop onto the next flight
everything is okay
tell me that it's alright

and now it's over
i was thinking i should try but i don't owe her
and now i'm older
shoulda recognized you make me feel colder
take the weight and the pressure
off my shoulders

[mental]
its been a minute since i felt like i was in love
cant confess its too hard for me to speak up
hate me more than any one u think of
i dont wanna be me why they wanna be us

dont think that i bleed enough
for my mistakes
every single promise that u made
u love to break
ya im hurt but ima act okay
lay on the pavement
look at me i glance away
dont wanna face it

i can feel the tears i try not to cry
wasted all my time why do i even try
said that i was fine but rly its a lie
hate it when we fight
wish it was alright

im not even started but i feel like being done
and maybe its my fault that i end up feeling dumb
u got caught up in ur pride wish this wasnt how it was
i got lost inside my mind i just cant stop feeling numb

alright ft. mental (mental)

donor w/ wells, blxty, kuru, dolly, mental (emorave)

Credits://
@heavenindaclouds
@baredex-522947753
@h45
@bodygaard

Notes://
I have no words...
I put so much effort into this song...
I'm glad i did...

Lyrics://
cursed to walk this earth but no one offers helping hands
pick up all the pieces i should really start again
get myself a job and try to make some fucking friends
scratch that, i don't want that, can you help me make a plan?

it might take some time but i think i could come around
i don't want to hand i feel depressive in and out
hope you understand what i be going through right now
cuz i cannot get a grip on what this shit is all about

assume you're always lying when you say you have my back
treat me like the others cuz i don't know how to act
working on my people skills but i just need some rest
waiting for the day when both my parents are impressed

b-974
i need 20 more
package at the door
tell me what you want
some one i adore
i need that for sure
who were you before
am i what you want?

1,2 just tell me what to do (3,4)
tell me where to move
tell me what to choose
you wont tell me what you want
anything at all, you know who to call

you know who to call
for anything at all
i can get it quick
yeah that's how we ball

pristine, magic
lights cam action
guess what happens
guess what happens
so tragic, black magic
my habits, so drastic

pissed off, captions always matching
i could never do this shit alone you make it happen
played a part in everything i did but then you vanished
couldn't fu-
couldn't help but think that i was average

used to cry while driving from my work going home (1,2,3,4)
i was 19 hoping i could have someone to hold
want to be the person people look up to the most
and i wouldn't mind dressing in designer, head to toe, no

not tryna be difficult
but i'll try to be a little less cynical now
a little less critical
if you were unsure would you risk it all? no

bodyGaard & 73x - Helping Hands (prod. heavn + baredex + bb)

rojo (silo)

thank you for 2̶0̶2̶2̶ everything

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4AWLELv8lgmouGZRODTEJg?si=QwxVK8mTSiqZ_BOc_Gqj3g

2 stories:

if you really loved me then you wouldnt do this to me
speakin from tha outside.. wish it was you breathin thru me
left behind, i feel just like hachi
say it back, but its just to taunt me
you know i would save this if i could (s/o @artemys)
but she dont like me roll my feelings in this wood
and ive been dreamin bout a kiss and if you would
could take my hand and be in bliss i wish you could
all of a sudden i keep lying to u dont even mean to do it
im so glad that we're through, you told me stay i couldnt
why cant you tell me the truth? cant hurt more than im hurtin
i keep looking for you, im lost and its so certain
i keep thinking of you, even i know i shouldnt
i keep waiting for you, but i know youre not coming
i wont follow through, holding back im still learning
wish youd tell me the truth, it makes me feel so worthless

fightin n fuckin wont turn us to something so
im leaving for you to make the assumption that
i dont care bout you so you give up trusting and
leave me behind cause you treat me like nothing
cant take the difference, cant take the distance
walk in my shoes and youll see why i missed it
i cant lose her so i cry when shes with them
you want this to last babygirl take a picture

and thats just it
why i fall in love so quick
fell in love with someone else i got you callin me a bitch
and its so much life to live
doin shows and walkin through the city ill get over it
and she looks so pretty lyin in bed faces dimly lit
baby this is how i live
sharin cigarettes and late nights yea thats where my attention is
and theres so much tension in
in the way she moves her lips
and by the way youre lookin i know whats gon happen next
told you this is it
show you what its like to live
you can see all what ive been through by the scars up on my wrist
she leaves scars up on my lips
still you dont know where ive been
so i wish youd learn my story i cant go through this again
feel just like hachi, 
i feel just like hachi
its just to taunt me
still i love how you love me

spotify

hachi (mixedmatches)

performed & written by me @mental
produced by @lilac @winter

lyrics:

i keep on thinking im better off dead
wake up to sleep hanging on by a thread
i cant exist without you in my bed
said every word that i shouldnt have said
heartbreak and anger my only two friends
if i died, what would you do then?
i don't know how long i can pretend
it's not enough just to feel this regret

can't trust cause they lie every single time
fake love feels so cold like the wintertime
and i tried, it don't matter i can't get it right
heart in my hands offered to the sky

never been the best at letting go
tell me things i don't wanna know
take my heart made my heart froze
that's the way that my heart goes
you're the place that my heart needs
i'm just tryna say sorry
i'm just tryna say i want it
if you love me i got it

yeah i got it
hate myself being honest
if you love me then stop it
stop it
if you love me i'll make it right
i don't really wanna say goodbye
take my heart then i'll take my life
take my heart then i'll take my life

#Nightcore

Spotify

cant trust :( prod lilac & winter

https://open.spotify.com/album/2g7JsDPZZqEFC8teUw0cb8?si=EhVkH8k4RtuMlFe4WxZnIg

#LP
#DPK

@mental
@blxty
@h4zrd

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mental blxty h4zrd ღ listen to ur <3 (mental)

Sadder On Earth

@0rch_id
@odel007

[blxty]
maybe i'm not the bad guy
but i'm awful
keep it all inside
put my feelings in a bottle
moving too fast full throttle
guess that's what i get for being thoughtful

i can't even see right now messed up
how am i gonna walk when i can't get up
in the hall i'm a student
lights off watch your whole movement
and you treat me like a bad guy
gotta keep my head high
everyone on standby
nobody to stand by
gotta keep a hold of myself
if i would've let go, you would have fell

[orchid]
push the bullshit into my head
never listen to what u said
check the bullshit into my head
never listen to what you
oh i felt like i tried so hard
but its never enough or a little bit too much
im bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
cut my skin like its peeling 
heartbeat pull it out my chest
see? crush it into mess
we never really meant
i rip open your legs
meat eat it oh so fresh
bleed run myself to death
see? aint it oh so blessed?
she opened up my head

snow ft. mental (yugen, mental, 막내)

blxty

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