I made up my mind last night
I dont love you anymore, and that’s alright 

I never really liked your music
I just really liked you

I know you never meant to hurt me
You bit off more than you could chew

I’m feeling blue
Cuz I, I hate you

And I 
I wanna die

The Summoning -Sleep Token (The Last Part Reverb & Pitched Down) 😈

I didn’t post it as it normally sounds to avoid it getting taken down for as long as possible!

The Summoning (The Last Part Reverb & Pitched Down) - Sleep Token

pacify me
make me feel no pain
pacify me
give me reasons to stay 
kill me with your heart shaped bore riffle
crawl up in my eyes until i cant see

pacify me

brain ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

listen with headphones plz lol. busted out the banjo ;D experimenting with things

dogwood demo

a delicate demo about being stuck mentally in a bad relationship

i'll never leave

lyrics:

is it the passive aggressive
static tv in front of me

thought i’d already passed the thought
but my red knuckles show differently

and please, don’t move to fast
i’m a scaredy cat
and your words feel like knives in my chest
or better yet the lack of

you tried to give me a puzzle to fix
but it’s a ziplock bag full of pocket lint and crushed up chips and

buttons too, i was sewn to you
i wanted to
sleep next to you 

you’re pulling back, pushing away
this is looking like 2016
before i learned i take up space

whether i want to or not
my stomach rots with all the words i chewed up
i tried to swallow but i choked 
and threw it all up

i’m begging for answers again
asking you to pay rent
cuz you’re still
running around in my head and 

i thought you were so cool
but god i wish you fell too
cuz i’m nauseated with the thought
of you settling down with not enough

give me your strings pinocchio
I’ll be your man, just let me know
i wouldn’t have to feel like such a chore or a show

i’ll play it down, i’m nonchalant
give me a chance to meet your mom
i bet she’d like me if she saw
how much i loved her spawn 

but 
whether i want to or not
my stomach rots with all the words i chewed up
i tried to swallow but i choked 
and threw it all up

did you have to 
play the only prank you knew would hurt me?
I bet you’re happy
sleeping with anything that can’t say no, just like me

I feel sorry 
for anyone else who has to hold your burdens too
and I wish you weren’t so mean
this evil face isn’t who I loved anyways

whether I want to or not my stomach rots with all the words I chewed up
I tried to swallow but I choked
You saw me coughing up blood


uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
(fuckyoufuckyoufuckuyou)((ihateyouihateyouihateyou))(((IWOULDNEVERDOTHATTOYOU,WHYDIDYOUDOTHATTOME?)))
(and please just mail me my shit back, you've become such a vile migraine)loll

scaredy cat

burnt bagels breath

um here's lyrics

Growing into a new version of myself
Where I can show up in my own skin
Even if she comes around

And when you start to police
My authenticity
I won't be afraid to use the word "no"

No, I'm not your puppy-boy-toy-thing
And no, I won't be friends with the enemy
It's not the pawn's fault on your chess board
I'm disappointed
I think I would've liked your other friends
More
Mhm

I'll find new ways to appreciate mistakes I've made
And how I'll learn on my own
What makes me a better human

And when I start to feel like home in my own bones, again
I won't beg for your attention

Cuz
I'm not your puppy-boy-toy-thing
And I can't be friends with my enemies
It's not the fault of the pawns, you own the chess board
I'm really sad
I didn't meet your other friends
More
Mhm

Please, loosen the grips on the aglets of my shoe laces
I need time to breathe
I can't hear myself think

The ending looks a lot different in the future than I used to think
You broke a promise
I wish I didn't notice

I'm not your puppy dog, there's no leash
Why'd you flip the cards on me
You were my best friend, my everything
You used to help me breathe
Mhm

scaredy cat

teddy in existence

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