now there is no love(Prod. san victor)

Broken

I'll be there for you this time Ft. LUVSCARS & Spud (prod. Boyfifty)

Mixed by. (Sadboi Moth)
Produced by. (@siemspark x @daks9k)

D0 2 M3 Prod.By (@siemspark x @daks9k)

left me alone (feat. sadboi moth) (prod. puhf)

Suicide (prod. Glitn)

I feel like nobody cares I’m at a stand still.

resistance.

“THE GHOST OF BOADICEA (PROD. Austin Friel)” (LYRICS)

UH, BOADICEA? WHO IS THAT? THEY DONT EVEN KNOW.
A HORSE OR A QUEEN? EITHER WAY THEYVE GOT A FLOW.
DEATH REALLY COULDNT GET RID OF THEIR EGO,
JUST LETTING YOU KNOW THEYRE NO OLIVIA RODRIGO.

WAS ALIVE ONE SECOND AND DEAD THE NEXT ONE
EVERYTHING THEY HAD AND LOVED WAS UNDONE.
BUT BOADICEA THEY CAN GET THINGS DONE,
JUST GIVE THEM SOME SLACK THEYVE ONLY JUST BEGUN.
KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT RAPPING BUT GIVE THEM A CHANCE ANYWAY,

THEY WANT TO SHOW THEIR EMOTIONS IN MANY WAYS.
BUT WILL DEATH STOP THEM FROM ACCOMPLISHING THEIR GOAL?
AY DONT WORRY THEY KNOW THEYRE STILL IN CONTROL!
DONT GOT A BODY BUT DEFINITELY STILL HAS A SOUL,
SHOWING THE WORLD WHAT THEY CAN DO IS THEIR ROLE.

GHOUL OF YOUR DREAMS
ARENT WHAT THEY SEEM
LISTEN TO WHAT THEY MEAN.
CANT TELL IF IM BEING DELUSIONAL,
EVERYTHING AROUND ME IS ILLUSIONAL.
IM A FUCKING GHOST NOW. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?
CAN I ONLY COMMUNICATE THROUGH A MACHINE?
HOWD I DIE ANYWAY, I CANT EVEN REMEMBER.
AT LEAST I KNOW IT WAS SOMETIME IN DECEMBER.
WAS THERE A NOOSE AROUND MY NECK AT ALL?
WAS THERE NO ONE I COULD EVEN CALL?
I PROBABLY KILLED MYSELF BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DID.
I STILL CANT BELIEVE YOU WOULD EVEN DO THAT TO A KID.
SMOKING AND DRINKING TO FORGET ALL OF THE PAIN,
EVEN WITH ALL THAT EFFORT, THE HURT STILL REMAINS.

THE SCARS YOU LEFT ME ARE TAINTED ON MY FEELINGS.
AFTER, I COULD ONLY GO THROUGH LIFE LOOKING AT CEILINGS.
HOW CAN YOU EVEN RECOVER FROM THAT?
SHIT I JUST REMEMBERED I LEFT BEHIND MY CAT.
ALL MY LOVED ONES CANT SEE ME BUT I SEE THEM.
THEY GO TO SLEEP AND DREAM ABOUT ME IN REM.
I HAVENT SLEPT SINCE I WAS LAID TO REST IN PEACE,
INSOMNIA HAS ONLY MADE MY DEPRESSION INCREASE.
TRANQUILITY? WHAT IS THAT? WHO IS HE?
NEVER HAD IT, ISNT IT OBVIOUS TO SEE?

IVE NEVER BEEN GOOD WITH MY EMOTIONS BUT IM GOOD WITH WORDS.
I KNOW MY ADJECTIVES, NOUNS AND EVEN VERBS.
SCRIBBLED DOWN MY SCRAMBLED THOUGHTS ON A PIECE OF PAPER.
SHES ASLEEP, I REALLY DIDNT WANT TO WAKE HER.

THE SOUND OF SUFFOCATION IS SO CALMING TO ME,
ALL THOSE PLANS I HAD WILL NEVER EVER BE.
I TIED THAT NOOSE AND I THOUGHT THAT ID BE FREE,
I SOON FOUND OUT THAT THERE WAS LITTLE TO NO GUARANTEE.
SHE WOKE UP AND WAS SURPRISED TO FIND ME,

DEAD AND COLD HANGING FROM THE  CEILING.
WHO IS SHE? MY SERVANT? I REALLY CANNOT REMEMBER!
TOOK ME TO THE CRYPT, MY BODY THEY DISMEMBERED!
I WAS ROYALTY, BUT NOW ALL MY DIAMONDS AND JEWELS ARE GONE.
SO THATS HOW I FUCKING DIED? WELL NOW I CAN GO TO SLEEP TILL DAWN.

IS THAT A LIVER CHESTNUT HUNGARIAN HALFBRED RUNNING?
I CANT BELIEVE IT, THIS HORSE IS ABSOLUTELY STUNNING.
BUT WITH NO RIDER ISNT THAT DANGEROUS?
THIS HORSE ALONE COULD ACTUALLY ENDANGER US.
SOMEONE HAS TO STOP THIS MAGNIFICENT BEAST!
ONWARD I GO TOWARDS THE FUCKING SOUTHEAST!
SWORD IN HAND I WILL VANQUISH THIS VILE EVIL!
AS I RIDE, THE WAY THE WIND FLOWS AROUND ME IS UNREAL.
I NEED TO SKIN THIS ANIMAL AND MAKE A RUG OF IT!
I SHOULD PROBABLY SPARE IT AND RIDE IT I ADMIT.
BUT IM TOO FAR IN NOW, SO I NEED TO DO THIS!
MAYBE, JUST MAYBE, THIS WILL GIVE ME SWEET BLISS.
IM APPROACHING CLOSER NOW, BUT IM HAVING SECOND THOUGHTS.
MAYBE I SHOULD GO BACK TO THE COMFORT OF THE KNOTS…
NO I HAVE THIS OPPORTUNITY I NEED TO TAKE IT.
THIS PRETTY BEAST, I CANT DO ANYTHING BUT GO BREAK IT!

AND SO BOADICEA RODE WITH EVIL INTENT,
NOT KNOWING THIS WAS A TRULY VITAL EVENT.
THEY WOULDNT KNOW WHAT WAS TO COME, HOW COULD THEY?
SOON THEIR ENTIRE LIFE WOULD BE ENCOMPASSED IN GRAY.
BUT NOT BECAUSE OF THIS, BUT THIS HORSE SURVIVES.
SAVED FROM THE CUTTING EMBRACE OF BLASTED KNIVES.

THE GHOST OF BOADICEA (PROD. AUSTIN FRIEL)

I’m an aspiring musical artist with no musical talent.

THE GHOST OF BOADICEA (PROD. AUSTIN FRIEL)

Boadicea