February 2022 Picks by The Digital Earbuds Journal

Silver Synthetic

Unchain Your Heart

Don't Want You to Love Me by talker

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Caught crying at the foot of your love
I could say it doesn’t matter but I’ve been here before

Still holding what I wish I would want
But it’s falling through my hands and now I can’t pick it up

Cause I took my shots and made my bed
And now it feels like I might wake up dead
I’m just a cog in my machine gun head
And I can’t pretend

That I don’t want you to love me
I don’t want you to love me
You wish you didn’t even know me
But god I want you to love me
To love me

If I could argue with
Somebody else
Then I wouldn’t have to
Convince you of the lie that I keep telling myself

Cause I know that I said what I said
If I were you I wouldn’t take that bet
I’m just a cog in my machine gun head
And I can’t pretend

That I don’t want you to love me
I don’t want you to love me
You wish you didn’t even know me
But god I want you to love me
To love me

Oh, if I say it
If I say things I don’t want to feel

Oh, if I say it would it feel
Like I don’t want you to love me?

I don’t want you to love me
I don’t want you to love me
You wish you didn’t even know me
But god I want you to love me
To love me

Oh, if I say it
Oh, if I say it

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Written by Celeste Tauchar and Dan Sadin
Produced by Dan Sadin and Celeste Tauchar
Drums by JR Kurtz
Mixed by Kyle Mangels
Mastered by Alex Gordon

Don't Want You To Love Me

Rose Pink Cadillac

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I Can't Lie

Her hair that curls like waves
Is coiling across my pages, remember those days
No line is thin and delicate enough to write my love
So I just write nothing, hope she gets the message,
A message of
My (love)

I'm sorry, I swear I meant to paint the sky
But your face fit so much better there,
I'm sorry, I can't lie

Remember that time she didn't leave
Stayed in my room for hours left me wanting to believe
Sometimes I think I should have been smarter than this
I’m hers but she is his
She is

I'm sorry, I swear I meant to paint the sky
But your face fit so much better there,
I'm sorry, I can't lie
Don't ask my where I am, I know that
I am alive but I'm miles up high
I'm sorry, I can’t lie
I’m sorry I can’t change

We left without much to hold onto
Realizing you never promised to
Do anything but live in right now
I've been thinking and I realized
No one, even you and I
Would fight for it, we’d just be let down
We’d be let down

Her hair that curls like waves
Is coiling across my pages, remember those days
No line is thin and delicate enough to write my love
So I just write nothing, hope she gets the message,
A message of
My—

I'm sorry, I swear I meant to paint the sky
But your face fit so much better there,
I'm sorry, I can't lie
Don't ask my where I am, I know that
I am alive but I'm miles up high

I'm sorry, I swear I meant to paint the sky
But your face fit so much better there,
I'm sorry, I can't lie
Don't ask my where I am, I know that
I am alive but I'm miles up high
I’m sorry I can’t lie
I’m sorry I can’t lie
I’m sorry I can’t lie

I Can't Lie

i refuse to die

Get the Piss Up

Walkman

Fix Yourself, Not The World

Flip Me Upside Down

That's The Way I Like It

BWBB

10 things

Ride Or Die

AWW!

We Are The Youth - Jack River reimagined to:
BLEACHED YOUR HAIR by Anna Leeworthy & Nick Zaharias

We Are The Youth - Jack River

Everything Is Simple

Public Storage

Gutter

Mayo

Vickie

dear amelia

moshpit

Out now on Color Study
ffm.to/cheercaptain

I was nine and talking to God in the shower 
I knew he was busy said sorry to bother 
but why am I so bad at being pretty like my mother 
I wanted to please her 
guess I’ve always been a people pleaser 

I tried to be quiet play nice 
but I knew I wasn’t doing it right 
I cried wiped my eyes and then smiled 
because they didn’t know I was living a lie 
I don’t know when it happened 
but I don’t wanna be your cheer captain

I shouldn’t have called 
I know he’s probably busy 
and when he fucks me over 
I’ll say that I’m sorry 
and then I’ll take it off so he says that he wants me 
cause I’m a people pleaser 
and now he’s doing lines with the boys on a Monday 
showed up at my house all strung out like a day late 
watch his stupid band at the club 
no one else came cause 
I’m a people pleaser but I don’t wanna be her

I tried to be quiet play nice 
but I knew I wasn’t doing it right 
I cried wiped my eyes and then smiled 
because they didn’t know I was living a lie 
I don’t know when it happened 
but I don’t wanna be your cheer captain


How did I let it happen 
I don’t wanna be your cheer captain 
I was so sad then 
I don’t wanna be your cheer captain 
wish that I knew then
that I don’t wanna be your cheer captain

Cheer Captain

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