@ 2022 Bogdan Anghel
Official lyric video: https://youtu.be/qnIqRXZ_Btc

"The shadow in her eyes
Tells me that she knows
I've lost my disguise
This king wears no cloths

My real queen has gotten lost
Somewhere down the line
I've kept on looking for someone else
Just to pass the time

Who knows in whose arms you rest
While I'm off chasing
The next second best
I've left the rest behind
Yet you would linger
In a corner of my mind

I espouse the lies I tell
To the lovers whom I sell
And the receipts that I keep
Every loved one felt unique

"Here I am, let's try again"
I'll say with a faded smile
'Cause that's the power of a man
Lost in the hands of time

Who knows in whose arms you rest
While I'm off chasing
The next second best
I've left the rest behind
Yet you still wander
In a corner of my mind

Who knows in whose arms you rest
While I'm off chasing
The next second best
I've left the past behind
Yet you still ramble
In the shadows of my mind

In a corner of my mind
In a place I'll never find
In a corner of my soul
In a place I'll never go
In a place we're not apart
In the vacuum of my heart"

Still Searching For the Sacred

The Next Second Best

Cassette

Video Games

produced by mousy and orrionn

lyrics:
when they reigned to the end of time
will the sinner in the end of me would ever agree to be?
we’ll all die for this to feel like you’d bloom
from the inside of all them to grow and die
grow and die (gosh)
god
just bloom, bloom for every of their soul
and you might not end up dull, end me
end me, end me, end me now
why did you lie to me, can you end me whole?

bloom

spotify

instrumental intro ]

Hard to listen deep harmonies falling down...on you,
on to your shoulders ,
hard tones on your backbone pushing you down
to the ground

[ instrumental intro ]
aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go


friends in white shirts and black coats
around you like a stonecold wall
old ruins of your damned soul
and you, mate, join me in this black light show

[ bridge ]

aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go

light is shining eyes can't survive
doors are open, fresh air deep breath
you feel how blod flows again...in your veins
[ bridge ]
freezing cold disappear
and you are free
free for now


aahhh, you are not alone
aahhh, everything is moving slow
aaahhh you wish you could just go

[ instrumental intermezzo, electric guitar solo ]
[ outro ]
now you know
Black light  was just  a dream
[ bridge]
which melted down like a snow

[ instrumental outro ]

black-light-ceremony 2 ( Deep Harmony )

Scapegoat

I tried to speak but the air just shook,
Every word I had was one you took. 
The silence hums, but it stays too long
Im not awake.
A thousand faces I can’t mistake.
If love is gone then what am i.
A shadow falling through the sky.
Every word i had, was one you took.
If love is gone then what am i?
It fades too fast but it stays too long.

bardo

🖤 It’s In My Nature
by The Miracle Syndicate

He said he wouldn’t hurt me —
Said it clear, said it twice.
He smiled when he promised,
Didn’t blink when he lied.
We stood at the river.
He asked if I could swim.
I said I could carry him —
And sing out a sailor’s hymn.

He didn’t thank me.
He didn’t ask.
He just climbed on
Like I was built
To last.

“It’s in my nature,”
That’s all he said.
While the water closed over
What could’ve been instead.
It’s in my nature —
No plea, no shame.
He left me sinking
With his name in my throat.

He told me he was different.
He told me he was cold.
He said it like a warning
But wrapped it in gold.
He was quiet halfway through,
Held on just right —
Then leaned to my ear
And killed us both that night.

He didn’t flinch.
He didn’t pause.
He just let go
Without ever
Letting on.

“It’s in my nature,”
That’s what he said.
No hint of regret,
No tilt of his head.
It’s in my nature —
No fear, no plea.
He left me sinking
With his name in me.

The current was slower
Than I thought it would be.
He watched the sky
As he dragged me beneath.

Now when I meet someone kind,
I squint at their hands.
Not because they’ll hurt me —
But because I still understand.

It’s in my nature —
To carry what hurts.
To take the weight,
Even when it gets worse.
It’s in my nature —
To float when I should leave.
To believe something soft
In someone built to deceive.

It's in my nature.

It's In My Nature

aquila

My ancestors got the plaque so I could cook this up

NB NAKITA  "SWIM ALONE"

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