Vibes XVIII

self produced
follow decks: @decksmusic
cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

vocals by @dylanlongworth, @ghostsocial & @rouri404
produced by goodbyex2002 & en.

amv: 
https://youtu.be/OvaIdnWDsys

lyrics:
i woke up with my heart in my stomach 
tired as fuck but i'll roll with the punches 
opened my eyes, thought that we could be something,
got no choice, but sit inside watch it fade into nothing 

i woke up with my heart in my stomach 
tired as fuck but i'll roll with the punches 
opened my eyes, thought that we could be something,
got no choice, but sit inside watch it fade into nothing 
sit in agony 
trust in fallacies 
it's a tragedy 
that it ended in falesia filled with apathy

if i was fine, then i'm lying
something bout this shit, it feel enticing
the way you say you hate my guts, i think i like it
but lately, i’ve been feeling like i might try it

capre diem, doing 190 on the highway
i’m living life like i don't care if i die today
i’m living life i don't care about what they say
i know you never cared anyway

i woke up with my heart in my stomach 
tired as fuck but i'll roll with the punches 
opened my eyes, thought that we could be something,
got no choice, but sit inside watch it fade into nothing 
sit in agony 
trust in fallacies 
it's a tragedy 
that it ended in falesia filled with apathy

know your leaving and there’s nothing that i can do 
holding onto feelings wanna keep you near me
hear the sirens yeah i know there’s nothing i could do
still feel your spirit it won’t stop appearing 
know your in my head and the voices get louder
losing confidence in things i once was proud of
been fucked up but i don’t got the power to keep going on
but i’ll play along for you

i woke up with my heart in my stomach 
tired as fuck but i'll roll with the punches 
opened my eyes, thought that we could be something,
got no choice, but sit inside watch it fade into nothing 

told you i was fine, i guess lied then 
couldn't show all the torment that i was hiding 
yeah it's so tragically gone
i guess i magically lost it 
i think you crossed it, but i can't tell where the line ends 
now i'm gone got me drinking again 
i feel my heart sink down, and it's tearing to shreds
told me you would always care, but i guess it depends
never thought that my demise would be your means to an end, so i'll

sit in agony 
trust in fallacies 
it's a tragedy 
that it ended in falesia filled with apathy

falesia

SPOTIFY

dylan longworth - falesia (ft. ghostsocial & rouri404) [prod. goodbyex2002 & en.]

produced by chalyre <3 

lyrics:
you make me
incomplete
no escaping
your cold reach

now my throat is sore
from saying your name
i'm not going to go
until you repay
the debt that you owe
its always the same 
for love

let go
of your hold

you say you love me
i would just die
i'll never be worthy
of your divine

you're killing me slowly
but i'll be fine

it's not like i'm better
from seeing the light

careworn

produced by xona & @prod-oc

@hiraethsry

-lyrics-
i waited for a while and i don’t think you know
but it’s fine by me as long as you’re close

close (x3)

~

you could ride upon my side
i could choose to live or die
so who knows where i reside
look at me when you decide
yeah, it’s nothing to me go
when im walkin’ the valley below
where they take you fall alone 
so get me up before the cold

you’re keeping me up
and im tired of what you feel
so we gon’ move on
cause i’m sick of what’s real to you

you (x3)

i’ve had no sleep at all
don’t leave me alone 
so tired of fighting, with chainmail on
don’t tell me you’ll walk
cause I know you wont
stop getting involved no involvement at all

o o o o I can take a step back leave you all alone x 4

throw a right Hook
don’t look don’t look
i swear I’m righteous 
my fault my fault
i’m getting anxious 
and my love my love 
im not ahead of it
it’s my fault 
i don’t need no resentment 
talk to me
i don’t need your possession 
the whole worlds burning I don’t need your protection 
dumb bitch shoulda taught u a lesson 
a lesson ohhh

involve

spotify

involve w/ hiraeth

forget me when the summer ends

again

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xOG7MLPnj-Q&ab_channel=enxgmv

Where You Once Were |prod. pilotkid (MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

prod. c world 

lyrics :



I can tell you all about my 
very ordinary life 
but I know deep inside
you would never even give me a chance 

I was really hoping I could find
somebody to call mine 
an spend a lil time  
you would never even give me a chance 

Right before the night got closer  
I’d like to know if 
I can win you over 
Would you just give me your hand let’s have a dance 

she said no thank you no surprise 
I should expect this every time 
still was one for me to find 

Tapped out can’t find you 
There was not a single thing for me to do
Tapped out can’t find you 
There was no a single thing I can do x2

I know there was only one I need
No one wanted to be stuck with me 
should I just wait and maybe see

I know there was only one I need
No one wanted to be stuck with me 
should I just wait and maybe see

I can tell you all about my 
very ordinary life 
but I know deep inside
you would never even give me a chance 

I was really hoping I could find
somebody to call mine 
an spend a lil time  
you would never even give me a chance 

Right before the night got closer  
I’d like to know if 
I can win you over 
Would you just give me your hand let’s have a dance

she said no thank you no surprise 
I should expect this every time 
still was one for me to find

ordinary life

particles p. wraithontheporch

Glitter - Boggio, murciélagoxx (feat. Shinigami)

I feel this weight on my chest
I pray my soul to keep
Oh yeah to give it some rest

I'm awake till the sun's up
Cause I'm scared to sleep
No nightmares of monsters
Just dreams of you and me

Suicide on my mind again
I just want all the pain yeah to end
I can't get you out of my head
I might just jump off the edge

Tell me who would care anyway
Fuck it, inside, I'm already dead

Where'd it all go wrong
When did you get so numb
Don't wanna get up, oh no
I wonder how will it end
I'm thinking suicide
Wanna get out of here
I wanna get up out of here
Wanna get out of here

I fall apart, I'm my own enemy
It's all my fault, I hate how I'm empty

I won't lie, I've been wearing the same old jeans
For the past two weeks
Getting high off of anything, my mind
Running in circles tonight

Suicide all on my mind
Running out of options and time
I don't f*ck with that pity love
Y'all the reason why I can't trust

I don't f*ck with that fake love
I'd rather feel nothing yeah nothing at all

Where'd it all go wrong
When did you get so numb
Don't wanna get up, oh no
I wonder how will it end
I'm thinking suicide
Wanna get out of here
I wanna get up out of here
Wanna get out of here

My head running in circles again
When will the torment all end

Tell me that you understand
I crave for something I won't get
My tank running on empty
How did you become my enemy

I know you think oh less of me
I'm on the verge of insanity
Come on girl, stop the front
I'm not the one you want
I'm not the one you want
We know we go

Suicide on my mind again

I just want all the pain yeah to end
Maybe I'll just jump off the edge

Suicide on my mind again
I just want all the pain yeah to end

Maybe I'll just jump off the edge
F*ck

SUICIDE w/@yuusef (prod. lostangel x jaysset)

im sorry its quiet messy, it was supposed to be one take throughout i just couldnt do it, im sure you can hear. lyrics can be found on sleeps version.
i miss you sm buddy

anxiety - sleepwater (one take)

This song will only be available on my soundcloud and is not being monetized.

cover of 'isolation' by sleepwater (produced by speedlmt)
love you🌲

isolation cover (sleepwater)

produced by: ilyl1ght 
lyrics:
why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see oh 

𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚 
𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩, 𝙞 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 
𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 
𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪

i feels like i’ve nowhere to go
your not here and im trying to cope 
that look in your eyes feels like home 
home, home 
ohh 
with you it feels like i belong 
with you i don’t feel im alone 
ohhh

why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see ohh

you, i wont cope in a world without you
i wont live in a world without you 

<3

comfort

PROD: JOLST + SECRE
MASTER & MIX: KAIS & DIAMOON
PROJECT MANAGEMENT: BITEKI
COVER ART: BITEKI

VICTXRW, LIL SKELE, SEWERPERSON, RESIDENTIAL & FRVR - PLEASE SAY YOU LOVE ME

Beating Onyx With My Rhinestone Belt

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Glitter - Boggio, murciélagoxx (feat. Shinigami)

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