Lyrics:

Suffocating

I am not alive
Pull me under the tides
Leave me empty of light
Telling me that I am nothing I know that it's true

Wasting away, it's leaving me lifeless
Trying desperately to find a purpose
Just eat me alive
Left for the vultures, I've seen my demise
Let me rot in disgrace with
Me myself and I
Left to rot in this fucking pigsty
Traces of my past coursing through my veins
I wanna slit my throat and leave the pavement stained

Why wait for death when I've got it right here in the palm of my hands again
Why beg for life
When I am not the one who gets to decide 

Only God will decide

What is right?
What is right?
Is this truly what I deserve?
Run and hide
Run and hide
Remove my soul, evict the earth 

Incinerate
Burn the very fucking core of my being and leave me empty and waiting
But nothings changing

Let me rot in disgrace with
Me myself and I
Hollowed out, dehumanized
Traces of my past coursing through my veins
I wanna slit my throat and leave the pavement stained

Why wait for death when I've got it right here in the palm of my hands again
Why beg for life
When I am not the one who gets to decide 

MYSELF & I

Eddy Derecho is the second album from the Chicago-based sonic collective Evidence of a Struggle. This Album was released May 2nd 2025 on The Glue Factory Records, distributed through The Orchard and Burnside Distribution Inc. 
W P C Simmons V (Rev. Billy), Matt Walker, Alan Berliant, Solomon Walker, and John Airo have worked for most of 2024 weaving a dense tapestry of sonic, musical, lyrical, and visual ”observations” of what’s happening in our world now, what’s happened in the past, and what may happen in the future. Rev. Billy said, ”The music and videos we’ve created for this record have really helped us make sense personally, and as a collective of what’s going on in our world, how it’s effecting and affecting everyone regardless of their race, religion, color, ability, or socioeconomic standing. Maybe our music can help us recognize a better way to approach the idiocy happening in this world.  The wars, inequity, inequality, pain, suffering, anger, maybe it can help everyone else really look at themselves a little closer and not become part of the problem.” Ennn-joy.


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Basalt Crown – (1995) Serrated Silence – Shadowflash [S01]

Metal/Death Metal/Industrial-Tinged Death Metal.

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Lyrics written by me.
Music created with AI.

Basalt Crown – (1995) Serrated Silence – Shadowflash [S01]

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