感情4番線

作詞作曲　あかし

誰もいない4番線
雨降る夜に
ただ愚痴を重ねていたいだけ
逃げたくて逃げたくて
逃げ惑う僕の
全てが壊れていくような
損な感覚？

だらしがない寝坊癖
いじけてばかり
ただ明日来るのが怖いだけ
口にしたキレイゴト
嫌気がさして
楽になりたい

自問に自答を繰り返す
巡る感情
残す惨状
投げ出した

赤色に染まった
鳴る轟音で来るシャッターチャンス
モノクロに変わった日常が
ひとりきり笑った
今宵絶望で揺れる環状線
思い出に変わったあの頃
僕が消える消える
何もかも諦め
あと一歩その先を妄想
ターミナル探してる

過去のこと感想戦
時間が経てば
すぐ大人になると思ってた
窓の外境界線
時間があれば
戻れたなら

苦難に苦悩を抱え込む
古い友情
薄い愛情
取り戻そう

青色に染まった
鳴る放送で来るジッタータイム
モノクロに変わった日常が
道の途中止まった
今宵絶望で揺れる感情線
思い出に変わったあの頃
虹もいつか消える
現実は苦しい、苦しい
何十年何百年先でも
変わらない僕でいたい

あの夢を語った
すりーつーわん
飛ぶピーターパン
思い出をリブートするように
何もかも変わった
この状況もこの東京も
僕だけがそのまま
あー
未知が続く、続く
感情を描き進む
錆びついた目の奥を光らせ
明日を色付けよう
何千年何万年先でも
変わらない僕で遺体

感情4番線

In a world marked by deceit, where war and violence are commonplace, I use music to create a peaceful space where my mind can find rest and reflection, away from the turmoil of daily life.

Im Lost

あっかんべー(Demo.ver)

mashum

Full Swing

Bass swap

Metal/Death Metal/Industrial-Tinged Death Metal.

Official YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@Hauntshade

Official Releases:
YouTube Music: https://music.youtube.com/channel/UCW9qc5B5KDyRQn5qZwvdcXw
Apple Music / iTunes: https://music.apple.com/nl/artist/hauntshade/1817374824
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/68cnPaXWK276LYnYQgBfOB
Deezer: https://www.deezer.com/nl/artist/327799491
Bandcamp: https://hauntshade.bandcamp.com


Lyrics written by me.
Music created with AI.

Fractured Reality

Attitude

A song that has been tucked away for many years, now finally complete. Music as I remember it from the golden days of the 70s and 80s – captured in a timeless moment between light and darkness

She Came Into My Life

Let's slowly warm up to the release of my new metalcore album "THE DARK SIDE of THOMAS GT" which will be released here on soundcloud 9/10....

My new song BEEN HERE BEFORE is a pop/rock track. The song captures the cycle of returning to a toxic relationship, where promises and passion repeatedly collapse into pain. It portrays the struggle of knowing the outcome yet still giving in, caught between desire and disappointment. The lyrics reveal vulnerability, self-awareness, and frustration with repeating the same mistakes, showing love as both addictive and destructive. Ultimately, it's about the exhaustion of reliving heartbreak, recognizing the pattern, yet feeling powerless to break free from it.

LYRIC

Verse 
You walked in like you knew the place,
Same cold stare, that sweet, sharp face.
Said you’ve changed — I’ve heard that line,
A hundred times, still not mine.

Pre-Chorus
I should know how this goes down,
Promises fall, I nearly drown.
Still I stand here at your door,
Like I haven’t felt this pain before.

Chorus
’Cause I’ve been here before,
Heard your voice behind that war.
Every word, I let it burn,
You walk away, and I never learn.
You come back, I fall again,
Act like we’re more than just pretend.
But I’ve been here before…
Yeah, I’ve been here before.

Verse 
You say it hurts, you miss my name,
But love’s not just a losing game.
You want the fire, then run from heat,
It’s always “almost” on repeat.

Pre-Chorus
It’s too quiet when you leave,
But it’s louder when you breathe.
And I still open up that door,
Though I’ve stood right here before.

Chorus
’Cause I’ve been here before,
Heard your voice behind that war.
Every word, I let it burn,
You walk away, and I never learn.
You come back, I fall again,
Act like we’re more than just pretend.
But I’ve been here before…
Yeah, I’ve been here before.

Bridge
I could lie, say this time feels new,
But the cracks still show through.
If love means pain, what’s it for?
I don’t want to feel this anymore.

Chorus
 ’Cause I’ve been here before,
And I can’t take it anymore.
Every word, I let it burn,
But my heart just won’t learn.
You come back, I fall again,
Like it’s not gonna end.
But I’ve been here before…
Yeah, I’ve been here before.

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