Name: clairvoyant by Beth
Duration: 1 min 30 s
Description: just playing around with the guitar parts of clairvoyant from the story so far. Little messy as was playing with loops and such. Relaxing tuning.

Trying to get to know you, suddenly had a breakthrough,
No more fake guarantee, twisted reality, 
Flickering sideways glances, we both need those second chances, 
Keeping your eyes on me, wondering what you see. 

Then it seemed everything, but in the grand scheme of things, 
It’s a blink in the eye of the sun. 
Then one night in June, when you’re barking at the moon, 
there’s a shape in the broken glass. 

Why did you watch, did you watch through the window? Why did you watch, did you watch through the window? 
They don’t want you, no, they want you to go, they don’t want you, no. 
Why did you watch, put your watch through the window? Why did you watch, put your watch through the window? 
I don’t think that they will want you to stay, at least not today. 

Sweep up the glass from the window, is when I heard you, speaking on the phone. 
“It’s me and it’s happened again, mum, come and get me before the police come.”
Thinking of ways to keep you near, at least ‘till the glazer can get here, 
How could this happen to me? I really need a nice cup of tea. 

Then it seemed everything, but in the grand scheme of things, 
It’s a blink in the eye of the sun. 
Then one night in June, when you’re barking at the moon, 
there’s a shape in the broken glass. 

Why did you watch, did you watch through the window? Why did you watch, did you watch through the window? 
They don’t want you, no, they want you to go, they don’t want you, no. 
Why did you watch, put your watch through the window? Why did you watch, put your watch through the window? 
I don’t think that they will want you to stay, at least not today.

Watch Through The Window

just playing around with the guitar parts of clairvoyant from the story so far. Little messy as was playing with loops and such. Relaxing tuning.

clairvoyant

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At My Funeral

Beach Bunny on Audiotree Live

6 Weeks (Audiotree Live Version)

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

Prod. Heartful
SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/3pXVmZh293nWtqxildz9jf?si=3KU0DGfyREKz1w5nDx5uXA
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=clnIeauiVDM
I DON'T WANT TO LOOK LIKE THIS
FUCK
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS
FUCK
WISH I DIDN'T MISS HER SO 
MUCH
KNEW THAT THIS WOULD HAPPEN, FUCK
LOVE

BREAK A MIRROR, YEAH FUCKIN BREAK A MIRROR
GLASS SHATTER, GUMS BLEED, OFF THE FUCKIN EVERCLEAR
EYES RED, MIND RACE, FUCKIN WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE
I WAS REALLY  FUCKING HOPING IT'D BE DIFFERENT THIS YEAR

SHE OPTIMISTIC, NOT ME
NO QUIERO ESTAR AQUÍ
WOE IS ME, L'APPEL DU VIDE
SHE STILL WANT ME, C'EST LA VIE

I CAN'T EVEN LEAVE MY PLACE WITHOUT HIDING MY FACE
JUST A GLAMORIZED DESK JOB ROTTING AWAY
I AIN'T EVEN GOT FRIENDS, FEEL LIKE EVERYONE FAKE
REALLY PRAYING FOR THE DAY THE REAPER TAKE ME AWAY

BREAK A MIRROR, YEAH FUCKIN BREAK A MIRROR
GLASS SHATTER, GUMS BLEED, OFF THE FUCKIN EVERCLEAR
EYES RED, MIND RACE, FUCKIN WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE
I WAS REALLY FUCKING HOPING IT'D BE DIFFERENT THIS YEAR

I DON'T WANT TO LOOK LIKE THIS
FUCK
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS
FUCK
WISH I DIDN'T MISS HER SO 
MUCH
KNEW THAT THIS WOULD HAPPEN, FUCK
LOVE

MISS YOU!

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/4SPBwOTXgku4QvmRtMEGfW?si=8zTWWKteQjiyD-b7ajKzDQ
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yl6t_8pldzU
Prod. Oxygen Beats
Cover art: https://twitter.com/2SpooKay

MAKE A STACK, PEPELAUGH
GOT ALL OF THESE BITCHES MAD
SHE SUCK ME AND I DO NOT GIVE HER BANS (BANDS),I FEEL LIKE TWITCH STAFF
CLIP THAT, AYE
THIS BITCH FINNA GIVE ME WHIPLASH
TOOK MY FUCKIN BREATH AWAY, I'M FINNA TAKE THAT SHIT BACK
BITCH YOU CAPPIN AND YOU BIG MAD
I'M JUST FUCKIN TRAPPIN GETTIN CAT GIRLS AND SOME BIG BANDS
PULL UP CAUSIN HAVOC JACKSPEDICY HOW I WHIP THAT
MAKE MORE THAN YOU DAD, BUT I KNOW YOU WOULDN'T GET THAT

x2
MASKED UP, GOT ME LOOKIN LIKE NO FACEEEEEE
MAKE IT RAIN, LEAVE HER WET, LIKE A SNOWFLAKE
I TELL HER GIMME SPACE, SHE LIKE NO WAYYYYYYY
THAT'S A RED FLAG, BITCH, OLÈ (sorry)

FINE LASS, NICE ASS, CAT EARS AND SHE UwU
FUCK AROUND DO SHADOW PUPPETS, BACK OF THE SUBARU 
I GOT CHIPPED BLACK NAILS, AND A BADDER BITCH THAN YOU DO
ONLY WANT ME CAUSE I'M SAD, BITCH, I AINT AFRAID TO LOSE YOU

SHE ALWAYS GOT HER COLLAR ON, SHE ALWAYS FUCKING CALLING ME
WHAT SHE CALL ME SENPAI FOR? DON'T CALL ME THAT I'M NOT A WEEB
SHE LIKE THE WAY I LOOK AT HER, SHE LIKE THAT I AM HARD TO PLEASE
I CANNOT FUCKIN HELP IT BRO THESE CAT GIRLS ALWAYS FALL FOR ME

THEY ALL TRY TO FIX ME
FUCKIN SWITCH UP, LIKE A BLADE ON ME
GOT HER HANDCUFFED, PUT CHAINS ON ME
BITCH
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK, DO NOT TRY TO CHANGE ME

CAT GIRLS ARE RUINING MY LIFE!

Happy Halloween bichz
Prod. Heartful
Savage Ga$p: https://www.instagram.com/savagegasp/
CORPSE: https://www.instagram.com/corpse_husband/
Pic credit to our lovely friend Emma <3 <3 <3 
Emma: https://www.instagram.com/emmalangevinxo/

E-GIRLS ARE RUINING MY LIFE! w/ Savage Ga$p

cause
I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
i can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
my friends probably hate me, can't answer a message

filled with anxiety, always be hidin me
feeling inadequate's always what's driving me
not a role-model, that's not what i strive to be
Can't go outside, i'm afraid they be finding me

paranoid bout my privacy

and they always asking questions bout my face, can't relate
Fuckin caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
Got alotta bad shit that I'm taking to my grave 
Got a fuckin date with death, on house arrest till trial date

so I grab the red wine on rainy days and then i pour it
cause i'll age another fuckin thousand days before I know it
yeah I'll spend em all inside, waste my time while i'm scrollin 
but I love when it rains, cause i'm agoraphobic

i'm not okay
what's the point




prod. Heartful

clairvoyant

Beth

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