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Phenomenal

Scuare - Hillside feat. Rav

Produced by Forlorn.
FREE DOWNLOAD: https://shinobutherapper.bandcamp.com/track/second-guessing

LYRICS:
I feel insane, or maybe same as I've just always felt
My brain's deranged, detached membrane but failed to ever tell
Maybe today I'll end up dazed or something never dealt
I'll never say what flows throughout my brain and causes hell
Always unchained, my life just burns as all my joy just melts
Always in pain, I have no mouth but I wish I could belt
Out words in blaze, never contained within my awkward gaze
But life's a haze and I just wish that I could simply phase

Up on out of this realm of existence
Phased by nothing but I still feel like rubbish
Whipped by my passing thoughts, it's nothing but torture
Gripped by my lasting thoughts, I can't settle no score
My soul is fading away, I don't know what I could say
To make it last one more day, cause I just don't wanna pay
I thought I found myself but I'm still a lost soul
Tryna find me some purpose with no real large goal

Anticipation killed my ambitions beyond belief
Expectations ruined everything that I ever achieved
And it's a hard pill to swallow
Just move forward is my motto
Because ain't no use getting stuck in my own shell
When all it's done is created my own personal hell
That I wish to escape any time, any date
Let me out to see the sun and what I have done

Second guessing first impressions
Lacking blessing and I'm stressing
Overworking, overthinking
I was floating, now I'm sinking
Where has my mind gone lately?
It's felt like a gun pointed toward me, off safety
Convinced everyone I know hate me
Times slowly ticking as depression's constant kicking
Leaves a mark and doesn't stop till it's finished
Or leaves me feeling diminished
Bleeding out every positive feeling that I've ever kept
Instead of using these emotions, I just gave up and wept

Tears run across as my face as I put the pen to the paper
Put my heart and soul towards all of it but I still gotta cater
To those who'll never care what I deal with, or what's in my favor
To them this life is but a game and I'm simply a player
Playing into they hand, or simply playing myself
Constant reminders of time passed, I think I need some help
But I can't find the energy to ask for assistance with what I done dealt
Or simply speak the words to what I done felt

So instead, I'm just folding like some origami
Cause in the end, I'll just probably
Never find the answers, hardly
Ever expected more, only expected folly
But where should I even go now?
Where do I continue without a how?
Drowning at every moment of overwhelm
So, how could I ascend?
As I'm progressing through life, I feel more like an inkless pen
Moving forward without any real path or passion like I ain't actually

Worth anyone's time or a even moment of talking to
Used to feel bruised and purple, now I feel more and more blue
Used to feel bruised and purple, now I feel more and more blue

Second Guessing [prod. Forlorn]

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Una voce allo specchio x conversations with gravity

NEW MUSIC: https://album.link/us/i/1714150032

Kill Bill - Conversazioni Con Gravità

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LYRICS ON GENIUS

survivorship bias

You're my Lucky Star When You're On My Handlebars

A track I made in Chicago right before finishing my album Ceebo Let Go!
About competing for love, (and lowkey about that one scene in Golden Boy where the girl uh, does that thing with a motorcycle.)
Ceebo Let Go Will be put on SC too! Sorry for the wait.

Bimo Baby

Thank you so much for listening! 
Artwork by @MantisSweatshop

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Lyrics: 

Life is not a pointillist painting
I think,
I don’t know
I get bored of explaining
These things
It all flows, but the order keeps changin on me
If its all for show, then why’s it not entertaining for me

I’m pretty certain I got lost in the fabric, my heart satin
Fallin in/out of fashion,
the plot lastin
Longer than question askin
Longer than flames to ashes
Ominous planes are crashin
I feel all these interaction
I get so far with little traction
I’ve just been carvin in your absence  

Sometimes I feel like nothing’s left
Sometimes its real but I don’t check
Cause I don’t play the fuckin fool no more
This ain’t for you no more
Huh Ya’ll ain’t bout it  yall aint  never bout it
 

I don’t feel like myself sometimes
I don’t feel like I’m there

Everything is simple when I’m walking through the vision I built

And you don’t know you dont know you don’t know what you doing to me
You don’t even really know how to do what you mean

And you don’t know you don’t know what you doing to me

How hard is it to flush toilet
My life is pointless
I see through the threads ‘fore they tangled
I’m disappointed
I don’t follow nobody
I just try to avoid em
I don’t need to feel special
I know I’m no1mportant
I know there’s better than I
Still feeling good when I own it
Past 27 alive
I’m captain kirk when I’m floatin
I’m getting closer than curtains
Afraid to hope but I earned it
determined to to be more assertive so just I”ve jammed  
Too many words in

How many times I’ve been wrong when I thought I was wrong?
How many times I’ve been right? man I just gotta move on
How many flips have I perfected, what’s the true time cost?
How many shifts in my perspective til its a full time job?

I don’t feel like myself sometimes
I don’t feel like I’m there

Everything is simple when I’m walking through the vision I built

And you don’t know you dont know you don’t know what you doing to me
You don’t even really know how to do what you mean

And you don’t know you don’t know what you doing to me
 
I gotta do it for me

You can deny it all you want

Merch!

Oasis prod by 3ee

Reaper

VESTIGES

YOU FUCKERS WERE ASKING FOR THIS ONE (BOIN EDIT) - Rav (VESTIGES)

~Taking Up All Your Money, Taking Up All Your Time, Nothing's Left Outside, Only Thing's Your Mind~

FrankJavCee, NothinButLag and I wrote this Bad Boy when the isolation of Quarantine was really sinking in. Our friendship spans 3 timezones, but we became closer than ever through the tuneage. The track is an acceptance of the things plaguing us mentally in this time. Loss of loved ones, health, and stability. But we all agree something about this track still felt really hopeful. We hope it's as therapeutic to listen to as it was to make. Much Love, -Ceebo

Depression Nap (With NothinButLag and FrankJavCee)

The worst man-made disaster since Chernobyl. Makes weird music in the back of his apartment it's pretty rad I guess. Ceebo Let go, out soon

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