Monte Carlo (Prod. ODDstatus)

KingOfTheWorld (Prod. Falak)

MJ (Freeverse)

DRÉVONN - Like We Neva Had It - Feat. Box And Dre Eason

Sweet Dreams Made of Hennessy Prod. Chano

For those who are just trying to find our way through the mess

Away

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

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Broken Dreams Club ("away with the thoughts in my head pt.3") Prod. bad fee x Amonzious

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

being here, able to do all this still.... what a blessing... shouts out to Ocean Beats for the vibes <3 heres a link https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q
lyrics: 
"[chorus] 
man i fucking hate myself ill break myself.
im tryina be an artist but i dont wanna paint myself
i hate myself ill break myself... i wanna go really hard 
but i know i gotta pace myself i hate myself ill break myself i hate my face
i hate my voice 
i fucking hate it when i make that noise
ill break myself and change myself and figure out a reason why i feel 
pain and doubt.
[verse]
i took a break...
i was thinking "i wanna take myself" i took a drink,
cause i dont wanna save my health fuck what you think.
because i didnt wanna take my help
so when it sinks..
im going down with no one else.
im feeling naked now when the angels down.
i step inside a matrix route with a hateful sound,
and i got faith in doubt but i make it out.
im happy im alive and i didnt fucking take myself!
[chorus]
man i fucking hate myself ill break myself.
im tryina be an artist but i dont wanna paint myself
i hate myself ill break myself... i wanna go really hard 
but i know i gotta pace myself i hate myself ill break myself i hate my face
i hate my voice 
i fucking hate it when i make that noise
ill break myself and change myself and figure out a reason why i feel 
pain and doubt.
man i fucking hate myself ill break myself.
im tryina be an artist but i dont wanna paint myself
i hate myself ill break myself... i wanna go really hard 
but i know i gotta pace myself i hate myself ill break myself i hate my face
i hate my voice 
i fucking hate it when i make that noise
ill break myself and change myself and figure out a reason why i feel 
pain and doubt...."

Hate Myself Prod. Ocean Beats

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

i couldnt find the producer to this beat, I'm hoping one day I'll find the person who made this beat so I can credit them. all beats I've used were free beats or beats made for me, and I cant remember if this was a free youtube beat or a beat made for me. so hopefully the producer hears this song and contacts me.

White Line

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

lyrics:
“i should shut my fucking mouth
and stick to what im good at
because its always 2020 vision 
when you wanna look back.
and when i wanna look back
its speaker and a backpack.
and i got more drugs than a tweaker in my back pack!
all i want is love but im sleeping where the rats at,
but i aint gonna get it if im sitting on my fat ass
im always thinking cynical,
so i try to mask that.
and speaking of my mask
its at the bottom of my backpack 
im sick of all you women that been passed around like hand sanitizer and everytime you try to lie to me i know you’re a liar
but when your rooms pitch black, click clack im a lighter
and now im dealing with your feelings but im mentally tired you’re talking to me like you love me n turn around like a tire then find another man in no time
thinking i struck out…
theres a reason you talk to people but i stuck out.
theres a reason you talk to people but i stuck out.
i should shut my fucking mouth
and stick to what im good at
because its always 2020 vision 
when you wanna look back.
and when i wanna look back
its speaker and a backpack.
and i got more drugs than a tweaker in my back pack!
all i want is love but im sleeping where the rats at,
but i aint gonna get it if im sitting on my fat ass
im always thinking cynical,
so i try to mask that.
and speaking of my mask
its at the bottom of my backpack 
im sick of all the thoughts that “i just have” 
so i scratch that its a cinima my momma wanna talk but i dont answer it.
im too busy on my come up but i wont come up with an answer with, question that i had who would of thought i wouldnt ask of it.
wishing that my demons fucking pass away.
why they be a cast away?
bet you wanna talk about my feelings but its not today!
the hospitals a week away, the gun is in my mouth today its too fucking late get away i wanna let it bang!”

shouts metlast for the beat
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGDePQVGIZccm9g0UwoNOgg

Where Did The Light Go? Prod. Metlast

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TzWkxRPQSFU&list=PLKfhSJLpvqdMu5AeG39s566A9T-qvkCeL&index=15

Link to the type beat on YT.

Paths Of Pain (Prod. theskybeats)

BOX! 

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