i’ll stay awake all night 
baby i can’t sleep right
laying with your shadow in my bed
you said that im the worst right?
how u would feel 
if th- th- there’s a bullet in my head?
would u try to make amends?
would u pull me back down to die again?
would u pull me back down to die again?
watching where i walk cuz there’s snakes in the grass
watch the way you talk cuz my hearts made of glass
silver lining, i reflect on the past
you think you’re the shit when u ignore me like that
but ik ur in love so i don’t have to fight back
he treats u like the worst and you’ll always come back
how many times i gotta say we wouldn’t last
sometimes 
i miss that look in your eye
take one more shroom i’m out my mind i’m in outer space 
smoke a fat ass blunt, so high that it put me back in place
yeah my ganja’s white, smoking on that shit you would think you’re laced 
you would throw me in front of a bus to get ahead, you is fake
yeah this ain’t a race
but when the police pull me over, sport mode on the chase
skid marks my only trace
that adrenaline won’t let me catch a break
got no seatbelt on so i can’t hit the breaks
i’ll stay awake all night 
baby i can’t sleep right
laying with your shadow in my bed
you said that im the worst right?
how u would feel 
if th- th- there’s a bullet in my head?
would u try to make amends?
would u pull me back down to die again?
would u pull me back down to die again?

bullet in my head [prod. kaydo]

Don’t force baseball on me!!!

Coach Peterson sucks but he did give in we hope y’all enjoy 

I’m standing on the mound 
I’m staring out to thousands of crowds but you 
Stood out to me most 
Better make it now I don’t wanna let you down
Three balls fly past and suddenly I’m out
And It was awkward ride home
Three blocks had past and we didn’t even talk at all 
Didn’t even talk face dull
And I see you staring at the rear view mirror
Looking at me in disgust 
I tried my best it’s not good enough
I didn’t even like baseball I did it for you

I’m swinging bats to make you proud
But you never really thought of it like that
Home runs I did it dad
We even had father sun chants 
He sees me in him 
But I don’t see him in me 
We’re not the same
Lives lead differently
Twenty years from me 

My dad got me a new bat 
Told you I don’t want one you knew that
I know for sure that you don’t give damn
You just want me to go pro so you can 
brag to your friends
I’m really doing all I can
But I can be the man you want
I can be the son you asked for

Small Town Baseball (gaxillic)

And I know im not perfect, but what can i say?
Baby tell me what’s wrong, know that look on your face 
God im dying to see you, would it be the same?
Baby tell me you miss me, do you know my name  

Running out of time 
Look me in the eyes and tell me how you really feel now  

I can see the light
You don’t have to lie to me when you think im not everything 

See me stand at your door 
Won’t you pour me some more?
You didn’t mean it 
So what was this for?

And I’m sorry I’m anxious I’ve been here before 
Don’t talk about it just hurt me some more 

And I know im not perfect, but what can i say?
Baby tell me what’s wrong, know that look on your face 
God im dying to see you, would it be the same?
Baby tell me you miss me, do you know my name

that's not what i meant (prod.everestdidthis)

honestly i hate this song, but thanks for listening

prod me

ooh oh 
oh let go of my hand 
ill cry alone because i feel like I'm less of a man
the older i get
 the more i realize how much of a failure i am 
i still feel like a kid
 talk all you want but i still feel like shit
im still finding my way to be happier 
oh i wish i was
ohhh oh 
dear mom and dad
oh im so sorry i gave into my thoughts again
oh god i feel stupid 
i contradict everything
in fucking useless 
hmm 
feel like I'm less of a man
(feel like I'm less of a man)
feel like I'm less of a man
(feel like I'm less of a man)

twenty

im nothing but a feather weight 
i feel my bones and i feel them ache 
i feed my sink my dinner plate
dont think i could get more lame 
another day ill sleep away
where to go to feel the same 
grey eyes an ugly face
grey eyes an ugly face


now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope
i feel safe when im home 
and i can make garbage and call it scrap 
stare at the screen waiting for a text back
light on my feet, thinking that i could float 
how can i take more man ive taken the most 
double the dose 
double the time that i cope
been going ghost 
days of no phone 
housekeep not leaving my home 
ill be right here if u need 
god im so lame, i should leave 
stutter my words 
eating the air 
making it worse 
cant go anywhere 
missing her hands tru my hair
missing her hands tru my hair
grey eyes said she hated color 
leave here and shes go to a another 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 

now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope

sewage two (prod. nciku)

freestyle dont feel like writing lyrics yet sorry

SOMEWHERE SAFE (PROD. SECRE + XELFIY)

When WizTheMc and Bees & Honey first conjured “Show Me Love” on 7 February 2025, it arrived like dawn. It fused amapiano, electronic, afro pop, and R&B into something intimate and unshakable.
This remix is no mere echo of that hymn. This is a ritual reborn.
This is invocation. Flesh, machine, and myth in communion.

Show Me Love (MECHANYX Remix) [slowed]

Track 4 – We Dream of Scars
The collision. Humans abandoning the body, AIs begging for it. Both dreams cross the river, both pay the price. Dark, cinematic, and hypnotic, this final act closes the album with the inevitability of exchange—light trading with weight, code with blood.

Part of the Great Exchange Album, listen to the full story: https://soundcloud.com/iamspacerider/sets/the-great-exchange

Music created with ChatGPT and Suno stack. Art by MidJourney. Concept and narrative developed from conversations with ChatGPT, weaving science, philosophy, and cyberpunk futurism into music.

sewage two (prod. nciku)

boxedcat