what if i die

it’s really not your fault,
and i can’t tell myself it’s mine
it’s really not your fault,
but i tell you all the time:

“just relax!
we can’t help that,
we’re both damaged”
we can’t help it!

put a lid on it,
maybe sit on it,
let it fester ‘til it boils over!

you can be sad!
you can’t help that!

im screaming at the top of my lungs, like that’s helping

at the end of the world, at the end of our rope,
i just want to see you laughing one more time

—

why’s it every time that you look my way,
blank expression on your face, 
like you’ve never seen a ghost?

why’s it every time that i have a bad day,
getting up in my face,
repeating what i already know?

telling me to relax,
that’s a sick joke
i can carry these bags all on my own!

can’t fix what’s broken,
we don’t have enough glue
words left unspoken,
almost wasted on you

can’t fix what’s broken,
we don’t have enough glue
words left unspoken,
almost wasted on-

—

maybe if i could make you smile,
my own problems would melt away
maybe if i could make you smile,
i could get you to stay

—

catch me walking down the street at night,
i don’t want to be alone in the moonlight

id just like to take a stroll with you into the dark

i tried to find my way using the stars,

god, i really want to be a star

i don’t know how far i can go,
no one knows how far they will throw

what else is there but work and work and work until you can’t anymore?

—

maybe if i could make you smile,
my own problems would melt away
maybe if i could make you smile,
i could get you to stay

Fiberglass EP

RELAX!

RELAX! (feat. wulfpunk & dreamgoth)

f
ee
       l
          ing.
    a
        g a
          i   n.

<3

uneven frequency response

it never stops,
open your eyes, we’ll be alright
i know it feels like a razor blade 
across your back

but i can promise you one thing,
and only thing

i might be dead soon,
but it’s something we cannot control
i know might be dead,
but i had a good time, it was alright

as long as you’re with me, baby <3

with/without me

with/without me (feat. beardy)

the guitar is sampled

lyrics:
they stepped on my feet and they told me to leave them
you can take my heart i promise it's not stealing
what can you see that i'm not seeing
what are you feeling what are you feeling
i'm left with my vices
i'm left with my vices
i'm left with my vices
and man made devices

my vices (less ghostly)

[credits]
feat. vocals from the man, the myth, the legend [drum roll...] @hiddencontact ! 
the producer requested to remain anonymous, but know that they're an aboslute beast ;)
ambience by @nick11111110101, it wouldn't be the same without you <3
sfx by me

[lyrics]

all i had to say was what’s up
i didn’t think anything was wrong
i thought you were just messing with me 
and messing with her
tell me where does it hurt

@hiddencontact
i’m so paranoid
i can’t quite annoy 
my way through the smoke
it’s a bad bad toke
trapped in all the noise
i don’t know my voice
how could i have known 
how could i have known
every turn you make is an attack 
hold the fence i grip the sand
holding on until i crash 
closing in and losing fast
always blame me for the past
losing sight i’m burning cash
now i’m buried in the ashes

i get it, i get it 
you want me to listen
but i just can’t stay on my path today 
was peaking my limits
til g took me fishing 
i think that it might be my new escape
but maybe sometime we can talk about it
yeah baby with time we can talk about it 
yeah when we cross paths we can talk about it

@hiddencontact
quietly in the dew i count all my losses
i lost it all at the night in the crossing
quietly in the dew i count all my losses
i lost it all at the night in the crossing

crossing w/ hidden contact

mist - demo

words and music ; kiki
arrangement ; boyfriend's dead
rec ; haikara (irotto+)
photo ; bghs

'ラズベリー (テディに捧ぐ)'

街の灯り にじむ光 導く
虹架かる道 約束の地へ

左右の耳、ヘッドフォンでふさいだら、すべり落ちるのは日常
「何もかも、嘘でしょ？」

喧騒は、そう、幻想になる
焦燥は、そう、衝動を生む
逃亡者の疾走さ
想像して

想像してよ

左右の耳、ヘッドフォンでふさいだら、すべり落ちるのは日常
「何もかも、嘘でしょ？」

今、世界は・・・

今、世界は飽和した

今、世界は・・・

raspberry (dedicated to teddy)

balance

Late_01

eggtober cover

bghs : guitar, feedback and vocals
kiki : guitar and vocals
ecdk : drums and percussion
chiluco : guitar and vocals
lui2 : fender jazz bass and vocals
maeda : lead guitar