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now I don't
have a use for you
don't know
what I'm tryna do 
going crazy thinking about the worst of you
hearing all the lies you spread it cant be true
now you
got your hands around my neck
I'm trying
to feel something again
but its hard
to feel what we could've been
could've gave you the world
but you shut yourself in

you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in

now I've been trying to feel alive again
but its been so hard trying to pretend
gotta find another way to feel again
I really don't wanna deal with it

[spooz]
And I don't wanna deal with it
Anymore and I don’t need anything
I don’t need your sympathy
Your love your empathy and everything
 
So tell me ye thoughts
I don’t know anymore
I can’t read your emotions
I’m blacked out on the floor
Losing consciousness
I’m over my own skin
And I hate everything
And you’re my enemy 

So
I shut myself in
I shut myself in
I curse the fucking world
Cuz I hate everything

You shut yourself in
You shut yourself in
So get it over with
The perfect ending

You look back
At the past
All the sins you can’t forget
Your demons all laugh
Nails in black
And the walls are painted red

All the sins you can’t forget (can't forgive)
All the walls are painted red

Shut In w/ spooz (jd rome)

forgor 2 de ess


love it all love it all love it all
(and you know I)
love that bitch but she eight feet tall
and she tell me she gon dip, bitch im trappin at the mall
said i got a little dick with some big ass balls
(im so sorry for that line bruh ^^)

ive been in my head tell me im gonna be fine again
like i wont really mind again got cuts on both my eyes again
one foot in the grave push me down and ill be sliding in
drugs i live my life with them feelings im done hiding them (x2)

i can barely even think straight 
tell me what you think bae
see ive been in my head for a while why you dictate
my eyes never fixate
i invest my love for you in songs so heres a mixtape
go back and forth and im pulling you closer
i give you my love but she act like a chauffer
got nothing to prove and got nothing to show for
my final remarks so im giving you closure
im in the honda and you in the rover
push and you pull but im just a pushover
thought i was lucky like four leaf clovers
can you call me when it's over....

park (johnnyfriend)

this is really just the saddest thing that's ever fuckin happened
@jauntsen
@claudesdiary 
@poptartlovesu

jauntsen, claude & poptart - did u jus forgor? (eric godlow)

mix master by me
hello everyojne

(lyrics)
time ticks by with the time unknown
and at a quarter past 5 know i got to go
see me veering down the highway i cant drive on the road
and let this shit happen to me one more time im a ghost

and imma take you to the unknown, cause i cant do this alone
and she call me on her cellphone, but i just cant say hello
not much shit to do, but theres not really nowhere to go
always feeling bad, see my time near down the road
^^^^( not the lyric but sounds like it, idk what my ass said)

time ticks by with the time unknown
and at a quarter past 5 know i got to go
see me veering down the highway i cant drive on the road
and let this shit happen to me one more time im a ghost


losing hope, and all that we had
gimme one more shot and ill be in my bag
and we on opposite sides though we both attract
and as long as you have mine imma have ur back

she know where im at, and she know where i been at
cause she knows.....

time ticks by with the time unknown
and at a quarter past 5 know i got to go
see me veering down the highway i cant drive on the road
and let this shit happen to me one more time im a ghost

five15(guda)

someone save me
i think that i've lost my way
the sunlight's fading
no one's saving me today
the sky is turning black
i might just
have a fucking heart attack, oh yeah

i think it's time i get some rest
i'll lay with the sunflowers
cause they know best
and they wont ask why
or the when and how
just the here and now
is the only thing that matters
so keep me breathing and keep me alive
this shit happened once,
now i'm terrified

all my friends are flawless while i'm
riddled with imperfection
won't you let me make a new first impression
i promise that i've learned my lesson

_vice

Think I need to breathe
I can't feel a thing when you're not next to me
I wonder if you leave
Will I ever have someone to care for me
Thoughts are racing all around me
I can't help but feel this way
I need you to come and find me
I'm not sure if I'm okay
I'm not
Felt alone since high school
I know that I'm not the one for you
I think we could try to move on together
But I don't think that it's going to get better
Move on together but I don't think that it's going to get better
Move on together baby move on together
Focus
I can't sleep
Whose there whose watching me
I think they're watching me but
I'm not sure
Losing my grip on reality
Try to phone home ya but
Nobody's there for me
I don't really know what to do from here
Wish I could just take a fucking bullet maybe
Disappear
Thoughts keep racing all around me
I can't help so ill give in
You tell me I'm disappointing but
Maybe you're right
Ya maybe you're right
Forgetting how to breathe
I'm okay when I'm asleep but
Whenever I wake up I
Make a new mistake again
I'm sick of all these fucking friends
Don't tell me that we were meant to be
When you don't even know me
You don't even know me
I just wish that everyone would listen but
Then I would not be here for you
Tieng up this noose I can't get a grip
You left me alone ya you let me trip
You always said we'd be fine
I always had all these thoughts in my mind
You said the stars would align
You lie
You lie
You lied

i think they're watching me prod. @prodzak_

"Down," she said
Down and I don't want this
Hate you
"Hate you oh so much," she said
So please
"Just go and kill yourself," she said
Before I fall in love

I know I've got these feelings
And I know your heart is crushed
Don't think I won't end it all
If you don't let me run
Just let me run
Far enough away from you
Zach, what we have is lust
It's nothing more
It's nothing more, despite me saying
It's far more than a crush
Falling for you by the Horton Pond
It's just too much
It's just too much
You won't let me breathe
You visit, 20 times a month

When is it
When is it, enough
When is it, enough
You know like
When is it enough
When is it enough
When is it, enough
When is it
When is it enough
When is it
When is it enough
When is it
Enough

I'm down, i don't want this
Hate you, oh so, much
So please just fucking kill yourself
I'm just gonna run

kill yourself before i fall in love

feelings, feelings, feelings ://///, but yes im back :D 
very different from my normal stuff so pls lmk what u think !!! 
lyrics: 
i need silence, so fuck off dont you call me
i dont want your apologies
no i dont you starting and i dont want to excuses
if its all abusive, fighting over something stupid
i cant get you off my mind
something pulls me every time

hold me tight like i wont be here
hold me like this days my last
hold me like i hold back tears
and hold me like you did in the past

tell me, baby its unhealthy
im unhinged, im messy
and i need your help
i cant do this by myself
im guessing, you dont want it ending
i cant be so desperate and im on my own
why cant we just act like normal people?

small town girl in a big world
i wish i was there for her
i wish i could see her
i wish that it was my turn

*this is my favorite part ive ever written*
but i guess ill let it grow
distance makes it fonder
baby time will let it show
and ur my only home, ur my only hope
i dont feel this often and i cant seem to let go
is this feeling normal?

i think they're watching me prod. @prodzak_

boygrim

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