shoutout https://soundcloud.com/rouri404 for the open i def stole the acapella from :)
shoutout @reesooo for the inspiration on the melody :)

the tweet said i could do anything i wanted with it so here it is

concrete (ft. rouri404) [prod. austyn & reesoo]

made this to vent bout my life. just know ur not alone <3

just a kid with a laptop
like to scream into a mic when the lights off
where did that kid go
cause i’m 18 years and i’ve never felt so alone
in my home

i was 14 with a big dream
with these thoughts in my head and my fingers on a string

what does it mean
to be alive to pass the time
hide my face inside my pillows while i cry to be online 

i was 16 with the love of my life 
but he lives on my phone only talks at night

and i wanted love from someone else
cause i’m young and dumb and i hate myself and it sucks

what does it mean
to be alive to pass the time
hide my face inside my pillows while i cry to be online

to be alive to pass the time
hide my face inside my pillows while i cry to be online

online

prod me

shoutout silent swag for the cover art 
sum slight
 <3333


I Was on the line, when i saw u there
Always left behind, would u stop instead?

Or would u count me out like the rest
Dirt in my hands and my friends dont really care
Oh baby please admit ur a mess, 
friends dont really like u and ur parents try their best

U dont know why u lie to me
Even though i heard ur plea
Never saw the inbetween 
Never felt it in me


(xona)
and I can’t decide if I ever feel safe
you mock my words in front of me it’s kind of strange
these flowers blossom but they heavily decay 
every moment that you step my way
it’s different cities, I’d do anything for you
I’m wasting time just waiting for you
and my heart has been off tune 
can you call back me real soon?

do you see what I write ?
for you
violent scenes in my room
do you know what I see?
do you know what I mean?
everything I’d leave 
is he better than the last guy?
maybe I’m the bad guy x2
and I’m stuck up I, 
don’t try for you

I dont wanna call again
U dont pick up anyways
Tell me whos my friend?
In this theres no end

Couldve sworn it was raining
In these eyes theres no
Draining

I dont wanna smell his scent on ur skin
I dont wanna read the texts that u sent
U could never tell the truth i admit
And i never see it through in the end

But that dont mean im not
Trying hard enough
Its all insanity
Could u please lay with me?

skin w/ xona

Check out @1spooz 😳

[Counter]
now I don't
have a use for you
don't know
what I'm tryna do 
going crazy thinking about the worst of you
hearing all the lies you spread it cant be true
now you
got your hands around my neck
I'm trying
to feel something again
but its hard
to feel what we could've been
could've gave you the world
but you shut yourself in

you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in

now I've been trying to feel alive again
but its been so hard trying to pretend
gotta find another way to feel again
I really don't wanna deal with it

[spooz]
And I don't wanna deal with it
Anymore and I don’t need anything
I don’t need your sympathy
Your love your empathy and everything
 
So tell me ye thoughts
I don’t know anymore
I can’t read your emotions
I’m blacked out on the floor
Losing consciousness
I’m over my own skin
And I hate everything
And you’re my enemy 

So
I shut myself in
I shut myself in
I curse the fucking world
Cuz I hate everything

You shut yourself in
You shut yourself in
So get it over with
The perfect ending

You look back
At the past
All the sins you can’t forget
Your demons all laugh
Nails in black
And the walls are painted red

All the sins you can’t forget (can't forgive)
All the walls are painted red

Shut In w/ spooz (jd rome)

cigarettes n alcohol (p. aspect x ayoleybeats)

And I don't wanna talk to you
Like I been through
The same sad story you have
And I don't wanna lie to you
Like I could do this shit you know I cant
And I know my backs been weak for thousands'a weeks
And I know that I'm capped
I know its all been freaks and anxious speak
But I'm on my way back

Don't tell me that its all in weight again
I got too much left in these bloodied hands
I been tryna let the mold grow through to the man
I don't wanna be him but I need it again

Its the only thing that save me
From this shit I aint behavin'
And aint no way its ever gonna take me back
I've been tryna be the one
But I don't want a son
And everything feels like a fact

Let me not go
Let me not slow 
My heart
Let me implode
Let me explode
At the start again
Everything been feelin bit different since I live in a target man
I don't got friends I got complacency and interest on my upper hand
Aiming down again
Hope you got the travel in
Bullet path gone to shit so

Don't tell me that you hate me
Tell me love is all that's fading
I don't got nothing to save it
I did everything
I don't need nothing again
And I just deal my drugs and then
I walked up out it in the street
And I don't wanna know

How the fuck we gonna go back
The roadmaps been burned black
I don't now how I'm gon' pretend
That you could've loved me
Two years left of something
But what the fuck happened

I been losing myself again
I been losing all of my ends
How the fuck could you even pretend

Let me not go
Let me not slow 
My heart
Let me implode
Let me explode
At the start again
Everything been feelin bit different since I live in a target man
I don't got friends I got complacency and interest on my upper hand
Aiming down again
Hope you got the travel in
Bullet path gone to shit so

I Live In a Target [Prod. Saint Mike]

forgor 2 de ess


love it all love it all love it all
(and you know I)
love that bitch but she eight feet tall
and she tell me she gon dip, bitch im trappin at the mall
said i got a little dick with some big ass balls
(im so sorry for that line bruh ^^)

ive been in my head tell me im gonna be fine again
like i wont really mind again got cuts on both my eyes again
one foot in the grave push me down and ill be sliding in
drugs i live my life with them feelings im done hiding them (x2)

i can barely even think straight 
tell me what you think bae
see ive been in my head for a while why you dictate
my eyes never fixate
i invest my love for you in songs so heres a mixtape
go back and forth and im pulling you closer
i give you my love but she act like a chauffer
got nothing to prove and got nothing to show for
my final remarks so im giving you closure
im in the honda and you in the rover
push and you pull but im just a pushover
thought i was lucky like four leaf clovers
can you call me when it's over....

park (johnnyfriend)

@55depths

shoutout to softbite for sampling my song<3
dthxrgt logo: @silentcxbin

tell me
what's the point of even trying anymore
when your hearts on the floor
and really
i don't really give a fuck anymore
left my heart on the floor
tell me why you're crying?
cause i caught you lying
you know i hate the silence
it only brings us violence

and after everything was said and done
i thought you were the one
and you still left me
you still left me
you still left me baby

no trying now
i'm calling out
we're falling down 
and fading out

i don't wanna keep this up with you
it's getting old
and lately i've been feeling hurt again
you broke my soul

and after everything was said and done
i thought you were the one
and you still left me
you still left me
you still left me baby

trying (softbite + deathright)

video game go brrr


prod. Zonex https://www.youtube.com/c/ZonexBeats

Final Match [prod. Zonex]

w/ @bunnyboymusic
prod by @johnnyfriend & sorasfuneral
mixed by @silentcxbin & @bunnyboymusic
master by @silentcxbin

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honeydoyoulikethis? w/ bunnyboy (johnny friend + sorasfuneral)

Bring Me Back

i make whatever genre 

@team_taka

Discord: Eden#8531

Shut In w/ spooz (jd rome)

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