Wash away my sins
In the part of the night
Where our scars never hide
I know they're within you
Take Back your life
Know they're possessing your mind now
I've been trying to get you
To wash away my sins and come back home

To wash away my sins and come back home
Wash away my sins and come back home

Move in silence
I had to stay by myself
You were violent
There was no way I could help

Wash away my sins
In the part of the night
Where our scars never hide
When you had the chance
To pull me back
You push me down again

I've been trying to get you
To wash away my sins and come back home

Maybe I love when you call out my name
Lost in the moment I got lost in the pain

Move in silence
I had to stay by myself
You were violent
There was no way I could help

Toss me to the ground again
I can't get away from it
Tried to get out of my personal hell but I can't
Find my mind
Lost in doubt
Now I can't figure out how
We tried to get by
Dig two graves guess I'll die with my regrets now
Dig two graves guess I'll die with my regrets now

Move in silence
I had to stay by myself
You were violent
There was no way I could help

violent prod. @prodzak_

No, I won't take back words I said
I can't sleep inside my bed
Make me feel fucked up again
I lost all my innocence

Haunting me like a fever dream
These eyes aren't mine I can't really see
A thing
One more pill and I might end up dying
Lying on the floor cause without you I'm crying
Sick of all the bullshit I'm tired of trying
Take another hit I need to feel like I'm flying

I'm Flying without you
Hard to see on my own
I had to fall to make my
Way back home

And now you're on your own
Like how's your life without me?
I cut my wrist to show you
The kind of blood that I bleed

Bleeding out
Bleeding out
Can't stop the pain that's in my chest
Breathing now
I'm breathing now
But somehow I can't forget
These dreams I'm having are fevers
Cold sweats I know I don't need her
Move back I don't need you either
I know that I'll be fine

Haunting me like a fever dream
These eyes aren't mine I can't really see
A thing
One more pill and I might end up dying
Lying on the floor cause without you I'm crying
Sick of all the bullshit I'm tired of trying

Take another hit I need to feel like I'm flying
I'm Flying without you
Hard to see on my own
I had to fall to make my
Way back home

fever dream @prodzak_

Think I need to breathe
I can't feel a thing when you're not next to me
I wonder if you leave
Will I ever have someone to care for me
Thoughts are racing all around me
I can't help but feel this way
I need you to come and find me
I'm not sure if I'm okay
I'm not
Felt alone since high school
I know that I'm not the one for you
I think we could try to move on together
But I don't think that it's going to get better
Move on together but I don't think that it's going to get better
Move on together baby move on together
Focus
I can't sleep
Whose there whose watching me
I think they're watching me but
I'm not sure
Losing my grip on reality
Try to phone home ya but
Nobody's there for me
I don't really know what to do from here
Wish I could just take a fucking bullet maybe
Disappear
Thoughts keep racing all around me
I can't help so ill give in
You tell me I'm disappointing but
Maybe you're right
Ya maybe you're right
Forgetting how to breathe
I'm okay when I'm asleep but
Whenever I wake up I
Make a new mistake again
I'm sick of all these fucking friends
Don't tell me that we were meant to be
When you don't even know me
You don't even know me
I just wish that everyone would listen but
Then I would not be here for you
Tieng up this noose I can't get a grip
You left me alone ya you let me trip
You always said we'd be fine
I always had all these thoughts in my mind
You said the stars would align
You lie
You lie
You lied

i think they're watching me prod. @prodzak_

I'm running out of options
You're the reason you're what caused this
So I'll lie here sitting nauseous with you now
Call out your name but you don't ever come around
You force-fed me lies
And now I'm spitting all them out

I'm running out of options
You're the reason you're what caused this
So I'll lie here sitting nauseous with you now
Ain't got nobody I can turn to

You can't tell me the truth
Cause there's a lie in every word
I sit by myself but it's a gift and it's a curse
I'm sitting here and I'm still feeling like I'm fucked up
You said you need me but I know that this shit is not love
You wanted space so I know it's goodbye good luck
Feel like a zombie taking pills until the suns up
You tell your stories but they're fiction
You tell yourself that you're the victim
I'm rotting deep inside you watch me decompose
Running from you every day
I'm hiding from your lies
Lost inside this spiral now I'm
Now I'm stuck feeling nauseous

I'm running out of options
You're the reason you're what caused this
So I'll lie here sitting nauseous with you now
And now I'm feeling fucked up
Ya told that bitch it's fuck love
I know you felt alone since you lost me
I'm better on my own but I'm aching
Crawling out I'm getting tired of the back-and-forth
Now I'm stuck feeling nauseous
No one's there but when I listen
I still hear your voice
And you're the reason you caused this

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Make Sense

What's on your mind
You told me that you think about him all the time

So I can't reply

Because I'm looking at my phone
and I know you won't be home tonight

Let's play a game of hide-and-seek

Where you run away and you're gone for weeks

While I sit here waiting like a fool

And you spend time breaking all the rules

So what's the point? I guess time will tell

Can't think for myself, I'm under your spell
Cause I'd wait a lifetime for you

(I wish I had it in me to ignore you)

What's on your mind
You told me that you think about him all the time

So I can't reply

Because I'm looking at my phone
and I know you won't be home tonight

What's on your mind
You told me that you think about him all the time

So I can't reply

Because I'm looking at my phone
And I know you won't be home tonight

Let's play a game of Russian Roulette

Where you load your gun and point it at my head

You said "Just sit there baby, take it like a man"
And I'll reply with it's okay cause nothing's gonna plan

You said you'd love me when it's warmer on the dark side of the moon

And I've been praying that it happens
But I don't think it'll be very soon

What's on your mind
You told me that you think about him all the time

So I can't reply

Because I'm looking at my phone
And I know you won't be home tonight

What's on your mind
You told me that you think about him all the time

So I can't reply

Because I'm looking at my phone
And I know you won't be home tonight

I'm getting tired of excuses running out
And you can tie me up a knoose cause I'm better now

And when it's time for you to recognize me
I'll cross my fingers that you let me down nicely

on your mind

Song comes out febuary 19th please pre-save :)

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When the sunlight behind me
Creates a silhouette you've never seen

Try to find time to find me
And all the colors that are in between

High hopes for the morning
There's just so many things I can't believe

Shove me down, cut me open
And try to figure out what makes me bleed

But I'm not anything special

So bury me, with everything
Because I can't be alone in a casket
And there's a part of me
That I can't let you see
Still begging that you'll understand

Hopelessly floating on
Does it make it real if I can't see it going on?

Salt air filling up my lungs
She said she just wants to belong
To someone who matters
But I'm not that one

So bury me, with everything
Because I can't be alone in a casket
And there's a part of me
That I can't let you see
Still begging that you'll understand that

I can't let go of this
The heartbreak will make you sick
I never wanted it to end like this
And I can't blame you for the things you did

I guess I'll never have enough
I'll probably end up on my own.

bury me

boygrim x NOTATOY 

I am so excited to finally have this track released, thank you so much to Chris, Blake, NOTATOY, Branson and all those who support me and what do. Music is something that makes me excited to be alive and I hope sharing it makes yall excited too <3

-boygrim

Through the Weekend (ft. NOTATOY)

hey so i did this on tiktok and it did really well so im uploading here for yalls listening purposes! check out my music @ boygrim on all platforms and be sure to follow and share thank yall fr <3

deftones x $uicideboy$ (tiktok audio)

You said meet you
By the cemetery
We'll talk it all out

I wonder if I'm the one
You'll bury or leave in the dust

I can't stand it
All of this waiting around
Just tell me I'm the one
That let you down

Because you just let me
Wander through the darkness
Act like I didn't say a thing
But I was honest

I just wish that you could do
The same I know you want him

So please give me a break
We're both wasting away
I've got one foot in the grave
Cemetery letters

I won't try to escape
I know I made my mistakes
I'll go down screaming your name
Cemetery letters

Cemetery letters

(♪♪♪)

I'm on the 78
You said I know where to find you
Because you love when we both cry
Ya I guess that you like to

Commiserate
Please just say it to my face
I'm not the one you want
And he's the one you crave

So don't tell me lies
Because we're one in the same
Maybe it's all in the cards
I know that's what you'll say

There's no point to try

So please give me a break
We're both wasting away
I've got one foot in the grave
Cemetery letters

I won't try to escape
I know I made my mistakes
I'll go down screaming your name
Cemetery letters

Cemetery letters

I can't fight the feeling that
You're haunting every room I'm in

Oh God give me a break
We're both wasting away
away
away

cemetery letters

close the blinds (ft. LUST)

thank u desi for being my mr.producer man  :) enjoy!

watch me die

Lil Unfaithful - boygrim ft. Billy the Artist
Written by boygrim, Billy the Artist, des.god
Mixed by des.god
Cover Art by Billy the Artist
Courtesy of The Cesspool

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