It was in the highlight of heartbreak I almost at one time glorified my pain for the one who chose not to give me his love. So I found a way to have him another way. In Pain.

I think to often we put ourselves in a position where we allow ourselves to be victim if it means keeping someone we yearn for close.

In their absence we fill the void with intentional pain versus just letting go.  
Sincerely,
 Caine Carangi

boyMONROE does not condone the act of cutting in anyway.
It is only metaphor!

Lyrics - Caine
Vocals - Caine & Zajah
Music - Zajah
TIAB Productions
Haus Of boyMONROE
All Rights Reserved 2015

I look at you with swollen eyes
I been crying all night cause I caught you in a lie
Just another cut on my arms to ease the pain you know
Lying here alone in bed
With visions of you bleeding from my head
and it’s a cold dark world
on the razors edge
Seems so long since I tasted grace
Blind folded boy in silk and lace
I couldn’t find my nerve and then
I found a way to get close to you
Little boy blue got lost in June.
and my blood flows red
I cut 4 U
oh baby I cut 4 U
If I can’t have you in love
I’ll have you in pain
a slice for you
I cut for U
oh baby I cut 4 U
If I can’t have you in love
I’ll have you in pain
a slice for you
Slice for you...
Ever see blood drip into water
It floats while it waits to expand
Always looking for another color
While always yearning for the cut
And theres no pain with out you
Theres just no pain with out you
And a oh oh I
and I don’t know why
I cut 4 U
I cut 4 U
And a oh oh I
And I can’t deny
I cut 4 U
I cut 4 U
And my bloods slowly flowing faster
I cut 4 U
Cause my pain won’t grow with out you
I cut 4 U
And the razors going deeper
I cut 4 U
Cause I just can’t live with out you
I cut 4 U
And theres just no pain
I cut 4 U
And my bloods slowly flowing faster
I cut 4 U
Cause this boy really cares about you
I cut 4 U
Tell me can you hear me now

Cut 4 U

BoyMONROE is a collaboration of West Coast Underground artist & Performer Caine Carangi & East Coast producer & Recording Artist / Producer Zajah. Together we have formed the modern day Human League - Depeche Mode. Each bringing their own singing styles to the project has merged many genres of music together into one much like the 80's Pop group: Culture Club, Yaz, Pet Shop Boys, Erasure, etc. Their bass pumping dance anthems and tear jerking ballads are sure to be one of the industries leading indie groups to come.