wow, man. this track reminds me of "the books." great stuff.

ur still the 1

Rough Skies

Chorus:
Rough skies, it’s alright, we’ll find a way in time
Rough skies, it’s alright, everything’s gonna be better
 
Verse 1:
Feeling down, my world is upside down
So I called you out with some Jack on the rocks
With people chilling, keep them while we’re sipping
Let’s talk and walk, oh we’re not quitting
 
Verse 2:
Around the curve as we swerve making our way to the city
Sober minds, crooked smiles, life gets me so dizzy
The sun is rising, it’s a new day even if we have

Rough Skies

A narrated version of my monologue: Wheels.

(also, thanks to the Tumbled Sea)

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You can find it here: http://valenzuelabp.tumblr.com/post/75594238526/wheels

Wheels

all music & lyrics mine
all dialogue cameron crowe movies'

i'll synthesize these dreams into the kind of life I'd like to live
beyond the confines or the margins
that some love would have me in
it won't be selfish to want something more than what I have to give

i don't have much room for you
just give me time and
down the line?
my world's been upside down
and we can't meet halfway
i'm not the kind
so call me when we're not just lonely
call me when the storm subsides

Geomorph (Final)

PRE-
[nung hindi PA kami. finally this personal fave has a title. maybe it was meant to be untitled until the night of june 17, 2011.]

i found her lying underneath the shade of a tree in a countryside such wonderful scenery i sneak up to her and instantly like sands she became crashing to my knee i found her preparing mon petit dejeuner humming a tune most famous to me as i walk towards her i trip over and like mist she became and went dampening my knee no roses no tulips no daffodils would grow beyond(upon) your footsteps but the rain and i will thank you for your existence and not even your name can be traced using the stars that's how different you was/is/be but that was in my dreams easily forgotten anyway, i never even got the chance to see her face but mr sound liked 'you' and 'me' together in a sentence id gladly write millions of them i cant believe it i have absolutely possibly most probably rewritten the current rhythm of my lonely heart you were just a sillhouette in my dreams before there never was a mention of a name i consulted every fairytale


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POST-
[nung hindi NA kami. new song. performed for a crowd for the first time. ]

sometimes im thinking about the love we shared that i get stuck in driftwood in the rivers of our universe someday you'll see my face again dream and dream and dream and dream again love was meant to be love meant you and me love would let me see that always always im singing for you always always ill stay in awe of you always i kept love a secret until you came searching for it always always whistling for you always always running towards you always my heart is your territory even if it's breaking now but suddenly bye bye love sailing silently away suddenly im promising things that i could've fulfilled not so long ago we hate that this is happening we merely spoke when we first met but my heart was yelling then she is the one she was the one to blame she was adorable she wore her hair like a queen she was natural she had her glasses on i nearly died when she took them away and she looked far much better but, of course, she's still pretty either way i just kept glancing til i felt that she's looking away i said to myself that this girl was gonna be mine i made my way some things are inexplicably weakening just like some shadows eclipsing and tears would wipe off my sadness again and again until the day that it's as if we're just beginning fine go away coz i know you'll be back someday you'll see us whole again

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was just gonna watch Julianne perform but she insisted i play a little set for the night! another surprise gig.
Conspiracy Garden
june 17, 2011
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image taken by Migs Ocampo


"Pre-" and "Post-" (live @ Conspiracy)

Habol - Maude

who are you
in the darkest hours of the night
when I’m not looking
and do I really wanna know?

do the city lights
bleed through the blinds
and bounce from your eyes
into the night
from your window

where does your sorrow go
when you find yourself completely alone?

and it’s cyclical
you say of the way your day is spent
bed, train, work, and back again

but you talk of these streets
like the veins of your urban memories, manifest
and I’m thrown

where does your sorrow go
when you find yourself completely alone?

blocks and blocks
and swathes of roads
non-descript
and standard homes
dim streetlights
and endless freeway
beers outside convenience stores

lacing digits, touching toes
tell me things that no one knows
where does all your sorrow go
where does all your sorrow go

EARLY/LATE

wanted to give the single/radio mix i did pre-album out just because. free downloads at https://bpvalenzuela.bandcamp.com/track/steady :)

mopey af music video by the wonderful petersen vargas: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MsSuXCxLA7o

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
i'm not a book to be read 
it may look nice in your head 
but is it ever really more than that? 

more than circumstance, 
is it just loneliness 
or what did you expect? 
but it's still different 
beyond the second hand 
thought i was over that 

if it's really me you seek 
then i won't hide 
i've been exhausting every single way 
to get it off my mind 
get it off my mind 
but if it's really me you seek 
then i won't hide 
wishing it could be simple as you explain 
but i can't ever seem to get it right 

i have the tendency to pick things apart 
and i can never breathe 
am i wrong expecting it to be easy when you're next to me? 
and i don't want to be the kind to second guess 
it's just so hard to believe 
or difficult to reconcile what's on my mind 
with how i feel 

if it's really me you seek 
then i won't hide 
i've been exhausting every single way 
to get it off my mind 
get it off my mind 
but if it's really me you seek 
then i won't hide 
wishing it could be simple as you explain 
but i can't ever seem to get it right 

if it's really me you seek 
if it's really me you seek 
if it's really me you seek 
if it's really me you seek

steady (radio + single version)

Fallin EP

Special thanks to
Moses Webb aka Meridian Villain (for lending me his voice)
MTCH (for helping produce Crazy)
Alyanna Basbas (for the cover art)
My Mom (for my instruments and laptop)

Poison Ivy Ft. Tala Gil

wrote and co-produced this w @CRWNrecordings

we both know there's no time to waste
no words all eyes
can you read my face?
roll my hands down your back
like a map to our place

did i play my cards too fast
would it drive you away if i told you that
i have never felt so built for anybody else babe?

you pause to say that you feel me think
you'd laugh if i told you the half of it
no,
but i've got self-restraint like a wall of bricks
come on

did i play my cards too fast
would it drive you away if i told you that
i have never felt so built for anybody else babe?

would it drive you away,
would it drive you away?

would it drive you away now

(for m)

cards (ft. CRWN)

i got lost in the chain
and now i'm swinging back and forth on what to say
every little touch reminds my brain of how you taste
cruising down the street to wipe my mind clean of your face

i want you, i can't have you
so i want you more

how could i quit you
how could i miss you
when i just met you
what a mistake
growing up holy made us so lonely,
fed up, and scared with nothing to say
but don't say what they say
and i won't say what they say

i want you, i can't have you
so i want you more

breathe in
don't wait
if you feel it then just say it to my face
we spend whole days
breathing heavy as we minimize the space

i want you, i can't have you
so i want you more

(made w nick and w love)

minimize (ft. nick lazaro)

✌(◡ᴥ◡✿)
singersongwriterproduceretc

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@halflit
@sleepypasta101

hi

bookings/inquiries: mike@partybearrecords.com
valenzuelabp@gmail.com

Geomorph (Final)

bp valenzuela

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