kyaa

with Alden Abaca on drums and Karel Honasan on bass, this song was re-recorded from a college thesis I had made an original score for, some couple of years ago. Now released under the Dakila Artist Collective album to promote awareness on Climate Change, I hope you support the cause as well. 

Delubyo

What Lies Behind

Verse 1:
And now I write as I lay
Wondering why we’re here tonight                                                                                                                        
There’s something missing inside
My smile went away for a while
 
Verse 2:
It’s getting colder and colder
Whenever I think that you hold her
You tell me things I wanna hear
But that’s not enough cuz you won’t stay here
 
Chorus 1:
Oh please tell me what lies behind those lines
You can tell me what’s going on your mind
If this is wrong then I just want to
 
Verse 3:
We kissed and missed our forever
You think this isn’t over
But you tell me that you love her
Oh what the hell
 
Chorus 2:
Oh please tell me what lies behind those lines
You can tell me what’s going on your mind
If this is wrong then I just want to
If this is wrong then I just wanna get by
If this is wrong then I just wanna let go
 
I just wanna let you go and see you smile


What Lies Behind

"Fools"

First official single

Self Produced
Artwork by the talented Rachel Halili
http://rachelhalili.tumblr.com/

Eventually we'll fall asleep, and dream about these past three weeks,
Or lie awake and dedicate, our thoughts to finding what it means,
But when it is all said and done,
I can't think of anyone else,

Nothing is just as it seems, at least that what it seems to me,
And everybody has a path, but some will walk reluctantly,
Well you can throw your map away, 
Cause I'll be here another day or two

Hope will take its toll
And ignite your soul

 We were told as we grow old, that one day we would find ourselves,
But as we aged, everything changed, and we were locked by different spells,
Well love is such an abstract art, 
And we each have a different part to play

They will find that overtime, that they can't help but play along
And as we wait they hesitate, for fear that something may go wrong,
But when the smoke has finally cleared,
Things are not just as they appeared,

Hope will take its toll
And Ignite your soul 


Fools

At Last

co-produced with nick lazaro of moonwlk/twin lobster! a new single off my upcoming album, details soon. 
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i breathe the static scene
without the grain or noise
toss me a livewire lifeline
right into the void

i want something that leaves me breathless, need a night that leaves me floored
if you can give me something different, then that's all that I've been looking for

so bring your pretty face
and being your pretty car
tell me the kind of things you've never said out loud before
but I don't need your love
i mean i’ve had enough
so take me out, take me up, take me on 

same routine
staring at the screen
well there’s the black and white
and I’m stuck in between
i breathe the static scene
without the grain or noise
toss me a livewire lifeline
right into the void

so bring your pretty face
and being your pretty car
tell me the kind of things you've never said out loud before
but I don't need your love
i mean i’ve had enough
so take me out, take me up, take me on 

Pretty Car

"Run" 

From The Ransom Collective's debut EP, available September 20th, 2014. 

Written, recorded, and produced by the The Ransom Collective, 2014. 

PRE-
[nung hindi PA kami. finally this personal fave has a title. maybe it was meant to be untitled until the night of june 17, 2011.]

i found her lying underneath the shade of a tree in a countryside such wonderful scenery i sneak up to her and instantly like sands she became crashing to my knee i found her preparing mon petit dejeuner humming a tune most famous to me as i walk towards her i trip over and like mist she became and went dampening my knee no roses no tulips no daffodils would grow beyond(upon) your footsteps but the rain and i will thank you for your existence and not even your name can be traced using the stars that's how different you was/is/be but that was in my dreams easily forgotten anyway, i never even got the chance to see her face but mr sound liked 'you' and 'me' together in a sentence id gladly write millions of them i cant believe it i have absolutely possibly most probably rewritten the current rhythm of my lonely heart you were just a sillhouette in my dreams before there never was a mention of a name i consulted every fairytale


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POST-
[nung hindi NA kami. new song. performed for a crowd for the first time. ]

sometimes im thinking about the love we shared that i get stuck in driftwood in the rivers of our universe someday you'll see my face again dream and dream and dream and dream again love was meant to be love meant you and me love would let me see that always always im singing for you always always ill stay in awe of you always i kept love a secret until you came searching for it always always whistling for you always always running towards you always my heart is your territory even if it's breaking now but suddenly bye bye love sailing silently away suddenly im promising things that i could've fulfilled not so long ago we hate that this is happening we merely spoke when we first met but my heart was yelling then she is the one she was the one to blame she was adorable she wore her hair like a queen she was natural she had her glasses on i nearly died when she took them away and she looked far much better but, of course, she's still pretty either way i just kept glancing til i felt that she's looking away i said to myself that this girl was gonna be mine i made my way some things are inexplicably weakening just like some shadows eclipsing and tears would wipe off my sadness again and again until the day that it's as if we're just beginning fine go away coz i know you'll be back someday you'll see us whole again

------
was just gonna watch Julianne perform but she insisted i play a little set for the night! another surprise gig.
Conspiracy Garden
june 17, 2011
------
image taken by Migs Ocampo


"Pre-" and "Post-" (live @ Conspiracy)

you
i saw your face in june
you didn't have a clue of my infatuation

clues that i gave out to you
you took my bait it seemed so easy
you've made it very easy

did i ever expect to get out of my recent wreck?
will we ever expect to get out of our recent wreck?

i did not expect a response
from a girl of distance and 
an obedience to my affectations

did you ever expect to get out of your recent wreck?
will we ever expect to get out of our recent wreck?

please, tell me about your day.


June

「Telescope」 by Alyson
★Recorded at Pointbee Multimedia by Daniel Garcia
★Mixed at Pointbee Multimedia by Aaron Gonzales
★Lyrics by Pio Ligot

Sample from 【Golden Time】 Ep. 6 「Yes No」
Ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｒｕｎ　ａｎｙｍｏｒｅ．
Ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｇｏ　ｗｈｅｒｅ　Ｉ　ｃａｎ’ｔ　ｒｅａｃｈ　ｙｏｕ！
Ｓｔａｙ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｍｅ　ｆｏｒｅｖｅｒ！
Ｉ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｙｏｕ　Ｔａｄａ－ｋｕｎ！

Art taken from Yuko Shimizu

✩https://twitter.com/AlysonPinas
✩https://facebook.com/heyitsAlyson

Telescope

You can view the "Unstable" music video here: http://bit.ly/1ISis1v

Where the Light Settles is a short feature that uses movement, music, and the language of film to tell a story about people learning to come to terms with a difficult truth.

Where the Light Settles is a Ballet Philippines and Sindikato presentation of an Alter the Native and Smashed Pumpkin Projects film directed by AJ Orlina, featuring Denise Parungao and Timothy Cabrera of Ballet Philippines.

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Autotelic's self-titled debut album is now available for only P250! For more info, kindly visit the following links:

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For gigs and bookings, you may contact Carleen at +63917-769-0605.

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Unstable

How long will you keep it inside
You run away and find a place to hide
You can always hide under the sheets
Lay it down, it's all we need

We are unstable
But we are inseparable
We are unstable
But we are, we are

How long will you keep me outside
You don't even know what's on my mind
I could be yours, you could be mine
Together we'll find our time

Let's work it out
We're gonna work it out

-

from the self-titled album, released 27 September 2014  
Written by Josh Villena. 
Arranged and produced by Autotelic.

Engineered by Aaron Gonzales, Dru Ubaldo, and Daniel Garcia. 
Recorded and mixed at Pointbee Multimedia. 
Mastered by Nicholas Lazaro at La Balls Studio.

Unstable

BUY GEOGRAPHY LESSONS NOW ON:

iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/ph/album/geography-lessons-ep/id1050472810
Spotify: https://play.spotify.com/album/0OSZwZGyLCT5Pysf4vkg33
Bandcamp: http://ourselvestheelves.bandcamp.com/album/geography-lessons

For physical copies of the EP/DVD, email us at:
ourselvestheelves@gmail.com

Longing For

MUSIC VIDEO HERE! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nwOLCuOvnJA

Lyrics: 

VERSE 1

I fidget in my seat when you begin appearing
Your black frames make you so endearing
If you want the truth, I just really really want 
To stare at you while I pretend to like the boy beside you

But then I know you're with this pretty girl
You're single but unavailable
So I have to shut my mouth and be discreet
But I still think you're neat, and sweet

To eat some cupcakes with you after class
I'd ask you but I'd hate to seem so awfully fast
And you're on the phone again
Calling up your very very special friend
Who'll never be me

CHORUS

Boy, I think we'd look good together 
I'd share you my umbrella in the stormy weather
We'll march inside the classroom causing quite a stir
How could an ugly girl get such a handsome man beside her?

Be my trophy boy, while you have an affair
Go frolic with your girl at night, I'm ready to share
I shouldn't care so much, because all I could do 
Wait for another trophy boy who's so much cuter than you

VERSE 2

I wish that I could rest my chin upon your manly shoulders
Tell you all about my day and bug you over and over
But I know you're with this really pretty girl
Cause you're so single but so unavailable (seriously, wtf)

Oh you look so good when you're writing things down
Imagine all the things we'd do if we could shake up this town
Together, on the phone again
Calling up your very very special friend
Who'll never ever be me

CHORUS 

Oh boy,  I think we'd look good together
I'd share you my umbrella in the stormy weather
We'll march inside the classroom causing quite a stir
How could an ugly girl get such a handsome man beside her

Be my trophy boy, while you have an affair
Go frolic with your girl at night, I'm ready to share
I shouldn't care so much, because all I could do 
Wait for another trophy boy who's so much cuter than you

BRIDGE

Oh I'll never get to say hello
Because a girl isn't supposed to show
Just how much she thinks about a boy
Who doesn't even know 
She's sitting in the back row
Watching

And as psycho as this seems to be
I'm not asking for too much, please agree
I just want to be friends with you
Go down the stairs with you
I'm perfectly content with small talk

CHORUS 


Trophy Boy

Band: 
Keys - Almond Mendoza 
Drums - Jam Villanueva 
Bass - Justin Ratilla 
Electric - Poch Barretto 

Yellow - Coldplay (4/16 rehearsals)

Safety

i got lost in the chain
and now i'm swinging back and forth on what to say
every little touch reminds my brain of how you taste
cruising down the street to wipe my mind clean of your face

i want you, i can't have you
so i want you more

how could i quit you
how could i miss you
when i just met you
what a mistake
growing up holy made us so lonely,
fed up, and scared with nothing to say
but don't say what they say
and i won't say what they say

i want you, i can't have you
so i want you more

breathe in
don't wait
if you feel it then just say it to my face
we spend whole days
breathing heavy as we minimize the space

i want you, i can't have you
so i want you more

(made w nick and w love)

minimize (ft. nick lazaro)

1st track of a 3-track demo compilation produced by Kyle Quismundo and Ling Lava. 
class of MADEPRO College of St. Benilde S.Y. 2011-2012


Path

sings Japanese, musicals, jazz and just about anything that can get stuck in my mind for more than half an hour. not particularly good at it.

✌(◡ᴥ◡✿)
singersongwriterproduceretc

also 
@halflit
@sleepypasta101

hi

bookings/inquiries: mike@partybearrecords.com
valenzuelabp@gmail.com

Pretty Car

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