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hypermarte 👊💥

listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0fHKRx84UXMBXuflLErfO3?si=e05637bb07714468

give it all up!

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

now i look crazy
and that's one thing i've been feelin' like lately
but i'm okay
at least i think so
nothing's for sure but at least i am here
so
i can't be that bad
at least i think so
i might be lying to myself when i say so
but take my word for it
that's all i ask for
i think i need to ask for some help more

but don't hit me up
even if i look like i need it
cause i don't need it
i'm better off alone
even if that's not what i say so
(oh)
i tend to do that
go back on my word like screw that
i don't think i need help now
and i think that's a lie
but i've made up my mind now

yeah i made up my mind now
(x3)
and i won't look behind now
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

guess i was wrong

i don't know u

painful song about mother (bond. x dez x swazy*)

Spotify

FRIDAY

ukg 2.0

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/complicated

this song SUPER underrated
in an alt universe i'd be making this stuff by default

prechorus
it’s the worst when i run out of things to say
while i’m around u (awwww)
and i can’t bear hearing the ‘no’s or maybes
just say that i’m a weirdo (thats cutee)
go round in all these circles that i go crazy
thinking bout u (woooo)
and i’m fearful
that i’m nothing more than a talking point to u                          -----damn thats kinda deep :((

chorus
and i’m supposed to brush it off (YAS)
finding bigger fish in the sea (QUEEN)
but they don’t know that being me is a rather thankless job (SLAY)
i’m overdramatic (u bet)
shedding all these pointless tears -----> crybaby pussy ass
if only they were here and find out that they’ll never manage -yea bruh they cant be me

verse
well i’m not one to talk
but i might show forth
all my dark thoughts and inhibitions
desensitised
to this brick wall of mine
why can't things be complicated £+#)£what is this poetic shit ew
x2

back to the top xxx

'midwest emo on crack riff' by yvette young

complicated

stream the mf song

Vocals by maxeem / cover by ekdsc (https://ekdsc.neocities.org/)
Produced, Mixed & Mastered by maxeem

ALL PLATFORMS - https://ffm.to/ichandle

[Intro]
I don't wanna end that way again
I end up wasting time
Staying far too long again
There's no one by my side

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know that it wasn't as easy as they said it is
Took a leap of faith into uncharted abyss
On my own, but for the first time
I feel new again, I've ascended into new light

[Chorus]
And I know it's not as easy as they said it was
I fell but got back up, and I'm the best I could be
Took many jabs yet prevailed
But you hurt me
Made me just better myself
Don't concern me
Say that you want something else
You'll get over this
I know me
I can handle this

[Post-Chorus]
In the dark for far too long
The darkness ended up being prolonged
I wanted more out of this song
Let me out, I waited too long
Don't wanna end up another face up on a poster
Lost all to time, lost all the faith that I had

[Pre-Chorus]
Don't wanna end up another face
up on a poster
Lost all to time
I lost all the faith I had

[Chorus]

And I know it's not as easy as they said it was
I fell but got back up, and I'm the best I could be
Took many jabs yet prevailed
But you hurt me
Made me just better myself
Don't concern me
Say that you want something else
You'll get over this
I know me
I can handle this

[Outro]

I spent too many nights
You won't see me up on that poster
I walked out the door
I don't wanna see you again
I can handle this I can handle this

LIIGHTWORK SOON :)

I can handle this

https://youtu.be/hnsiF3h6ziE
state of surveillance isnt that bad 
prod. @karimusicc // @vizionxyz
cover art: @/vornicated on ig

lyrics:
Picture me with cameras I don't like to see the mirror
If my face is blurry I don't need to reconsider
I already thought of everything you could've said
Then I edited my pictures now my face is looking dead
Like a ghost in a white sheet
All these bitches like me
Yet to meet an artist that could ever do it like me

I live through the outside
You live through my IP
I used to be petrified of people that look nicely
She said she heard Hardyboyz and now she wanna fuck me
She asked if I'm famous I said "ha"
Bitch I might be
My life like a movie I could do this shit forever
I ain't showing pussies no respect I could never
I'm not even 18 and I'm boutta get my own place
Instagram bitch flew me out that's a damn shame

Why you say you miss the old me?
You ain't never really know me
Go ahead and listen closely
I left my ex bitch lonely

I can not relate I've been doing so amazing
I don't even care bout the problems that I'm facing
All my bitches pretty they be blowing up on TikTok
I make all money off computers ain't it crazy
And they hate me but they wanna be me
And they hate me but they wanna be me
I'm picture-perfect but you never see me
I'm picture-perfect so I made it 3D

I already thought of everything you could've said
Then I edited my pictures now my face is looking dead
Like a ghost in a white sheet
All these bitches like me
Yet to meet an artist that could ever do it like me

I live through the outside
You live through my IP
I used to be petrified of people that look nicely
She said she heard Hardyboyz and now she wanna fuck me
She asked if I'm famous I said "ha"
Bitch I might be
My life like a movie I could do this shit forever
I ain't showing pussies no respect
I could never
I'm not even 18 and I'm boutta get my own place
Instagram bitch flew me out that's a damn shame

Picture Me

GAMBITZ HELPED ME WITH COVER I FORGOT TO PUT THIS LMAO

IBUPROFEN

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

LYRICS:

Hit me with I told you so
But you’d never leave or ever listen
Pray to god on my knees
I’m in need of premonitions
Im finding my keys but I know I won’t find what I need

They said
You were toxic they’re right on
Makes sense
I’m only there when the lights off
I can’t
Get my stuff from your house
Cuz you
Stole my favorite sweatshirt tonight 

I make things up in my head
Yeah I’m sorry if I did
I project all of my fears
And end up with no friends
A new direction
I try deflecting

Thousands of tears
And all the blood that I’ve shed
Seems to go to waste
When I get back in bed
Because I haven’t done much
I’m almost out of luck
What did I do with all these years

I cower in silence
Cuz it’s so loud
Drown out my thoughts
With all this sound
If I died now
Would you text back
If I cried how
Would you react

They said
You were toxic they’re right on
Makes sense
I’m only there when the lights off
I can’t
Get my stuff from your house
Cuz you
Stole my favorite sweatshirt tonight 

Prod. drmabeats

Premonitions

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production, vocals, mix + master by me

thanks for everything
lyrics:
be someone i want
be someone im not
be someone i want
be someone im not
thats okay
be someone i want
be someone im not
be someone i want
be someone im not
thats okay

you
psychoanalyze my every move
oh, i talk in circles, step inside my shoes
seventh grade, i wish i'd tied that noose
(just let me be)
i lay in bed, don't know what i should do, oh
oh
you
you're in my head

tell me why im still breathing
i'd rather die than think of eden
say i'm alright, but can't stop thinking
you're in my head
you're in my head
you're a queen

the prince is dead

prince

lol
produced by me

lyrics:
tell me that u hate me in a week ur gonna miss me
i dont think u get it im the coolest in the city
tell me u got friends but they dont give af about u
i was always there for like 2 weeks but now i doubt u 
doubt u even care im the one u always wanted
now u got a bf i dont give a fuck about it 
text me when he fuck up imma be right there to fix that
he think that u love him oh my god he such a dumbass
wheres the trust? at wheres the love at?
he thought u would love him till i pull up in a hellcat
i remember all those texts she used to fucking send me
now she always text me when she say she miss the old me

it kinda hurts me when u post him on your story
ur the only one thats cheating he aint finding out no dory
shit we did ill never tell ur the one that lives in hell
if he ever catch u cheating tell ur mans i said "oh well"

fucking bitches in hotels bitch you know i do it well
if im ever in ur city bitch u know im gonna sell
she gon gossip to her friends and tell him everything we did 
but they already know everything but we already did that
im a scumbag, but they love that
go ahead and ask ur bitch ur bitches always run back
i wish i could see the face of every fucking boyfriend
of every fucking groupie that i fucked and then ignored them
i make music, i smoke drugs, and i do everything u hate
im a walking red flag no ofc we couldnt date

lmk when your bf fuck up

spotify

how to get out

p. @johnkwondll

lyrics

Talking to you, girl I know it’s been a minute
I wanna rekindle our love before it’s all finished
Forbidden fruit, God please don’t judge me 
I’m blessed for everything, please don’t take it from me
I’m sorry I’ve been far away, I just need my distance
And baby I’ve been undercover tryna see if you missed this
You say I’m fucking up your trust, babygirl just know I’m sorry
But I can’t be the only one crying at this party
Don’t call me

She said I was see-through but I’m not that guy
I need a redo, gotta get this shit right
And yeah I know, what it feels like
Cracking under PSI, don’t wanna be alive
But if I drop this song, then I know I’ll be alright
And Ima fuck with hoes just to keep a peace of mind 
I need to take control of whatever makes me
So when I blow up, they’ll never break me
Lately

So won’t you save me
I’m tryna out my best
I hope the Lord will take me
I ain’t worried about the rest, I know your friends hate me
I’m just doing what I know
I don’t wanna have to go
There’s just something about the way you talk to me
It just pisses me off

Watch just how you talking, you disrespecting my fucking name
Treat somebody well, and you’d think they’d do you the fucking same
Well damn I guess girl I’m fucking wrong
Red flag, she wanna fucking song damn
Baby I’ve been away for a while now
I got so caught up in my head, girl when I found out
I loved you through your imperfections, everything you came with
It’s everything that you do
I’m feeling like I can’t win, can’t win
Fuck

lately

prod. sherif xr
s/o her-b for playing the guitars for me since i broke my wrist haha

MUSIC VIDEO✪: fanlink.tv/addynic

gnawing on your face...

XR 2022

music videooo

ADDY & NIC

motive

needs & wants

orchid

All Inquires (Production/Features/Collabs/A nice chat): 

Email:
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Instagram:
@guywithanoldasslaptop

Lyrics:
beam of light at 3:05 in the A.M.
screen on, typed up 3 + lines just to waste them,
daybreak seconds away, reckon I can taste when,
the night dies,
me? I like your phenotypes through the webcam,
peace of mind, I see outlines of incandescence,
sun of today's stubborn, duvet covers stuffed with best damn, substitute for comfort lose my head.
beam of light at 3:05 in the A.M.
screen on, typed up 3 + lines just to waste them,
daybreak seconds away, reckon I can taste when,
the night dies,
me? I like your phenotypes through the webcam,
peace of mind, I see outlines of incandescence,
sun of today's stubborn, duvet covers stuffed with best damn, substitute for comfort lose my head.

'pose I owe the loneliness to hours even evening skies sleep.
only pillow talk I dribble out is cursing with the cotton in my teeth.

sticky sheets, the liquids reeking as they mix,
pretty pink from the seamen and the wrists, (yah)
fluids diluted by sweat seeping from my skin.
pity peaches and the tree branch that they're picked from.

still saw dawn in the A.M.
tears are dried by the A.M.
A.M.
A.M.

A.M.

prod. subsad
i take back everything i said. lol

hypermarte 👊💥

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