prod. me & @qlein

isn't that right?
i took another
you want nothing but to act right
n i wonder if u see your stupid act right
u want some more after starting a couple cold fights
surely that's wrong
do you excuse it by taking credit for my songs?

isn't that right?
i took another
you want nothing but to act right
n i wonder if you'd see your- see-
wonder if you'd see yourself
see your- see-
see (x4)

you, huh, couldn't ever bet on us
damn, huh, couldn't ever call your bluff
couldn't ever bet on us
couldn't ever bet- bet-
never saw it
couldn't ever bet- bet- bet-
huh, ugh

you're reaching your limit of luck
if you wanna die go do it, ahh
see (x8)

is it true that i'm all that you need and wanted?
sent a text saying i'll slide, i'm on it
know that i'm not wrong
yeah, it's true that i'm stupid, empty-minded, and useless
but, if you knew that, why would you use it?
no, i'm not wrong
wrong (x3)

isn't that right?
i took another
you want nothing but to act right
n i wonder if u see your stupid act right
u want some more after starting a couple cold fights
surely that's wrong
do you excuse it by taking credit for my songs?

isn't that right?
isn't that right?

[i recorded this song out of spite after qlein insisted his drums were dogshit. ironically, i thought the same of my vox at first, but after finishing the song for fun i realized it was a lot better than i thought. See u next week <3]

isn't THAT right @qlein

This isn’t easy for me to say, and it’s something I’ve wrestled with for a long time. But I want to speak to you not just as a performer, not as the voice behind the songs you’ve played on repeat but as a person. Today, I’m choosing to step away from the stage. I am stepping away from fame. Being a vocalist has been one of the greatest honors of my life. Music gave me purpose. It gave me a way to connect with you, to share pieces of my soul, and to feel less alone in this loud, complicated world. Every cheer, every message, every shared moment—we’ve built something beautiful together.
But fame… fame is a different kind of weight. Behind the applause, the interviews, and the flawless photos, there’s a human being who wakes up with anxiety, who feels the pressure to be perfect, and who sometimes just wants to breathe without being watched. The spotlight, as bright as it is, can cast long shadows. And in those shadows, I started losing pieces of myself. I’m not quitting music. Music is in my blood, in my bones. I’m just choosing to find it again without the pressure to be “on” all the time. I need time to heal, to rediscover who I am when the mic is off and the cameras are gone. To my fans thank you. Your love has carried me through more than you know. But now, I need to carry myself through this next chapter. I would like to give a huge shoutout to everyone who has supported me through my journey: 
@reo4u
@14106lyn
@7akkiro
@1sana
@overoveroverover
@sxnnai
@pw4prez
@xayaroth
@trustt
@seph 
@knuckllles
@rimerensu
@cruseyyyy
@h3artch3rades
@bazington
And many more

the final calls of a desolate soul (prod decago x akura)

prod isa n chinapoet

lyrics:
you dont wanna talk
you dont listen
guess I'm done thinking it was different
money up spend it on prescriptions
I'm still tryna process what I just witnessed
tell me what u want from me
tell me do you want me endlessly
tell me that you're never gonna leave
I wont ever trust my enemies
I said ok fuck em let em bleed
will you keep the other half of me
tell me do you wanna hear from me
Ive been fucked up way too long that I cant tell just what I need

rest of me prod heroine, chinapoet

@gmodravemix
cover by @jachro

yea, huh? yea
rotating, can't feel the difference
shi i'm fkn fiending now
i been feelin different, shi
i been borderline screaming out
i pretend it's ok when they bite
if it was rlly ok i'd let u stay 2nite
it's not 2 late for u 2 go find urself
hating 4 no reason
why u on they ass n mine as well?

might as well see myself wit ya
i'm pissed u wont hit me up
i dont even want u 
i'd just rly love the option 2
baby, focus on the point
it's not bout the hypotenuse
trust me, i don't mean 2 piss u off
no, i'm not tryin 2

i'm not tryin 2, no i'm not at all
see nothing in ur eyes like an animal
why couldn't your text be digestible

wh- why?

rotating, can't feel the difference
shi i'm fkn fiending now
i been feelin different, shi
i been borderline screaming out
i pretend it's ok when they bite
if it was rlly ok i'd let u stay 2nite
it's not 2 late for u 2 go find urself
hating 4 no reason
why u on they ass n mine as well?

FUCK (x2) AKRZN 🗣
U GOT NO BACKBONE, BITCH 🔇
KNO THAT IMMA STAY ATTACKIN HIM 👧
PULL UP 2 MY CITY, BITCH 😃
WE GON SLIDE N GET 2 SMACKIN HIM 🙋‍♀️

rotating, can't feel the difference
shi i'm fkn fiending now
i been feelin different, shi
i been borderline screaming out
i pretend it's ok when they bite
if it was rlly ok i'd let u stay 2nite
it's not 2 late for u 2 go find urself
hating 4 no reason
why u on they ass n mine as well?

splurge @og #FCKAKRZN

//:TechRoK【DANCE!】

image title-ai is definitely the king rn

this a lil throw away
prod2xcond

plz catch me

prod @attc @chewy
additional mels & drums by me

baby i am not ok 
ask me what im doing today x4

im tryna tell a story with-inside of notepad
domo tshirt on me wear it when theres no fad

baby i am not ok i need a therapist
picking up nothing but all these 
empty messages
think about a way to make sure that my 
message sent
put that shit inside a bottle in the ocean
im going thru da motions
while u lazy fuckers sippin purple potion
i wont deal with u bitch 
nah dont even know it
i cant end myself cuz 
thats not how the story's written
aint even religious i just wanna 
stop the killing
ur disgusting if u think that shit is 
fucking thrilling

yeh take back whats mine
take back my mind
get back my life
gotta get back my life uhh
x2

ask me what im doing today
bby i am not ok x4

dont care no more abt ts 
u think o me
i already got the voices 
hindering me
experienced the worst of human beings 
truly sickening
overthink, what kinda person u consider me?

this another fuckin song about bad luck
gotta fix these issues or i'll be a sad fuck
these ops they talking like they need me
keep your mouth shut
this so loud i think it could 
burn your whole house up

moving on prod attic heroine

@prodiv 
 carry me home
and bury me with roses
 on the pavement prone
was i always this hopeless
 sit in silence cus im too busy coping 
im good at lying to myself i cant show it
 i hate that u know it
i hate that u know me
 wish we never met cuz im better lonely
and im sorry that i had to let u down this one time
 and im sorry the part of me that u love died
and im sorry that i couldn't bring myself to cry
 i'll be the angel above ur head like a satellite 
i'll be the angel above ur head like a satellite 
 i could fool myself once i wont do it twice
land on my feet i got 9 lives
 yea
i wish i was pretty
 yea im so fed up im acting petty
its so hard to keep my hands steady
 i dont wanna be here without u standing next to me
im not the enemy
 saying soliloquies 
of how much u meant to me
 until i fall asleep
until i pass out
 i feel like a mime i cant drop the act now
im out of my mind i cant catch my breath now
 everything we built will fall down
and this is how it always goes down
 i just wanna make u so proud ohh
i wish time would slow down
 i wish i already knew what i know now
was i just a doll to throw out 
 ive been cast out of the show now

doll prod i.v.

https://www.hachinemu.com

... damn im pissed i dont know how to say it　i could never put the art below the payment　i just always put my heart in what im playing　i could count on one hand everybody who relate　told him where the fuck my money i aint patient　man im sick of all these mfs playing in my face　record label just put out another statement　why u kickin it with rapists stay the fuck up out my space

fucked up...　i seen it all change　ar with a scope for the long range　5-0 gotta signal em the wrong way　they tryna get my brother he been serving like Longway　10 shots now im slurring like Conway　light him up choppa singing like Broadway　something feels off gotta move cautious　i seen my brother turn into a snake like Sanjay

damn im pissed i dont know what to do　i just know that u and me we been thru　take my name out that Instagram post　i dont want no fucking pennies from your management crew　you should know its my number one rule　if a snake at the table i aint sharing my food　whole game look like animal farm　tell the pigs watch they neck when i stage that coup

whole game bleak　roll 10 deep　too many cops cant smoke in peace　yeah i been stressed out　yeah i been lonely　＆ im still getting bread wit no shareholding　＆im still getting bread wit no damn trophies　hachinemu.com i aint ever folding　like fuck barstool fuck hulk hogan　had to get up out the game like im mick foley　damn im.

damn im pissed i dont know how to say it　i could never put the art below the payment　i just always put my heart in what im playing　i could count on one hand everybody who relate　told him w.　told him where the fuck my money i aint patient　man im sick of all these mfs playing in my face　record label just put out another statement　why u kickin it with rapists stay the fuck up out my space

[STATEMENTS] PROD ME #腹切り www.hachinemu.com ...

i am now twenty years old  ! ! !  ~~ (٭°̧̧̧ω°̧̧̧٭) 

beats with @popilization @rewind214 @faintthearted @ki7a @owwen12 @surelyia @gmodravemix 

special thanks to @1lexycat and @surelyia for letting me sample their music...

uneven_dreams~~clips (─‿‿─)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Passiflora
this track is inspired by korean asmr and eating sliced bread. dedicated to my love.
thank you @gr0lth for background vocals and thank you @ixosyd for the strings

listening intently, youre clawing at the seams of my dress as i sigh, i cant fly
like a bird born in a cage, i cover my rage just to faulter again and again
foster me, warm up my wings
ice cold, my fingertips, picked at my skin
failed to conform, oh but why

times have come and gone
i melt in your hand and ive fallen too sharp like a stone
crybaby sing like the fire and let it be known that
nobody loves like she does
times have come and gone
i melt in your hand and i fall into shards like a stone
crybaby sing like the fire and let it be known that
nobody loves like she does

stuck in a binaural state
im suspended in air like the sounds and their waves
stuck in a binaural state
im suspended in air like the sounds and their waves (no one loves like she does)
stuck in a binaural state
im suspended in air like the sounds and their waves
stuck in a binaural state
im suspended in air like the sounds and their waves

(no one loves like she does)

passiflora

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new era

opera x trap metal x choir sorta vibe im going for, I hope yall enjoy and dont be afraid to send me beats or opens