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Hook

Long day chilling at work
coming home Let me go down to sleep
It's just another late night 
Looking at my wall I'm Counting sheep
Been awhile since I thought about you
Get a smile I'm alive again
Why do I always seem to think 
about you at 5 am

Verse 1

Why am I thinking about what we had, I was over it
I tell myself dude get a fucking hold of it
Get this lady out your head, Lately I been dead
Lack of sleep baby tossing crazy in my bed
I can hardly act normal insomniac
Walking dead zombie wondering my body at
Dreaming of giving you flowers
I was only asleep for fucking two hours
I know the fans thinking it must of good times
Like who is the girl and does she look fine
She looks fine, She looks beautiful
Have you wondering what the fuck did she do to you
Cause everything I remember, I can never
ever let these memories go
Thats why I'm thinking about her everynight
Does she do the same.. no

Verse 2

Must've been lust, Talk about sex 
Dreaming about having her propped on my bed
Shes on all fours, Suddenly a whisper
Kiss her and she saying I'm all yours
I could just imagine it, spectacular
Making out and Biting on her neck like I'm dracula
There I go dreaming again
Always good... until she leave at the end
When will I get some good sleep
I'm a foot deep underground wishing that I could breathe
Maybe I should write another track
Probably be about me and How I want her back
What chu expect, In love with a mess
Thinking at 5am Stuck in my bed, 
What chu expect, In love with a mess
Thinking at 5am Stuck in my bed, 

5 Am

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Produced by Unda Preshur

 Verse 1

Walking around with my bourbon and rum
its hip hop like who the best out here
but the worst is to come
Man I feel like my life a circus and dump 

Fucking around with words I swear to god
once I learn or find out my purpose I'm done
You think you know me, but soon as you take 
a look underneath the surface you run

Man everybody left me, 5 pm you can 
be certain im drunk I just wanna get numb
Broke up on the first of the month
we talk but its like I've never heard from her once

I don't know what I want in my life
No options so ima do a song get it hype
Feeling haunted at night about the rhymes that I type
I just wanna be calm drinking vodka with ice


Conquer the fright, Sip a bit turn me into
jekyl and hyde (hide) the monster inside
is it wrong is it right? gotta drag me 
out the studio if you want me off of the mic 

Man I always talk about leaving
but what if I left then, my best friend, said
keep on keeping on even if you feel at a dead end
so I vowed ima never bring less than
wifi
My best shit. Spent more time writing
then you looking for a show on netflix
since I was 17 years old I perfected

I'm never over tryna get sober again shit 
I feel so restless, ima get it again 
everybody chill on some hold your breath shit

Hook

I just want you to vibe
Will you stay by my side?
I know nothing else
I've done this all my life

This is all that i know
x3

Cause this is all that I know


Verse 2

Everytime I write a rap I feel so lifted
Dope sickness, almost a medicine a remedy 
Not missing or skipping no perscriptions

And I been it at since the days no one listened
14 years old so ambitious, hoping to take 
my momma and kid from us being broke to richness

For the winters we was in the cold for christmas
I keep ending up where I started, It's like 
round and round, going through this motion sickness

Another broken home filled with these 
broken pictures. I found some hope in liquid, 
whiskey dope and bitches, Man I'm so addicted,


The thing is I seem to notice this shit
but I don't care Man its best you stay
away dont get to know me 
just keep and hold your distance

I'd sell my soul for this shit,
Man I been at my lowest again and
Why fold when I'm winning I been telling
you I'm so focused from the beginning

Don't want you thinking im the man
I don't give a damn, Take the upperhand
You ain't fucking up my plans
I ain't working for mill or a couple hundred grand
Living how I can buckle up and dance

Something like romance
Falling into love with a drug 
when I had nothing was no chance 
Ima take rap by the throat
as I feel it struggling from both hands 
Oh damn


Hook

I just want you to vibe
Will you stay by my side?
I know nothing else
I've done this all my life
This is all that i know
This is all that i know
This is all that i know
Cause this is all that I know

Unda Preshur - All That I Know [2017]

First recorded March 2011. Finished June 14 2013. I wanted it a bit different from the original.


Verse 1

They tell me i'll be fine, just write another rhyme, 
dry your damn eyes you don't needa fucking cry
They tell me don't chu tear, this is gonna be your year
fuck what you love about her cause she aint here

they tell me i aint sick, why is life a fucking bitch
it was long ago but i need birthdays and a wish
they tell me you'll be okay, you don't need to role play, 
you can still wish you was back there in old days

but they say its gone, and i'm wishing it was there
you were my breath and what i'm missing is the air
and the shit you wear, and the kisses and the stares
before we going out and the way you flick your hair

this memory is mine, smell your perfume when you near
waiting by the door see you smiling in the mirror
you trying to get ready and you're diggin through your purse
looking back now motherfucker this hurts

Hook

They tell me I'll be fine
Dry your damn eyes, you don't need to fucking cry
They tell me I'll be fine
With the way you feel do you even wonder why?
They tell me I'll be fine
Picking up the pen lemme write another rhyme
They tell me I'll be fine
Dry your damn eyes, you don't need to fucking cry

Verse 2

they tell me what the fuck was you thinking you aint stupid
I tell those fucks don't chu blame me you can blame cupid
Its the dang music, when she bang to it
she looking good but god damn i'm insane who could

figure me out like she did, but now she hangin out him
and I'm here all alone its starting to make sense
I envy those with a relationship, and the times it make you sick
and the times you that love and all those other shady bits

they told me don't get heavy, but she told me she was ready
wish i fucking knew it cause those moments were to sketchy
i was high up off my feet, her legs dividing in the sheets
it was good times even with her lying through her teeth

Were on and off as a switch, I'm feeling awkward as shit
walking to school in the morning then i walk and i stare
Its her provactive flair, were on and off is it fair
to me, nah, I just want her to care, 

Hook

They tell me I'll be fine
Dry your damn eyes, you don't need to fucking cry
They tell me I'll be fine
With the way you feel do you even wonder why?
They tell me I'll be fine
Picking up the pen lemme write another rhyme
They tell me I'll be fine
Dry your damn eyes, you don't need to fucking cry

Verse 3

You ain't gotta feel like that one bit,
I know that you a young kid
But you don't gotta worry bout them
So forget who you in love with

It could be him, it could be her
Broke the relationship it hurt 
you know that it ain't like the movies
Cause sometimes this shit don't work

You're alone, and it's getting difficult 
to sleep at night
Did everything you knew
so you two could keep it right 

Now it's shaken up Remember the time
you would wake them up, Do you ever
wish that you could be the one to do the breaking up

You dream that it didn't happen you laughin
You got a habit to have it until you see me passin
back to the average, 
can you wake up? Day dreaming you made up
Can you tell me How much of your time does it take up?

I can relate I know you hope I'm witcha
Don't you try to put a flame to that broken picture,
Leave it as a memory, Don't treat me like an enemy
I wanna live forever, so keep it and remember me

Hook

They tell me I'll be fine
Dry your damn eyes, you don't need to fucking cry
They tell me I'll be fine
With the way you feel do you even wonder why?
They tell me I'll be fine
Picking up the pen lemme write another rhyme
They tell me I'll be fine
Dry your damn eyes, you don't need to fucking cry

I'll Be Fine (2013) FREE DOWNLOAD

Me and baby rock, We got some crazy thoughts
Taking over the world, we got a shady plot
I'm hearing things even when there's not a sound
Why you wanna build an empire when you can knock one down

I wanna crush the game, You wonder how I write?
Mix in a little feeling and I add little touch of pain
Add a bit of liquor, Now I'm sticking up my middle finger
Whiskey in a flask and now my shit is sicker 

now lemme welcome you to a land with a weapon and mad men
Feel the pressure when you let up and trek in the bad lands
If you can't stand get up and set up as a damn fan
Do you get it when I said it any second's you're last chance

Ain't nobody ever lend me help
so I'ma give em hell, and I ain't begging for my shit to sell
I was wicked the minute I came in different
if I wasn't I got on the winning side and I tipped the scale

you thinking I sold my soul but I told the devil nope
still trying to get you to buy my shit like I'm selling dope
Still trying to pull you close you wanna feel alive
Like what you're copping can get you a year or 3 to 5.

I got a hold of the pain, Overloaded with hate
Slaying the tight jeans the moment I reign
Living lavish with bling, establishing the fabulous things
I can manage with the rap I just imagine I'm king

I can only dream of that, can you believe it's rap
Give you a shiver as soon as you hear the scream and gasp
Ah, You can pick me up from you found me
Or you can pass me the torch I got it and you can crown me

I deserve to be at the top and I'm bound to blame ya'll
You know I'm coming from the sound of the chainsaw
My brains raw, I've been kicking the same songs
Of the same calibre for years and now the blades off
Let us trade spots..


What I Could Want - T-Mac

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