Oh man- wasn't expecting that. This was lovely

I LOVE THE UNALIVE VOCALS IN THE BACKGROUND YESS

😎🎼🎶🎵👋🏼👋🏼👋🏼👍

prod. me + @rjpasin
mixed and mastered by me and @mxjia4123

lyrics:

At the time it felt right
Keep a dull knife, cut the tension one slice
(But you lie)
You’re not for the long time
Rip my heart out and keep it on ice, yeah

Lying to myself thinking maybe you’ll make it alright
Phone on dnd, ignore the FaceTime
This shit don’t feel right
I’m losing my mind
(What am I doing?)
Living or killing my time?

I can’t take it anymore
Libras calling at my door
I’m so sick of faking love
Why can’t it all be like before

Why’d I ever come here I knew this shit wouldn’t feel right
Always been an optimist, been harder looking for the light

Heard it through the grapevine
Your a walking landmine
And I’m never stepping on it again

Sick of wasting my time
Wishing I could rewind
I would never ever ever see you again

I’ve come way too far to throw it all away
Nails on a chalkboard when I hear your name

Heard it through the grapevine
Your a walking landmine
And I’m never stepping on it again

(yeah) it's been a long ride
had to keep my distance, making up for lost time
(so goodbye)
told my hubris step aside
i cant keep these feelings bottled up, caught in a landslide

onyx stone around my neck
while youre coming for my head
told the devil cut the check
i hate to leave with disrespect, cuz youre

tripping off a white lie
make it out with my life
that’s why I’m so sick of love
i know I’ll never feel the same

I can’t take it anymore
Libras calling at my door
I’m so sick of faking love
Why can’t it all be like before

Why’d I ever come here I knew this shit wouldn’t feel right
Always been an optimist, been harder looking for the light

Heard it through the grapevine
Your a walking landmine
And I’m never stepping on it again

Sick of wasting my time
Wishing I could rewind
I would never ever ever see you again

I’ve come way too far to throw it all away
Nails on a chalkboard when I hear your name

Heard it through the grapevine
Your a walking landmine
And I’m never stepping on it again

libra

stream *+

about change

lyrics:
you called me up again for god knows why
another wasted night with you 
telling me about how all your friends are not enough

and i am pretty tired
i know it’s early there 
but i’ve been up for thirty hours 
taking twenty minute showers

stuck in bed i can’t get up
and i can’t bear to talk about us more tonight 

i haven’t felt the same way 
about somebody since you left
please leave me be
so i might find some peace

i know i’m to involved at best
or just obsessed at worst 
with the memories i have of you
pull them out, my aching tooth 

let me go
cus i can’t trust myself to

one last call
you told me what you thought
what you thought

but i’ve tried to talk about this 
we’ve brought this up before
how could you call this a blind side
could you put me at fault

i was crying on the sidewalk
you said “if you’re so sad 
then why are you doing this?”

you said “if you’re so sad then why are we”

tryna talk about this 
we’ve brought this up before
how could you call this a blind side
could you put me at fault

i was crying on the sidewalk
you said “if you’re so sad 
then why are you doing this?”

you said “if you’re so sad then why are we”

were you that 
convinced then
we’re choked up on the phone about
how you said 
you’re broken
and i’m the one who pushed you off 

were you that 
convinced then
we’re choked up on the phone about
how you said 
I won’t open up
and i thought, not to you i won’t

and i thought not to you i won’t 
and i thought not to you i won’t
and i thought not to you i won’t

dumb fuck

cover of the song "fraulein" by tyler childers
re-produced by heylog

lyrics:
far across the deep blue water
lives an old germans daughter
by the banks of the old river rhine
where i loved her and left her
now i can't forget her
i miss my pretty fraulein
fraulein
fraulein look up toward the heaven
each night, as them stars start to shine
by the same stars above you
i swear that i love you
you are my pretty fraulein

when my memories wander
away over yonder
to the sweetheart that i left behind
in a moment of glory 
her faces comes before me
the face of my pretty fraulein
fraulein
fraulein look up toward the heaven
each night as the stars start to shine
by the same stars above you
i swear that i love you
you are my pretty fraulein
you are my pretty fraulein

heylog - fraulein (tyler childers)

i don't know what u want

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lyrics:

[intro]
yeah i don’t know what you want
gotta meet your gaze, keep it locked
gonna eat your brains while you watch me
i won’t let you stop me
i’m just like a zombie for your love
yeah i don’t know what you want
i should leave your place before i rot
can’t help but compete for praise and it’s toxic
don’t think i can stop it
try writing a pop hit without luck

[verse 1]
wake up
feel nauseous
can’t worry bout the state of
my conscience
i’ll put it off
makeup
look flawless
it’s starting to get harder to breathe
they’re looking at me
and breaking me down
there’s no one around
i pushed them away ‘cause it was easier then
but it’s not easier now
got friends in the ground
so what the fucks one cog to machines?
they’re so hard to please
i’m shutting me down

[chorus 1]
yeah i don’t know what you want
gotta meet your gaze, keep it locked
gonna eat your brains while you watch me
i won’t let you stop me
i’m just like a zombie for your love
yeah i don’t know what you want
i should leave your place before i rot
can’t help but compete for praise and it’s toxic
don’t think i can stop it
try writing a pop hit without luck

[verse 2]
wait
i was giving you all i thought you’d need
then the money showed up to cloud my feed
knew exactly who i was meant to be
but when they thought i was dreaming
they left me to bleed my heart out
greed ain’t start out
the way it does on TV
they fucking left me to
bleed my heart out
feed my fall out
with everyone tied to me
i’m supposed to grow and adjust
(i wanna die)
but i’ve been dreaming up machines
(no not literally, fuck)
that i could use as a front
(just wanna cry)
and i can hardly fucking breathe with all this weed
('cause i hate the way i look)
in my lungs
(i'll realign my spine and hide inside the baseline)
what i thought you needed was perceived
as being something i'm not
(anything i can do to feel unalive)
so go on tell all your friends that i don’t know what you want

[chorus 2]
gotta meet your gaze, keep it locked
gonna eat your brains while you watch me
i won’t let you stop me
i’m just like a zombie for your love
yeah i don’t know what you want
i should leave your place before i rot
can’t help but compete for praise and it’s toxic
don’t think i can stop it
try writing a pop hit without luck

zombie

i'm not the person i thought I'd be

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lyrics:

[intro]
it doesn’t make a difference
'cause even when I fucked it up you’d fix it
and ever since you left I thought you’d miss this
guess that’s not true
well maybe I was too persistent
but something ‘bout your laugh had me addicted
just make sure when my story’s told it begins with
and ends with you

[verse 1]
tried to keep what’s wrong ‘bout me left unknown
i was scared if they knew me, then I’d truly be left alone
just wanna give you everything, but my repressing kept me from growth
so I won’t hold it against you
if you detest my bones
just hope you grieve at the thought of me

[chorus 1]
it doesn’t make a difference
'cause even when I fucked it up you’d fix it
and ever since you left I thought you’d miss this
guess that’s not true
(and i don't wanna die, but maybe it's easier)
well maybe I was too persistent
but something ‘bout your laugh had me addicted
just make sure when my story’s told it begins with
and ends with you
(i pushed and they folded, my body was molded wrong)

[bridge]
just wish we had more time
but my body’s turned to rust
weakened spine; you regard me with disgust
you’re not mine, broken down from my mistrust
you were right
i’m not the person i thought I’d be
i’m not fine
tried to pretend that i was
i took pride, thought i was helping but i fucked
your whole life, was misguided by my lust
for your eyes
i’m not the person you wanna see

[chorus 2]
it doesn’t make a difference
'cause even when I fucked it up you’d fix it
and ever since you left I thought you’d miss this
guess that’s not true
well maybe I was too persistent
but something ‘bout your laugh had me addicted
just make sure when my story’s told it begins with
and ends with you

credits

to reminisce reveals the signs

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lyrics:

[intro]
doesn't make a difference
i fucked it up, you'd fix it
you left, thought you would miss this
no lie

[verse 1]
were you just a figment of imagination?
i can’t tell if this is legit
ruminate on whether there was indication
tell myself I’ll never forget
i was going left, you were cutting right
play pretend
and shut down feigning peace of mind
and now we’re tryna fill the silence
i never guessed, but i coulda, right?
what’s to worry 'bout now?
got shit redefined
when they took your life away
no i don’t wanna waste more time
at twenty-two losing you made my state of mind
something i’d hide inside
embody strength for the ones who’ve cried
so i don’t think i ever wanna waste more time
‘cause now i’m through tryna prove i’m not fake sometimes
guess i outgrew needing to feel your eyes
under my guise of truth conveyed

[chorus 1]
now i know
to reminisce reveals the signs
(i couldn't see 'em
go, go on reveal 'em, come on)
oh god it hurts to feel sometimes
(eyes on the ceiling
conflict with no meaning at all)
just couldn’t read between your lines
(i couldn't read it
fuck, it's so misleading; appalled)
why’d i believe your “i’ll be fine”’s?
(i don't believe it
no, i don't believe in the fall)

[verse 2]
got mites in my skin
can’t fight from within
despise who i’ve been
can’t lie just to win
your life was akin to
light, lacking sin
took flight from the wind
held tight, lost my grip
cut ties from the script
lost sight, start to slip
guard eyes with a sip
keep tryna forget
can’t cry, hold it in
get high and eclipse
goodbyes for a bit
defy, don’t admit
ask why, throw a fit
(I fall to my knees)
deny, take a hit
(my hear rate's jumping)
reply to assist
(300 degrees)
july came and went
(the blood starts pumping)
no time to exist
(wait what do you mean?)
i’m fine, I insist
(this can't be where it ends)
combine what i missed
write rhymes in the midst
(no I just can't comprehend)
design don’t resist
(they're looking at me)
(get up, sit up)
i whine; pessimist
(my mouth hangs open)
(can't live slowly)
no spine, just a cyst
(keep trying to speak)
(give up; you don't even know me)
my mind starts to twist
(my voice stays broken)
(put trust in us)
inclined to assist
(I'm falling between)
(can't control me)
inside, fucking pissed
(regret for words unsaid)
(shut up)
i tighten my fist
(and disbelief inside my head)
(enough allegories)
got eyes full of mist

[chorus 2]
to reminisce reveals the signs
oh god it hurts to feel sometimes
(don't go)
just couldn’t read between your lines
(i couldn't read it
fuck, it's so misleading; appalled)
why’d i believe your “i’ll be fine”’s?
(i don't believe it
no, i don't believe in the fall)

[outro]
doesn't make a difference
(to reminisce reveals the signs)
i fucked it up, you'd fix it
you left, thought you would miss this
(oh god it hurts to feel sometimes)
no lie
this no lie

reminiscence

all in good time

i don't want to get destroyed again 

prod: jewelryboy
master: @onlyfriendyeah

didn't want to but i let it hurt
put it on me, we can make this work 
will you still want me when i sleep in dirt
giving me poison, baby do your worst
god i'm so
psychotic 
paranoid, i'm so fucked
somebody did me in 
break my voice
i don't want to get destroyed again

i wanna stay sound 
pour me out 
six shots down 
god i'm still stumbling
he doesn't love me 
he just loves how my palms bleed 
oh,
he doesn't love me 
he just loves how my palms bleed

holy ghost 
i feel it 
hands up 
that's the spirit 
hold me close
it's real
it's hard to show it's killing me 
take it all off 
baby won't you be 
good for me?
take it all off 
baby won't you be
around,
too long 
i can't calm down 

i wanna stay sound 
pour me out 
six shots down 
god i'm still stumbling
he doesn't love me 
he just loves how my palms bleed 
oh,
he doesn't love me 
he just loves how my palms bleed

i cave through 
i'm sorry that i love you 
don't tell me that i saved you 
don't tell me that i saved you

poison

at the mercy of the algorithm.

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schaboingboing

i love him more than i love myself 

prod: michael harrison
master: @onlyfriendyeah

do i deserve to be this broken?
i must've done something wrong 
and when i speak i feel like choking 
it must've been all my fault
i love him more 
than i love myself 
i'll endure what he gives me 
nothing can change my mind,
nothing i won't sacrifice 

you've got such a violent taste now 
is that what it takes to turn you on?
he want me to pour my veins out 
is that what it takes to be your crush?
i'll keep a compliant face now 
you know i would hate to make you stop 
i'll be so silent, stay down 
if that's what it takes to be what you want 
(be what you want)

violent taste

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Musíme si zvykat.

Musíme škrtat,
naplnit samozvaný štíhlý stát.
Musíme se prát
o to, kdo bude studovat.

Musíme si přát,
abysme si nezlomili nohu,
a neskončili bez pardonu,
v práci, skrze SMS.

Všichni trochu zchudnem,
jen někteří záporně.
Nejde to jinak.
Musíme si zvykat.

Musíme škrtat,
naplnit samozvaný štíhlý stát.
Musíme se prát
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že z vrchu kápne trochu,

Všichni trochu zchudnem,
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Musíme si zvykat.

Musíme škrtat,
naplnit samozvaný štíhlý stát.
Musíme se prát
o to, kdo bude studovat.

Musíme si lhát,
že z vrchu
kápne trochu.

credits

Braden Ross

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