overthinking

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lyrics:

[verse 1]
Started hating myself
I've been going through hell
I'm a terrible person
Is all of this worth it?
I'm headed back to my cell
Started hating myself
Make sure no one can tell
Forgot when I kissed you
That you're not the issue
I hope that you're doing well
Started hating myself
Missed a call on my cell
Or maybe a hundred
Lose track when confronted
I can't stop hating myself

Um
Fuck it I guess

[interlude]
Hey, hun
Oh hey what's going on
I was just about to call you
Just calling to let you know that I'm um
Uh I'm sorry you're like breaking up
I can't really tell what you're saying
Breaking up with you
Oh you're breaking up with me
Thanks!

[chorus 1]
Well that's fine
'Cause I don't need your love
I thought that it would heal me but I guess that's just
My mind again
This time you win
It's alright
Already over you anyway

[verse 2]
Already over it now
No time for thinking about
The shit that occupies your time 'cause you ain't coming around again
I won't be missing you now or then 'cause
I'm way too fuckin busy I've been
Coming up I know that you hate it
Got me fucked up
Yeah your heart is serrated
I fell in love and you fell in hatred
Stop calling my line
I'm wasting your time
Forget it

[chorus 2]
Well that's fine
'Cause I don't need your love
I thought that it would heal me but I guess that's just
My mind again
This time you win
It's alright
Already over you anyway
Well that's fine
'Cause I don't need your love
I thought that it would heal me but I guess that's just
My mind again
This time you win
It's alright
Already over you anyway

[outro]
That's fine
'Cause I don't need your love
That's fine
'Cause I don't need your love

since you mfs want this on soundcloud so bad

You wanna have a night
Sober, fall to the floor, what's left
You think it's over, bleeding out through your chest
She needed closure
He just want feel her breast
To go on
Move on
So petrified, you're
Wrecked 'n' Bloody
Might sleep if lucky
Love, do you trust me
What matters if we're ugly

Hang tight
Wrong night
Eyes are mud
You're ice, I'm rusty
So right
You want me inside your head
Don't you care?
I swear, it's suffocating
Don't you dare stay there, I'm contemplating
Everything pierced by your teeth
Their lies, you need
My ties, I'll bleed out
Right now
Won't have the ink to write down

You wanna have a night
Sober, fall to the floor, what's left
You think it's over, bleeding out through your chest
She needed closure
He just want feel her breast
To go on
Move on
So petrified, you're
Wrecked 'n' Bloody
Might sleep if lucky
Love, do you trust me
What matters if we're ugly

Gotta taste for you, right?
Feel it on my tongue
Might gasp for air
Pressure on my lungs
Might've lost several times
I still think I've won
You'd feel better, drop the drama
All your scars, they burn like lava
Wrapped around, your demons haunt me
You have mine so they won't stop me

You wanna have a night
Sober, fall to the floor, what's left
You think it's over, bleeding out through your chest
She needed closure
He just want feel her breast
To go on
Move on
So petrified
You're wrecked
I'm bloody
Might sleep if lucky
Love, do you trust me
What matters if we're ugly

WRECKED N BLOODY

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Think I'm Malcolm In The Middle With The Juice :3

SANDPAPER

i wrote this song in my room about being risky/spontaneous with a little someone ur into. 

produced by easeupkid

finishing touches + mix/master by zac greer

cover art by brandon kim

im down if ur down (prod. easeupkid)

crash (prod. joshwa)

50/50

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fractured

to reminisce reveals the signs

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lyrics:

[intro]
doesn't make a difference
i fucked it up, you'd fix it
you left, thought you would miss this
no lie

[verse 1]
were you just a figment of imagination?
i can’t tell if this is legit
ruminate on whether there was indication
tell myself I’ll never forget
i was going left, you were cutting right
play pretend
and shut down feigning peace of mind
and now we’re tryna fill the silence
i never guessed, but i coulda, right?
what’s to worry 'bout now?
got shit redefined
when they took your life away
no i don’t wanna waste more time
at twenty-two losing you made my state of mind
something i’d hide inside
embody strength for the ones who’ve cried
so i don’t think i ever wanna waste more time
‘cause now i’m through tryna prove i’m not fake sometimes
guess i outgrew needing to feel your eyes
under my guise of truth conveyed

[chorus 1]
now i know
to reminisce reveals the signs
(i couldn't see 'em
go, go on reveal 'em, come on)
oh god it hurts to feel sometimes
(eyes on the ceiling
conflict with no meaning at all)
just couldn’t read between your lines
(i couldn't read it
fuck, it's so misleading; appalled)
why’d i believe your “i’ll be fine”’s?
(i don't believe it
no, i don't believe in the fall)

[verse 2]
got mites in my skin
can’t fight from within
despise who i’ve been
can’t lie just to win
your life was akin to
light, lacking sin
took flight from the wind
held tight, lost my grip
cut ties from the script
lost sight, start to slip
guard eyes with a sip
keep tryna forget
can’t cry, hold it in
get high and eclipse
goodbyes for a bit
defy, don’t admit
ask why, throw a fit
(I fall to my knees)
deny, take a hit
(my hear rate's jumping)
reply to assist
(300 degrees)
july came and went
(the blood starts pumping)
no time to exist
(wait what do you mean?)
i’m fine, I insist
(this can't be where it ends)
combine what i missed
write rhymes in the midst
(no I just can't comprehend)
design don’t resist
(they're looking at me)
(get up, sit up)
i whine; pessimist
(my mouth hangs open)
(can't live slowly)
no spine, just a cyst
(keep trying to speak)
(give up; you don't even know me)
my mind starts to twist
(my voice stays broken)
(put trust in us)
inclined to assist
(I'm falling between)
(can't control me)
inside, fucking pissed
(regret for words unsaid)
(shut up)
i tighten my fist
(and disbelief inside my head)
(enough allegories)
got eyes full of mist

[chorus 2]
to reminisce reveals the signs
oh god it hurts to feel sometimes
(don't go)
just couldn’t read between your lines
(i couldn't read it
fuck, it's so misleading; appalled)
why’d i believe your “i’ll be fine”’s?
(i don't believe it
no, i don't believe in the fall)

[outro]
doesn't make a difference
(to reminisce reveals the signs)
i fucked it up, you'd fix it
you left, thought you would miss this
(oh god it hurts to feel sometimes)
no lie
this no lie

reminiscence

i swear i thought i knew

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lyrics:

[intro]
Spent my whole life deciding
On what I wanna do
So why am I feeling like this
I swear I thought I knew

[verse 1]
My eggs are in the basket
My chips spilled on the floor
I tried to bribe the dealer
But he won't give me no more
I stole some from the others
And booked it for the door
They took me down
And and spit me out
To where I was before
It was a stupid reason
To let it hold me back
I know it hurts your feelings
To hear me talk like that
Not here to make excuses
For what it is I lack
Just tired of feeling useless
Fuck, I'm so good at that

[chorus 1]
Spent my whole life deciding
On what I wanna do
So why am I feeling like this
Like I can barely move?
Try suffering in silence
The weight would bury you
Trust me I'm tryna like it
I swear I thought I knew

[verse 2]
I'm not one for power trips
But I know I'd trade it all for this
I was blind to have faith in roads I picked
Now I'm dying to see the end
And I tried to be the one you needed
I was trying to be something rare
Tell me how to make you feel like he did
God, it hurts to be so unaware
It was a miscalculation
An unfit generation
In a shit situation
With our lives all fueled by big corporations
To give means for creation
That demands innovation
Guess I had no chance from the start
Got stabbed through the heart
They ripped me apart
By spending my youth telling me I was smart
Dissuading my art
In favor of charts and graphs
And corporate plaques
No regard

[bridge]
I do not follow the path
Watch me say no to the cash
You give it and I'll give it back
Can't beat me in soul that you lack, yeah
This shit is a lot to unpack
The odds will forever be stacked
Don't tell me the code can't be cracked
'Cause this shit is all that I have

I do not follow the path (and I tried to be the one you needed)
Watch me say no to the cash
You give it and I'll give it back (I was trying to be something rare)
Can't beat me in soul that you lack, yeah
This shit is a lot to unpack (tell me how to make you feel like he did)
The odds will forever be stacked
Don't tell me the code can't be cracked (God, it hurts to be so unaware)
'Cause this shit is all that I have

I do not follow the path (and I tried to be the one you needed)
Watch me say no to the cash (spent my whole life deciding)
You give it and I'll give it back (I was trying to be something rare)
Can't beat me in soul that you lack, yeah (on what I wanna do)
This shit is a lot to unpack (tell me how to make you feel like he did)
The odds will forever be stacked (so why am I feeling like this?)
Don't tell me the code can't be cracked (God, it hurts to be so unaware)
'Cause this shit is all that I have (like I can barely move)

I do not follow the path (and I tried to be the one you needed)
Watch me say no to the cash (try suffering in silence)
You give it and I'll give it back (I was trying to be something rare)
Can't beat me in soul that you lack, yeah (the weight would bury you)
This shit is a lot to unpack (tell me how to make you feel like he did)
The odds will forever be stacked (trust me I'm trying to like it)
Don't tell me the code can't be cracked (God, it hurts to be so unaware)
'Cause this shit is all that I have (I swear I thought I knew)

[chorus 2]
Spent my whole life deciding
On what I wanna do
So why am I feeling like this
Like I can barely move?
Try suffering in silence
The weight would bury you
Trust me I'm tryna like it
I swear I thought I knew

fractured

Braden Ross