the blood stains u ingrained in my head 🫡

Depression 😰

i want to believe you, i never wanted to leave w/ dear me (prod. jolst)

Written by: Thomas Reid & Fog Lake
Produced by: boyfifty

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Lyrics:
we were always miserable together
riled up and underneath the weather

i been running away for so long
got everybody asking me where i’m from
i couldn’t even tell you
tell you
i got nowhere to go now

and i been running away from myself
got everybody saying that i need help
i couldn’t even tell you
tell you
cause i know you’d just run out

and i got no one
no one
nobody left to talk to
it’s no fun
i wonder where highway
might lead
if i just started driving

and i got no one
no one
nobody ever calls now
they moved on
i wonder if i’m breathing
maybe not
if no one can see me
no one can see me

we were always miserable together
(together, together forever)
riled up and underneath the weather

i been running away for so long
my lungs are curled up and i’m slowing down
i wish that i could tell you
tell you
i’m too tired to move now

and i been running away from the past
the finish line’s empty when you’re in last
i wish that i could tell you
tell you
but i know i’d just run out

and i got no one
no one
nobody ever calls now
they moved on
i wonder if i’m breathing
maybe not
if no one can see me
no one can see me

running down your face and on your sweater
something I've been thinking for forever

no one can see me (prod. boyfifty)

not her w/ Allday

heartless (prod. by @grayskies)

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Lyrics:

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

how did u fall for a guy like me
i don’t know how to love and i’m never happy
i sleep all day to escape my anxiety
the last thing i need is fucking liability

so keep clear, i got enough with myself
i know u wanna fix me but ion need ur help
i’ll keep digging till my mind gets some rest
i’m sorry if ur hurt, didn’t mean to upset (u)

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

everything i do, why don't u notice me
can't u see me down, i always bleed
all for u, i die for u, and u can't even tell me the truth

tell me that u love me, then push me away
i have to deal with it everyday
it's all for u, i die for u, and u can't even tell me the truth

and i'm holding on more than i should
you know i'd leave u in the past if i could
but you're driving me insane, can't get it out my brain
you're the fire in my veins, oh

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

(don't know who i am)

fire in my veins (w/ juli)

Dancing In The Moonlight

disappointing eyes

i swear i thought i knew

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lyrics:

[intro]
Spent my whole life deciding
On what I wanna do
So why am I feeling like this
I swear I thought I knew

[verse 1]
My eggs are in the basket
My chips spilled on the floor
I tried to bribe the dealer
But he won't give me no more
I stole some from the others
And booked it for the door
They took me down
And and spit me out
To where I was before
It was a stupid reason
To let it hold me back
I know it hurts your feelings
To hear me talk like that
Not here to make excuses
For what it is I lack
Just tired of feeling useless
Fuck, I'm so good at that

[chorus 1]
Spent my whole life deciding
On what I wanna do
So why am I feeling like this
Like I can barely move?
Try suffering in silence
The weight would bury you
Trust me I'm tryna like it
I swear I thought I knew

[verse 2]
I'm not one for power trips
But I know I'd trade it all for this
I was blind to have faith in roads I picked
Now I'm dying to see the end
And I tried to be the one you needed
I was trying to be something rare
Tell me how to make you feel like he did
God, it hurts to be so unaware
It was a miscalculation
An unfit generation
In a shit situation
With our lives all fueled by big corporations
To give means for creation
That demands innovation
Guess I had no chance from the start
Got stabbed through the heart
They ripped me apart
By spending my youth telling me I was smart
Dissuading my art
In favor of charts and graphs
And corporate plaques
No regard

[bridge]
I do not follow the path
Watch me say no to the cash
You give it and I'll give it back
Can't beat me in soul that you lack, yeah
This shit is a lot to unpack
The odds will forever be stacked
Don't tell me the code can't be cracked
'Cause this shit is all that I have

I do not follow the path (and I tried to be the one you needed)
Watch me say no to the cash
You give it and I'll give it back (I was trying to be something rare)
Can't beat me in soul that you lack, yeah
This shit is a lot to unpack (tell me how to make you feel like he did)
The odds will forever be stacked
Don't tell me the code can't be cracked (God, it hurts to be so unaware)
'Cause this shit is all that I have

I do not follow the path (and I tried to be the one you needed)
Watch me say no to the cash (spent my whole life deciding)
You give it and I'll give it back (I was trying to be something rare)
Can't beat me in soul that you lack, yeah (on what I wanna do)
This shit is a lot to unpack (tell me how to make you feel like he did)
The odds will forever be stacked (so why am I feeling like this?)
Don't tell me the code can't be cracked (God, it hurts to be so unaware)
'Cause this shit is all that I have (like I can barely move)

I do not follow the path (and I tried to be the one you needed)
Watch me say no to the cash (try suffering in silence)
You give it and I'll give it back (I was trying to be something rare)
Can't beat me in soul that you lack, yeah (the weight would bury you)
This shit is a lot to unpack (tell me how to make you feel like he did)
The odds will forever be stacked (trust me I'm trying to like it)
Don't tell me the code can't be cracked (God, it hurts to be so unaware)
'Cause this shit is all that I have (I swear I thought I knew)

[chorus 2]
Spent my whole life deciding
On what I wanna do
So why am I feeling like this
Like I can barely move?
Try suffering in silence
The weight would bury you
Trust me I'm tryna like it
I swear I thought I knew

purpose

One Call (prod. waytoolost)

pourupsumact(prod.dario)

Demons

@kagunexo - Demons (prod. Nick Mira)

TRY AGAIN

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lyrics: 
Broke my heart a thousand times I told you it’s ok 

Every time I fall in love I end up getting played x2

If I fall for you would you fall with me 

2 months passed and you won’t talk to me 

9 months gone took my love for free

Now it’s fucking over with what you did to me 

cause you broke my heart a thousand times I told you it’s ok 

Every time I fall in love I end up getting played

i don’t want you here tonight cause you’ll break my heart to pieces

every time you hit my phone i think i’m in a treason 

 cause you broke my heart a thousand times I told you it’s ok 

Every time I fall in love I end up getting played x3

I dont fall in love

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I Dont Fall In Love (prod. Ross Gossage X Jkei)

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lyrics:
she had the same perfume, i never failed to remember you.
i don’t even know what to do.
mind is fading help me thru.

i’ve been fucked up, fucking up my heart now.
i can’t sleep, i cant sleep, with the lights out.
i keep seeing, i keep seeing things, i’m going out.
of my mind i can’t find none my thoughts wow.

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

watch me, coz i don’t wanna live at all.
nothings been worth it, thought she was perfect.
call me a creep but i kept her perfume.
the only thing that i have that will keep me from you

watch me, coz i don’t wanna live at all.
nothings been worth it, thought she was perfect.
call me a creep but i kept her perfume.

i’ve turned into a monster,
it’s all that i am now,
and i don’t wanna leave you behind,
but sometimes he gets out,
and i can’t control that fight
if you see me don’t speak to me,
i swear to god,
i warned you i told you, no one is perfect,
and she might overdose tonight.
if she wakes up i’ll be surprised..

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

perfume

dead broke - perfume (ft. kais)

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Lyrics:

'Cause inside my head's always a mess
And I get too easily obsessed
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone
My heart exists inside my room
It's so hard to leave here without you
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone like

I notice I've been distant; there's a lot that's on my mind
And I know that I should fix it but I haven't got the time
And so I'll find another reason for my emotional decline
Because the way that I've been feeling has been no one's fault but mine

'Cause inside my head's always a mess
And I get too easily obsessed
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone
My heart exists inside my room
It's so hard to leave here without you
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone like

Just stop me like a barricade
Lay down let's both become a serenade
(Because I'm terrified)
It felt so true
Like you were everything
But never dropped the loss
And now I'm way too deep
Blood drips like cherries down my lips
Sharpen your teeth and say you miss me
Let's love unless never loved me
Say it back, or else I'll end up 6 feet

And if I end up six feet
Don't you try and say you miss me
Because the reason why I'm this deep
Is the way you up and left
They say that young love ain't the real thing
Now I'm twenty something, still got that feeling
That I would fucking die to be in your arms
I guess that only time can heal a broken heart

'Cause inside my head's always a mess
And I get too easily obsessed
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone
My heart exists inside my room
It's so hard to leave here without you
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone like you

Or else I'll end up six feet
Don't you try to say you miss me
'Cause I remember when you kissed me
I could tell there's nothing left
Like blood stains, you're ingrained in my head
Your love changed, you left pains in my chest
My hearts drained, you missed out on my best
Yeah, but that's your misfortune

like you (with Days to Waste & fawlin)

Braden Ross

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