S a d n e s s

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/robstar100
produced by: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:

hazenova:
i never understood what it was about me
 that made you wanna run away and doubt me
 black and blue all on my arm
 why u always shouting
 every effort that i make
 u always just denounce me

 all i needed was a little love
 all i needed was a fucking hug x2

 i was just a kid always hiding in my room
 i was just a kid doing everything i could x2

 and i guess it wasnt enough x2

 i dont know whats going on
 i dont feel like moving
 i just wanna runaway x2


robstar:

You can pick apart my imperfections
Ripped to pieces, another wasted night
You're the reason I'm alive
I'm the reason that you lie
Maybe I just got a deathwish
And can't admit that what I do ain't right
Wishin' I was by your side
But your side is kryptonite, yeah

I don't really wanna talk right now
Down a bottle of the jack
Left the tears out back
Ever since, tried to keep my head down, yeah, yeah
Now you see me with my ear to the ground
I've been waitin' for the storm
'Case I'm blowin' off course
And you end up havin' me around, yeah, yeah

And if I said I'm sorry
Would you care at all
And if I said I'm sorry
Is it all my fault

wasnt enough (feat. robstar) (prod. irby)

Buzzin w/ p!nkcasperr (prod. Nedarb)

lyrics ⬇️

Temple in my body really breaking down
 
Running like a zombie what im chasing out
baby do you copy i been drownin out
got me drinking at my homies house hes sober now

this is something i should stop
new stuff right out the box
i know that there’s consequences to my actions 
but somehow i would never gove up

using your words as a weapon
how could i think you a blessin
Im tryna make it to heaven
you wont be there im guessin :(

if im guessin wrong then ill be grateful 
when heavin calls youll see an angel
restart my life over again
gotta push back
no im not no recycling bin way past that

but i still need some oxygen to keep movin on in this life
if i cant feel the air thats in my lungs then its not right
gotta keep going cuz nothings ever really perfect
and if it is then honestly you really did not deserve it

this is honestly just a statement but i dont
but i dont wanna pave it
i been turning the pages to make it feel like im staying
but i
think i lost me a dime
shoulda never even tried

Temple in my body really breaking down
Running like a zombie what im chasing out
baby do you copy i been drownin out
got me drinking at my homies house hes sober now

anxiety riddles me everyday 
Do you wanna hear what i really think
i feel the purpose of life is pushing ur self to yhe limit with everything 
if ya heard this know what im sayin
no purchase
no more complainin its worthless might aswell burn all the bridges

gotta get life figured out somehow 
no i dont gotta go down that route
maybe i dont like the large crowds
so ill be locked in my house 

these forest walls only uncover options
when my liscense old
I think youll find me out there hostage
ill watvh the river flow
think ill finally find calmness
and when you ask who helped me
ill say god did.

temple garden (cxrter x ryini)

if i ruled the world(2)

big love to @scummusic and @branwenmusic <3333

more music soon <3333333

broken dreams, fragmented memory w/ scum (prod. branwen)

prod. @nbnt & @oilcolor
https://soundcloud.com/nbnt/nobloodnotears-nobloodnotears-oilcolor-ii-02-amy-winehouse?in=nbnt/sets/nobloodnotears-oilcolor-ii

i done spent a lot of time by myself now
i gotta a couple bad bitches in my cell now
i picked up some bad habits on the way down
its time to go now
i think its time to go now

hold on just for one more night
hold on, baby put up a fight
its been too long since ive seen the light
bitch im too gone
yeah fuck this life

i do not remember your face
the kiss of your lips or the taste
i just remember the pain
toxicity flows from my feet to my brain
and im not the same
3 months ago i was just cutting my wrists
but now im up in the day writing these hits
i know that im someone you miss
but i could not care bout you bitch
get the fuck out my mentions

Follow me <3

hold onto me (prod. oilcolor x nobloodnotears)

no sample, me playing guitar!! prod @uglyzucc
art by @undergroundunderdogs

lyrics~~~<3

You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth
You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth

In my mouth, i cant get it out 
I hate the taste, never washes out 

You were always nothing to me
We shared love but you’ve broken me 
I dont know if i can breathe
With pale eyes you’re watching me

You said im so fucking stupid
Eyes closed and i feel so clueless
The rooms cold how do i get through this?
I dont know if we should do this

In my mouth, take away what i’ve found
Decay of everything. My brain shuts down

You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth
You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth

Always Nothing (prod. Ugly Zucc)

<3 Kintsugi  <3

Thanks to Qawi for the amazing work and for being a super nice person! It was really funny to work with him so make sure to peep out his song <3 

hope you enjoy the song <3

Qawi Kamri : https://soundcloud.com/qawikamri


Lyrics:

SBANE
Late night drive
I really think I’m going to die
You left me 
And I really wanna die
Everybody left me and I think I’m gonna cry
Now can’t feel my face 
And I’m kinda satisfied 

Drinking wine I’m rolling with the dice
Smoking blunts I just wanna fly high 
Hurting myself is the way I cope with life
Tell me I’m a mess 
Yeah I know that I won’t fight 

I can see ya
Staring at my eyeballs
Telling me to act my age 
Praying god that I will stop

But you know that
I’m just a mess ya
U know that I’m depressed ya
Drinking to suppress my
Pain 

Pointing your fingers against me it’s not ok
Even with a bullet yeah I think that I won’t change
Bae I’m sorry but I can’t live in this way 
Next time I’ll see you, you’ll be spitting on my grave

QAWI
its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

since you are gone
ive been friends with my demons
it keeps me company
every single second

did you know did you know
that you fucked with my head
cos of you cos of you
i'm a mess like my bed

its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

you're irrelevant piece of shit
every time you walk, you're so full of it
i dont wanna talk so please just sit
and watch me grow you son of bitch 

you always thinking about yourself
can you just go fuck yourself
your promise means nothing to me
your life means nothing to me

its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

Repair Things With Gold feat. Qawi Kamri (prod. SBANE)

<3 
Art and song all done by Brady Amour 
vocals mixed by @forestafire
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Now you lay down with these pictures in your head 
Praying out loud wishing you were dead 
Watch my body fall into the street

Sleep in my clothes 
When I’m sleeping over 
this time your gone 
I hope it’s not over 

Promise me you left the key
Promise me you left the key
I swore I’d do anything 
I swore I’d do anything 

Imma take back like I know you wanted 
I’ve grown tired of feeling nothing 
I don’t  think  it’s  me.  
Now you lay down with these pictures in your head 
Praying out loud wishing you were dead 
Watch my body fall into the street

Sleep in my clothes 
When I’m sleeping over 
this time your gone 
I hope it’s not over 

Don’t tell me that you’re leaving 
I know you don’t need this 
I’m keeping every secret
Promise that you’ll see it

I hope its not over (prod. Brady Amour)

wanted you ft. shinigami [prod. mark taylor]

it actually rained today

shoutout my mans @scummusic 
sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lk0gm_Z81bE

[demxntia]

im waiting for the rain to fall down 
from the sky i wonder why i'm so
anxious every time i hear ur voice
inside my mind i cannot find the source 
of why i feel the same way as before
our eyes met there must be something more
to this empty life i've tried it all i can't
seem to find a way to erase ur face 

and i'm fine without feeling anything
or maybe i'm just sick of hurting everyone around me
i wanna hold u close but i know you'll end up worse 
than if i try to turn a blind eye (i don't even know why)
i still don't wanna give up
maybe u got me fallin in love 
every little thing that i'm thinkin of 
is takin up my time idk wassup 
with my head every night
i just lie and say i'm fine 
still ignoring all the signs 
that i'm given 

so im just waiting for the rain to fall down 
from the sky i wonder why i'm so
anxious every time i hear ur voice
inside my mind i cannot find the source 
of why i feel the same way as before
our eyes met there must be something more
to this empty life i've tried it all i can't
seem to find a way to erase ur face 

[scum]

ebony and ivory
maybe we are meant to be 
i been killin all my time
just because i can't believe
wear my heart on my sleeve
if you promise you won't leave
i just lost my head
it's not where it's supposed to be

baby i been hurt
always feel like dirt 
i just wanna glow yeah
i been feeling numb
i been feeling dumb
lines in my nose damn
i just wanna know 
if you would give me your time 
i just wanna know 
if i'm wasting my time

spotify, apple, etc.

waiting for the rain w/ scum

payphone (prod. killian)

check out the bro! 💖
https://soundcloud.com/1venaz

Kawasaki💖 x Venaz - under the moonlight🌙 ✨(prod. Irby X Dead Spyro)

I saw your name when you shone the light 
I saw your name when I counted up the reasons why 
You hate me
And no ones gonna save me

You can pry all you like 
but it’s hard to explain 
I don’t wanna admit that I wanted to stay 
Are you right?
Are you right?
Am I cruel just for the sake of it?

Nothing will kill you like I did 
Stuck in my mind 
Just like you wanted 
crawling under my skin I feel you 


You can pry all you’ll like 
but it’s hard to explain 
I don’t wanna admit that I wanted to stay 
Are you right?
Are you right?
Am I cruel just for the sake of it?

Saw you coming a mile 
And I won’t hit the brakes 
Shoulda run while you could 
I’ll just stand in your way 
Never mind
Never mind 
Do your worst 
I can take it

under my skin (cloudhigh x brody)

mix/master/art by me

i’m sorry
stop please
i’m tearing out my seams again
don’t want this
always
you blame it all on me she said 
won’t you come inside
stay for another night 
you can leave when the daylight comes
but i don’t wanna be awake 
no

i don’t wanna be awake 
no 
i took my time & didn't know it would be wasted
i don't know why i even thought that i could change her
maybe if we try a little longer we could make it work

tell a story to me straight up from the pages 
another monster that you made up in the basement
only way to fight against your fear is just to face it 
so try to hide or only crawl under the blanket 

i guess that you were only faking
i think you knew it all along but couldn't say it
the feeling i could never shake it
it's like you caught the scent of blood & tried to drain it

but i won't let my self be cast aside
it took a while before i finally could make it out
i know i left my back turned to your knife
it's taken all i had inside to get this blade removed
(& now it's time i turn around to put it back in you)

Monster (prod. Sleye)

Already 25yrs old. Idk what to write here. I like to sing and do some covers even when I can't sing but it's something that I'm doing for myself because ima fine with that. xoxo

I hope its not over (prod. Brady Amour)

Brady Amour

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