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COME OVER AND SEE ME NOW (Modified Version)(1)

Feel the weight in my age
Should I drink and wilt right here
When the rage has all lifted
I'll still use hate to block my fears

I see blue
I've left oceans, I've left family
No devotion
mixed up feelings bout existing

Mostly anxious, of course broke
Guess I'm angry
Trying not to find a burner
Destruct naturally

Guess it's like that
Curse on my back
Only see black
In my memories

- FamilyPet -

I found religion in places it shouldn't be.
And I found beauty in faces I shouldn't see.
Found I was clinging to people I didn't need.
Found out I'd only be happy in my dreams.
Look at the stars,
Watching them die
Spacial perspective of my life
Smoke in the sky at midnight
Drifting out like high-tide

wondering when's the highlight
of my lowlife, when someone dies i get tongue tied because my mind just holds on tight to the thought that every night

might be my last, wasn't built to last,
and the years go slow but the days go fast. and i cant move past the simple fact,

that the end wont wait, even if you pray,
even if you cry

, even if you beg,

we are all the same, in the way we hate, the way we love, at the end of the day we're all the

same

blue ft. familypet

u said u wouldn't run from this 


older got taken down 
back up enjoy 
while you can 

<3

u said u wouldn't run from this  Feat. LIL LOTUS

i say fuck too much (prod. curtains)

scraped my knee pt 2 w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE

this is just a way for me to say
cus sometimes i cant speak at all
ill forget the memories and grit my teeth
i promise that ill prove you wrong
im sorry that we cant see eye to eye
but sometimes it makes me feel blind
i hope that this storm will just blow over
maybe im wasting my time

maybe i
can walk this road alone
maybe im
not worthless after all x2

this is all i have
this is all i need
and i wanna take u with me
ive got the world
inside my hands
but the weight is too heavy

maybe i
can walk this road alone
maybe im
not worthless after all x2

grimworld

i'm not worthless

poison darts in my hand now

big time rush ft. lil skele (prod. northeast lights)

prod/mix/ft @anxietyattackss

lyrics:

93:
Never feel the same
Never feel okay
Hit me up to take 
Always fade away
I’ve been hittin dabs
Til the panic takes
You can’t have my heart
But we can share the pain 

You can’t have my word
But we can still exchange 
Left her in the past
With my bad jacket
Hex across my neck
Like she’s black magic 
I fell out of love
With bags of plastic 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

AA:
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me leave there’s nothing left for me to hold down
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me get away there’s nothing left to hold down 
On the back roads smoking on a backwood
Playin sad songs, sitting in a parking lot 
We live in shadows, don't matter if it’s dark or not
But it gets dark a lot, ya ya 
It’s bad enough, i know the pressures adding up 
And if you feel like giving up
Just know the story never ends, it’s all a dream

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways

bending to grow w/ Anxiety Attacks!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VcbgqNo_cxc&t=6s

prod & mix @93feetofsmoke
mast @polearm

Lyrics:

Stereo loud
And the windows wide
I breathe in deep
As the clouds pass by
Pollen dust
Turn to misty eyes
And a juice on ice
And a white on white

Oh..
I ain't doin' none of this bullshit twice
Oh
How I'm gonna let u fck me up 3 times??
How I'm gon...

I was broke as fuck
Inna rutt feelin stuck
Thinkin how im gonna get it
They gon dap u up
Show love
Closed doors always make it lil different

So is that fax or nah?
So is that fax or nah?
So is that fax or nah?

Oh..
I ain't doin' none of this bullshit twice
Oh
How I'm gonna let u fck me up 3 times??
How I'm gon...

Stereo loud
And the windows wide
I breathe in deep
As the clouds pass by
Pollen dust
Turn to misty eyes
And a juice on ice
And a white on white

I was broke as fuck
Inna rutt feelin stuck
Thinkin how im gonna get it
They gon dap u up
Show love
Closed doors always make it lil different

u said u wouldn't run from this Feat. LIL LOTUS

Brady Amour