through the storm//killmesumday + SINNERSDEDX

C H I N S A K U - Haruka Pt. 2

fingertips w/ betweentheveinsandi & jolst

lil skele - drop dead (prod. notime)

:)

prod by this actual goober https://soundcloud.com/not-a-fucking-hero

https://twitter.com/DreamsYokai

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/4SO6le1LMvrTajvgMq4eDY?si=7J4D5kgbSfiFLWqVohv-Ew

lyrics:

where do we go from here?
i don't really know
no, i don't really know much
got a lot on my conscience
bear the weight
only cuz you tell me that it's nonsense
try to stay calm
but my mind is a moshpit
and it's growing obnoxious

spend another late night
driving back from your place
didn't wanna stay there
i can't get to bed if i don't feel like i'm alone
cuz otherwise i think too much
they tell me live a real life
i am not familiar with what that would even feel like
i cannot relate to the feelings that you know
but you don't understand that much

i'll write you letters and letters and hope that you read them and call
don't think you read them at all

i'll write you letters and letters and hope that you read them and call
don't think you read them at all

apophenia (hero)

Armón: https://solo.to/armonmusicofficial
Staz: https://soundcloud.com/user-509901879

Lyrics:
PRE CHORUS
And it makes sense
all the choices leading up ..
we can't play dense
we can't wait long enough to wait it out
so lets just hold our breathe and see how this all plays out
~
CHORUS
Cause I can't wait forever
forever
forever
It's not gon get any better
better
better
Cause fuck this time, I don't wanna waste it
Keep my head goin
I can't wait forever
Forever
Forever
Cause I can't wait
~
VERSE 2
Ok you got me
You said that you ain't ever had a pretty body
Just keep your eyes on the road and let me guide it
You made me shiver every time you get behind it
And no name droppin ...
Drop the pain 
Pull up on her if you want in it
You are my love, first you gotta give a warning
So when you see me you gon find me til the morning
It's heavy metal I can tell the way you walkin
~
PRE CHORUS
And it makes sense
all the choices leading up ..
we can't play dense
we can't wait long enough to wait it out
so lets just hold our breathe and see how this all plays out
~
CHORUS
Cause I can't wait forever
forever
forever
It's not gon get any better
better
better
Cause fuck this time, I don't wanna waste it
Keep my head goin
I can't wait forever
Forever
Forever
Cause I can't wait
~
WEEPINGS VERSE
I just had to fix it on my own
2 gram cone to my dome now I'm home
Been like 18 days; ain't been sober for a minute
Mixing up this magic you woulda thought I was playin quidditch
But I let her play my heart ...
Knew it from the start she would toss me like a dart
I've been copin with a bottle and a blunt I gotta spark
Why'd you leave me in the dark
Had to switch this car to park
Cause I ain't goin nowhere with a bitch thats boutta act out
So tell me when done playing with flames
Do you really want me or do you just like the game
All these bitches on me but they really ain't the same

Forever w/ Armón & Staz Havoc

channel digital collection

data man (thunder man remix)

Featuring heylog: @heylog

[not home.]
Cold couch, I'm stupid high
The voices in my head subside
My face goes pale, my face goes white
Just let this kill what's left inside

Take me back to late July
When me and you would synchronize
The drugs wear off my thoughts align
Just kill me 'fore I change my mind

[heylog]
Save me before I use this knife
This pain grew on me over time
I wish I was a kid my whole life
'cause I see things that I feel sorry for my eyes

So baby I'm crazy
Don't think you could date me
But I don't have problems
Like your drinking habits
She goes out for the night
To hangout with some guys
Who could care less for her
But she doesn't seem to mind
No she doesn't seem to mind
Mom's worried sick
And dad's tryna ring her line
But she don't pick up
She's gone for the whole night

[not home.]
Cold couch, I'm stupid high
The voices in my head subside
My face goes pale, my face goes white
Just let this kill what's left inside

Take me back to late July
When me and you would synchronize
The drugs wear off my thoughts align
Just kill me 'fore I change my mind

garbage

welcome

not home. - welcome w heylog (Irby)

produced by maybe

your lips stains 
on the collar of my 
top, gone 
i’m not a top gun 
but baby you should cop one 
i just took an edible shits hitting like a shotgun
convertibles are only nice when you can’t cop one 

i’m feelin sleepy won’t u just take me to bed
i don’t want no sex put always sunny on instead 
maybe we can talk about how much u still talk to ur ex
and then maybe after talk about how u had self harmed yet again
i thought u said u we’re done
she said baby it’s complex
one minute i’m feeling happy
wanna kill myself the next, stress

frank sets sweet dee on fire

produced by jacob vallen

lyrics

on my desk theres two lighters and a picture of us
i look at it everytime i sing so i know just what im singing for
i smoked too much
i get asthma attacks everytime that i wake up
she said baby sorry bout the makeup
its okay ill put it in the wash we can stay up
anything to spend some more time
cause i dont got time anymore
i been trying to get used to living with the choices that i made
cause i dont like living with myself
its something that im praying for
i pray i pray i pray

can you call me when u wake up
call me when u hear this
hope you hear it more than once
i been trying to get away
but ever since i quit its been calling out my name
my mind can be a confusing place
think of you as my happy place
i dont want no change baby
but nowadays i dont do much
nowadays i work so hard
i hope that its all for something
im kissing your hand in public
the same hands that rip me apart
but i wanna try
i wanna wake up happy that im still alive
i wanna go back to belmar and look at the sky
baby i keep having dreams where i fucking die
then

i get asthma attacks everytime that i wake up
she said baby sorry bout the makeup
its okay ill put it in the wash we can stay up
anything to spend some more time
cause i dont got time anymore
i been trying to get used to living with the choices that i made
cause i dont like living with myself
its something that im praying for
i pray i pray

C H I N S A K U - Haruka Pt. 2

cylema

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