tell me to quit this shit i wont
you really think that i hate you but i dont
spending my whole life inside my home
dont talk to any1 im better alone
turn off my phone
dont want you to know
what really happens when im all on my own
my head takes control
n my body goes numb
i wish i was normal that's all that i want

wait~
the walls are falling on top of me
wait~
the ground is breaking underneath my feet
wait~
will you be here tomorrow 
wait~
will you still love me tomorrow

people are chaging like timezones 
im not activision but im in a warzone
can't stop thinking bout things that i shouldnt
asking myself if i would but i wouldnt
do anything to harm myself 
but i slowly keep destroying my health 
cigs and the drinks 
drugs and other things 
that keep me away from feeling feelings
i am so numb i feel like residential
17 christmas parties in none i've felt presidential
bitch wanna love me she must be fuckin mental
cause my love is an expensive (rental)

wait~
the walls are falling on top of me
wait~
the ground is breaking underneath my feet
wait~
will you be here tomorrow 
wait~
will you still love me tomorrow

wait (nohidea + killedmyself)

C H I N S A K U - Haruka Pt. 2

lil skele - drop dead (prod. notime)

fantasia (prod. swaine)

lets wait out the storm

Ekeon

Freak w/ shizukesa.

Featuring heylog: @heylog

[not home.]
Cold couch, I'm stupid high
The voices in my head subside
My face goes pale, my face goes white
Just let this kill what's left inside

Take me back to late July
When me and you would synchronize
The drugs wear off my thoughts align
Just kill me 'fore I change my mind

[heylog]
Save me before I use this knife
This pain grew on me over time
I wish I was a kid my whole life
'cause I see things that I feel sorry for my eyes

So baby I'm crazy
Don't think you could date me
But I don't have problems
Like your drinking habits
She goes out for the night
To hangout with some guys
Who could care less for her
But she doesn't seem to mind
No she doesn't seem to mind
Mom's worried sick
And dad's tryna ring her line
But she don't pick up
She's gone for the whole night

[not home.]
Cold couch, I'm stupid high
The voices in my head subside
My face goes pale, my face goes white
Just let this kill what's left inside

Take me back to late July
When me and you would synchronize
The drugs wear off my thoughts align
Just kill me 'fore I change my mind

garbage

welcome

not home. - welcome w heylog (Irby)

hang up (acoustic)

in our memories u r next 2 me <3

featuring @keshore
prod by @eugenecam

in our memories w/ keshore + eugene cam

Produced by BT Grin
Mixed by 1990Bishop

Why do people always want something more more? No matter where we are in life we have wishes. A curse.

how it goes

sb hunt - how it goes

lyrics on genius 🤍
hope yall enjoy this song , we put our hearts into this fr , make sure to follow my instagram @rocstarzen❤️‍🩹

C H I N S A K U - Haruka Pt. 2

cylema