through the storm//killmesumday + SINNERSDEDX

Lyrics:

i could kill a fucking heart expressing how i felt
solitary with these thoughts is an existential hell
i'm only visiting i won't be here for long
preach good decisions while i rip another hit out of this bong
i can see right past ur face into ur mind 
if i send this fucking message i swear it's suicide  
i'll ask you every single option that i have
to make it right
and then in desperation complete the cycle and the questline

so what i'm just a monster with a mop
earning 12.50 an hour 9-5 upon the dot
it's me the janitor you know so very well
i just vented every thought of mine through songs to break my shell
and i
haven't made those in a week
and i'm getting so scared that this could be the end of my
career and it worsens my fear 
so i contemplate
all of the things that i'll never find
days turn to weeks
then to months then to years
could this project ever get done in time
pushed it back twice 
and the rush is a lie
n i'm sitting here stuck on a fucking line
i was a sight seer
i spent the night here
hang on a lease
while i ruin my teeth
and make sense of some things that should never rhyme

and i

and i hide my fucking feelings 
from my friends
and raise my walls
they can see a couple cracks
but they've not seen a thing at all
cement breaks
it's tempting
to breakdown
and lay waste

janitor pt. II

fingertips w/ betweentheveinsandi & jolst

:)

prod by this actual goober https://soundcloud.com/not-a-fucking-hero

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lyrics:

where do we go from here?
i don't really know
no, i don't really know much
got a lot on my conscience
bear the weight
only cuz you tell me that it's nonsense
try to stay calm
but my mind is a moshpit
and it's growing obnoxious

spend another late night
driving back from your place
didn't wanna stay there
i can't get to bed if i don't feel like i'm alone
cuz otherwise i think too much
they tell me live a real life
i am not familiar with what that would even feel like
i cannot relate to the feelings that you know
but you don't understand that much

i'll write you letters and letters and hope that you read them and call
don't think you read them at all

i'll write you letters and letters and hope that you read them and call
don't think you read them at all

apophenia (hero)

residential. - she cant stand me pt. 2

produced by maybe

your lips stains 
on the collar of my 
top, gone 
i’m not a top gun 
but baby you should cop one 
i just took an edible shits hitting like a shotgun
convertibles are only nice when you can’t cop one 

i’m feelin sleepy won’t u just take me to bed
i don’t want no sex put always sunny on instead 
maybe we can talk about how much u still talk to ur ex
and then maybe after talk about how u had self harmed yet again
i thought u said u we’re done
she said baby it’s complex
one minute i’m feeling happy
wanna kill myself the next, stress

frank sets sweet dee on fire

unprepared (michael harrison)

MORBID CULTIST

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kiwi <//3
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(emo fruits)

yeah she dont love me
that shit cut so deep
yeah she dont let me breathe
yeah she dont let me breathe
i got no one around me
how could u ever love me
i got no one around me
how could u ever love me
and now im fucked up
im fucked up
im fucked up
now im fucked up
im fucked up 
im fucked up
now im fucked up
im fucked up 
im fucked up
now im fucked up
im fucked up
im fucked up

(john solo)

yeah dont waste my time
bang my line
one more time
you're all mine
yeah dont waste my time
bang my line
one more time
you're all mine
sip on my potion im faded
baby im feelin amazin
say that u hate me
i hate u
u know that i dont mean i thing that i say to u
cuz i been feelin a ways
said that im feelin amazin
said that i love u 
not changin
yeah

residential. - she cant stand me pt. 2

cylema