my schlong hard asf but letting go still harder

the final song on my ep "love war"
tysm for all the support
mastered & mixed by me
produced by @kashik05 & @n4zzz <3
check out the new collective me and my friends made @bitchimwasted :o
tag by @2adore
[chorus]
thats the one book that you wrote me in
you hate me so now the walls are very thin
you hate me so now you wrote him in
i’m bleeding out from what you did
how could you look straight into my eyes
and tell me you prefer the other guy
well i prefer the other girl
shes bright as a pearl
i just wanna give someone my world
[hook]
i got her out of my head
it feels like we won the love war
now that you seem to be dead
my body no longer feels torn
[verse]
rip out the pages of our memories
her voice ruins my mentality
feels like i'm running in and out of reality
the impossibility to be part of sociality
just let me breathe out
i just wanna sleep now
it will take awhile for us to get our love on lockdown
its just so beautiful to see
as my own blood falls down the ceiling
and thats the end of the story
[chorus]
thats the one book that you wrote me in
you hate me so now the walls are very thin
you hate me so now you wrote him in
i’m bleeding out from what you did
how could you look straight into my eyes
and tell me you prefer the other guy
well i prefer the other girl
shes bright as a pearl
i just wanna give someone my world
[hook]
i got her out of my head
it feels like we won the love war
now that you seem to be dead
my body no longer feels torn

closing in

closing in (kashik x zan)

letting go is still hard…. (ocurie + shirui)

@anti-light
@frendishawty408
@alfiesnapped
@grimgardx

@anti-light
look away i can’t face you like this, nah
i’ve been messing up bad, can’t be fixed now
i keep you on mute, though i wanna listen
other side is the world, can’t resist it
every time i wake up i ignore you
just don’t wanna admit that i’m worried
do you think i’m too sad or too boring?
you can’t save me like this when i’m falling

i hear you knocking on the door to my heart
but baby i can’t just let you in
i’ve learned my lesson from deceivers
just hope that you can forgive me now
i see your image in the sky
but things just don’t line up well for me
in my hand i got all the pleasures
but i know this ain’t no happiness

@frendishawty408
play me girl, one time
kiss me till the sunrise
cuz she know yung frendi just got it
2023 and yk im ballin
why she keep on callin
4th quarter im ballin
money money all i see is bands
she broke my heart but it's according to plan
she was in love, she my #1 fan
i did what i could, i did what i can
i sleep off the pills, i sleep off the xans
i get to the money, yk that i ran
choppa sing like whitney
bad bih from my city

@anti-light
i hear you knocking on the door to my heart
but baby i can’t just let you in
i’ve learned my lesson from deceivers
just hope that you can forgive me now
i see your image in the sky
but things just don’t line up well for me
in my hand i got all the pleasures
but i know this ain’t no happiness

Spotify

Image in the Sky w/ frendi (alfiesnapped x grimgar)

prod @counterxo
//
lyrics:

you, you wouldnt give me the time of day
lost it all when we went separate ways
i just wanted you to be mine
for us to be okay
now we both just ran away
and these words just cant convey
everything you meant to me
i just hope ill see you another day

memories from the past slowly reverberate
when you asked back then what would be our fate
i dont want to lose what we built up now
and i dont know how, how we got this way

two, lost misplaced
struggle to replace
what we felt when we embraced
was this all a waste?

i dont even know anymore
and my heart just feels so sore
now things wont be like before
its too late now to restore

i dont know
what to do
when we go
will we choose
to grow
or lose
what we know

i just cant forget
everything we've been through
i just feel regret then
even though i knew

you, you wouldnt give me the time of day
lost it all when we went separate ways
i just wanted you to be mine
for us to be okay
now we both just ran away
and these words just cant convey
everything you meant to me
i just hope ill see you another day

i just wanted you to be mine (counter)

thank u M for once believing in mee :,)

@akasukii
@thr6x + @rainn_god + @43vaa

notes:
pic by me

sry for lying
but we both know that neither of us hav been trying
i cnt stop crying
weve been doomed 2 fll from the start now were jus dyinn
now were jus dying
tell me wht is wrong i cld nvr stop
i saw u heard my song now im alwys lostt
n if we evr get along then id kno youll want
2 take a step bck 4 a sec and look at wut we lostt

look at what we lost
was it rlly worth what it cost
yeah idk whatchu on
but if thats what u want i'll be gone
i'll be gone </3
im drowning in silence
suffocating in pain
can't break free from this heartache
this never ending strain
i just want one break

(sorry for lyin
i cant deny it
that we shdnt be 2gthr
yeah i knew i wud get hurt
if we continued this
but i like the attention)

im always lost

insta

im always lost +akasuki [thr6x, rainn god, 4evaaxx]

https://open.spotify.com/track/1ppYWK8EXp1NqcCz5IBg4q?si=449ef85e152844f0
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can u catch me when i'm falling down
i'm gonna drown inside all this pain
you left and there's nowhere to go
gonna keep my feelings inside
can u catch me when i'm falling down
i'm gonna drown inside all this pain
you left and there's nowhere to go
gonna keep my feelings inside

wake up new day but i feel the same pain
your memories still stuck up in my brain
and its okay now i won't cry
and its okay now i won't cry because
wasted so many tears I don't care about you anymore
you left my heart shattered on the mafuckin floor
and it hurt so bad I thought you was the one
i don't look back and I hate you to the core
i'm on the grind with my bros we stacking them bands
JAL bitch i take a flight i'm in japan
catch me out in tokyo shopping animate
bro i spent like hundred racks on the brand new rem

feelings inside (tores + wasterr)

featuring @muieternal
prod. @attachxd x @hartfxlt

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
the memories of our love, now washed away ]=
and it reminds me when it rains ⛈ 
cuzzz it was ur favorite 
i cant get over it   
how many times do i have to get hurt ?
how many times do i have to get kicked in the dirt ?
before i find the one 
before i find some love 

idk if i can go on
this has gone on too long 
u were playing along 
and u think i was in the wrong 
in the wrong :((

𝔪𝔲𝔦:
yaaaaaaaa~
you'll carryyy on...
cuz im not the oneee
that's broken :((
i feel it
im wasteeed 
i told you, im not perfect!!

im losinggg
who i wanna be anddd...
yeaa x3

i dont wanna feel like thiss..
i know, it sucks, im stressedd
i was spendin all my bands, wat u wanted
i jus wish that we could end wat we started 
ay 

ive had enough 
i been missin your face
never wanted loveee
yea, im never enough 

so now things tough
ah
your tender touch 
na
wont take your love
my heart 
ache around,
my heart 
ache around </3

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
how many times do i have to get hurt ?
how many times do i have to get kicked in the dirt ?
before i find the one 
before i find some love 

idk if i can go on
this has gone on too long 
u were playing along 
and u think i was in the wrong 
in the wrong :((

♡ 𝕤𝕡𝕠𝕥𝕚𝕗𝕪

i'm not perfect w/mui (attachxd x hartfxlt)

for lily <3
prod me

take your hand, i wont let it go
i was lost, you gave me a home
i was freezing in the winter cold
you just warmed my heart, you made it whole
i give my all to you, you know you deserve it
thought i was worthless, you made it all worth it
though i was lost, but you came and gave me purpose
take my heart, yea ill trust you not to hurt it

you keep me warm in the winter
the flowers might wither,
but ill always be by your side
ill be your light when it gets dark
i swear youll always have my heart
i wouldnt change it if i could, if i could
and anything that i could do, i would
through anything ill just stay true, ill stay put
you know ill always be with you, for good

to you

happy valentines day @8clockwork I love my boyfriend so much ❤️

if you ever asked me something, you know that i would do
you know id do it all, because you know I love you
if im with anybody else, they make me feel like nothing
even when i felt like nothing, you made me feel like something
you gave my life a purpose, you make living feel like its worth it
when your not here its like nothings working

(you make living feel like its worth it
if you ever asked me something, you know that i would do
you know id do it all, because you know I love you
if im with anybody else, they make me feel like nothing
even when i felt like nothing, you made me feel like something)

if you ever asked me something, you know that i would do
you know id do it all, because you know I love you
if im with anybody else, they make me feel like nothing
even when i felt like nothing, you made me feel like something
you gave my life a purpose, you make living feel like its worth it
when your not here its like nothings working, you make living feel like its worth it :D

https://soundcloud.com/8clockwork2/valentinesday24

#meow 🐾

purrpose 🐾 (clockwork ♡)

hi
prod @makemeapromise and @kyoakyo
//
lyrics:

its the same thing
i cant stop why wont this end
no matter how hard i try to pretend
im so sick i cant do this again
now my scars show where i have been
looks like i cant do this anymore
im shaking down further to my core
it feels like i cant ever look ahead
now everything starts to get to my head

its all in my head
i cant ever look ahead
and its starting to catch up with me
i just hope that ill make it

think ill fall
yeah im losing it
lose it all
i dont care what happens now
i watch as the sky blackens out
my vision blurs and i start to pass out

theres been too much weight on me
and i cant find the key
ill fall like debris
ive been feeling so trapped and i cant ever flee
can you just let me be
you cant ever save me

its the same thing
i cant stop why wont this end
no matter how hard i try to pretend
im so sick i cant do this again
now my scars show where i have been
looks like i cant do this anymore
im shaking down further to my core
it feels like i cant ever look ahead
now everything starts to get to my head

look at my scars
look at my scars
look at my scars

scars

scars (kyoa + surgeon)

(you’ll never get too far
no you’ll never get too far
no you’ll never get too far, yeah)

I didn't think you’d do me wrong oh no
And it’s a shame you said we’d only grow
So what you gon do without me there to let you know
Keep your bread up, baby, no the worst is never the worst

I wanna love you bad 
I wanna love you whole
I done gave you all i had I opened up my soul
I wanna love you down
Love you til we old
My feelings running low, it's a love recession, yo
Baby please come back
Come back for the love
Just for old times sake
Let's just run it up
You're almost out the way, you’re outta sight
So baby just run back i don’t think I'm too far

I think I’m too far, I think I’m too far for love 
I think I’m too far, I think I’m too far for love 
I think I’m too far, I think I’m too far for love 
I think I’m too far, I think I’m too far for love 
I think I’m too far for love 
I think I’m too far for love 
I think I’m too far for love 

I done broke my back carrying all this weight just for you 
Gotta watch my back, never thought that I’d be watching out for you, no
And I circle back to the things you said oh no
Ain't it crazy what we do for love?

Out of everything could say or do
Ima tell you that i still care for you 
God, he told me it would end this way, oh
You gon be a memory forever 

I think I’m too far, I think I’m too far for love 
I think I’m too far, I think I’m too far for love 
I think I’m too far, I think I’m too far for love 
I think I’m too far, I think I’m too far 
You're never too far for love
I think I’m too far for love
You’re never too far for love
You’re never too far for love
They say you’re never too far
Too far
Too far
You're never too far for love

letting go is still hard…. (ocurie + shirui)

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