Havoc. (prod. Flux)

day 1

lyrics

crashing out, ripping the petals
i'm lost but trust me theres levels
the script telling me to stay put
while my conscious struggling to settle

i wish that i could be better
but i blow seeds that fall on the gravel
i'm holding on to the iris
like its part of my vision but it do not matter

we do not matter
u touched my soul and my heart it splattered
i’m numb in the snow, gets worse in summer
one day i rose to try reach the summit

forgot the clock
i'm taking my time in my finding my lover
a drip starts the flow i’m doing a runner
coz i gotta go, i cant overgrow 
i will just drown and lie in soil

just drop off u making me boil
i cant go on like this, i’m loyal
my roots cant be touched 
the view here is lush 
i gave u my vines and u sat there and clapped like a royal

i feel a slight breeze from foyer
i let my guard down out in the lobby
i open the doors to crush all the dreams that i had set forth
to count up this money

i'm losing sleep to stay still in this hurry
this lifes a flash one blink and im hungry
but what’d i accomplish, what’d i achieve
i stare at the wall thinking how funny

hilarious even
i'm counting the steps to the gates and its never even
i'm holding the fruits in the garden of eden
i'm holding the key to the soul and its freedom

just let me rot
i'll be ok if you want to stop
i'll be the same
maybe I got it all messed up
don't be the same in this world, thats why they all left us

you can let go of that weapon now
I planted the seeds, controlling the ground
if I can give you a glimpse of what is going on

I'll have you know x 8
this world ain't always cold

garden of eden

garden of eden (jacob vallen)

lyrics


slaughter all the things inside my head
trust me ull be better when ur dead
trust me _ trust me ill make use of your whole death
ill pull off ur skin and wear ur skin inside the shed
something in my mind is leaving me penitent
i stole ur identity im you aint that the best
i just do it better im a better u than that
i had siphoned out the carbon from ur dying breath

sorry that u had to go like that
sorry but i had to take it back
ill say hi to your family theyll think youre coming back 
but youre just some meat inside the shack

im the executioner, the jury and the judge 
whats your final thought when you cannot see the sun
whats been on your mind i promise i wont be too stunned
we barely even started why the hell you think we’re done

slaughter all the things inside my head
trust me ull be better when ur dead
trust me _ trust me ill make use of your whole death
ill pull off ur skin and wear ur skin inside the shed
something in my mind is leaving me penitent
i stole ur identity im you aint that the best
i just do it better im a better u than that
i had siphoned out the carbon from ur dying breath

it's better this way

lyrics

every piece of me is saying
word on the streets is your not staying
beg on my knees for you to say it
x2
but pleasant grove is all you know and fractured homes with broken family
i can’t tell you where to go
but every road led back to folly

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

iv been throwing up, iv been throwing up all on the pavement 
she’s said it’s so frustrating 
she said i wish you were happier
so now every smile feel like a facelift
now you got tears running down your face 
but you took it all and i gave it
i know it’s not good for my brain 
but i have more fun when im wasted
now i been drinking every night but safely
six months ago this looked so much different 
but word on the street and my mind says you hate me 
that would rip my heart in an instant
last time we had a fight 
i remember what it felt like to cry 
got smoke in my mouth and got tears in my eyes
cuz i don’t want the last time
to be the last time we say goodbye 

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

sticks and stones tend to break me down
try to grab the wheel but im crashing out
mom and dad don’t like me know
it hurts because they used to be proud
why you never around 
when i’m calling your phone,you’re just putting it down
iv been falling apart on the burial grounds
iv been screaming for help but can’t open my mouth.

folly w/ notahero [king theta]

lyrics ⬇️

no i cant be here im not attached
and i apologize dear but its too bad
yea i spent a couple crummy years
and now i lack
everything i could of gained while we were sad

you cant keep up w these options
left and right you be tossin these questions to me
dont expect itd be awesome
theres not much to see

like cordoroy im waitin here while feelin like a beast
out of my mind and down on my knees
you can tell me what i needed to be
gettin so cold out that i start to freeze
double the crutches get stompped by the cleats
u dont need nothin u wanted from me
ima be further away from the scene
i dont want nothin to do w the beans
im crossin my arms when you show em to me
turnin up everything before i leave
im makin my mark i want em to see
where i would be 
where i would be if i didnt have grief
ill put down my gaurd and ill make em believe 
yea i been to places that i couldnt reach

send me a shot 
hit witta bat
outta the park
not comin back
no time soon
yea thats a fact
a big monsoon
changing the current track

yea yea i wanna lay there but not on a mat
yea yea i feel the cold air surface into the flat
yea yea maybe its all i got maybe its all i have
racin until im gone baby i feel like a stag

comin up- a dry time
double up my life line
and i dont wanna tell a bad lie
but its hard with your eyes

and you were all i wanted
then you broke a promise
it wouldnt be too classy
if im being honest

a compromise dont seem much if it already seems overwith
put a tripod in the hallway then ill wait to see if the camera glitch
got phasmephobia fearin all the ghost thatll be comin in
walk far til im clearin my system and ill settle in

yea gentlemen
cold hearts spark adrenaline 
had a bold start but you tremblin now
old cards got me holdin my ground

i cant be here im not attached
and i apologize dear but its too bad
i spent a couple crummy years
and now i lack
everything i could of gained while we were sad

monsoon (yunnygoldz)

i need a way
need a way
from the sorrows
take out the waste
oh my days
i feel so hollow

you blew me away
like the dust from the tables
all love was fake 
yea i know it was fatal
wash away the pain
i have these methods
that i cannot get into
i dont wanna drown in the rain 
but im alone i might just need too

i know all about you
what is life?
its starting to feel just like a game
and i would never doubt you
in the end we'll both go our ways

how hard do i try? 
no matter i will die
and i try finding peace
but turns out its a lie
and im stuck on this path
im fucked in the end
it was a laugh 
but right now im so dead

you blew me away
like the dust from the tables
all love was fake 
yea i know it was fatal

dust [wixxy]

lyrics

im outside
i’m like where the hell you been
i’ll slide
wondering how the hell you been
are you alright
buckle up and put your head back
i’ll play you my new song
i hope that you like it

blunt something like my therapist start talking when i light it
i act like i don’t care about it but then i get to writing
just cuz i lost your spark don’t mean that i can’t reignite it
love you too much to leave so imma stay and try to fight it
love you too much to hurt you so i fuck around and lie
but i’m not tryna burden you from what’s burning me inside
it’s okay tho
it’s alright
baby i’m outside
baby where the hell you been can you tell me what’s on your mind

i ain’t see you in so long
but i promise i been working hard stack money on my phone
i don’t talk that much so i barf up words on top these songs
im quiet in the back of the party sipping white claw and patron
just stay with me for a few days help me figure out what the fuck i’m on
baby this big boy shit
i can’t rest im too grown
my back breaking and i can’t find my eyes cuz they too low
my demons like rubrics cube lately
id figure it out but i don’t know

blunt something like my therapist start talking when i light it
i act like i don’t care about it but then i get to writing
just cuz i lost your spark don’t mean that i can’t reignite it
love you too much to leave so imma stay and try to fight it
love you too much to hurt you so i fuck around and lie
but i’m not tryna burden you from what’s burning me inside
it’s okay tho
it’s alright
baby i’m outside
baby where the hell you been can you tell me what’s on your mind

she love me too much to remind me that this happens every time
u know i been having trouble staying inside the lines
a little swervy i been drinking every night
it’s like im celebrating not wanting to be alive
my body a temple i can’t turn into a shrine
can’t snuff my flame out before i even find the light
i don’t know how the hell i been am i alright
a couple drinks and autotune and call it a night

blunt something like my therapist start talking when i light it
i act like i don’t care about it but then i get to writing
just cuz i lost your spark don’t mean that i can’t reignite it
love you too much to leave so imma stay and try to fight it
love you too much to hurt you so i fuck around and lie
but i’m not tryna burden you from what’s burning me inside
it’s okay tho
it’s alright
baby i’m outside
baby where the hell you been can you tell me what’s on your mind

shrine (under the maple tree)

(Prod. Noise Complaint)

Lyrics: 

Couldn’t let you inside
I just do the same thing 45 times
Know I hate the thought of you with any other guy
No I’m not the type of boy just to see you as a prize
Spent a whole year to realise
I can see you lie
You were never mine
But nevermind

It’s always so silly to me how much I respect the honesty
Put so much forward for things you can’t see
Look in my eyes when you’re talking to me
What it is when my heart feels ordinary
Why do I feel so alive when the shit get scary?
It’s only a problem to me

I can see the tear drops falling down
I know you can’t even look at me
My problem always keeps me separate from the crowd
Can’t you look forward without looking down?
I got too many issues to part ways with you now
I gotta sacrifice
Looking so bluntly while I sharpen my knife
I swear I told you this is what I wanna do with my life
But when your eyes meet mine we just can’t think twice
(Is this what I’m doing tonight?)

What I gotta do to make you proud of me?
What’s for the best isn’t what I want
Know your future’s uncertain and it’s always a lot
Know I make you mad, yeah I pissed you off
Would I stop being sad if I make the top?
Give me time baby, and you’ll forget about me
‘Cause if you gets much worse I’ll be the only reason
Try to clear your memories, forget the hidden meaning
When it gets so cold that I-

Always the catalyst
Cry harder for me babe this is the last time
I feel so fucking sick in my mind
I’ll never forget your hand on mine
I wanna hurt myself thinking ‘bout the next guy
“Sorry I hurt you” doesn’t make it better
I can not curse you, only the city weather
And when I fell in love I knew this shit was coming
Crashing at false speeds, and you just leave me nothing.




nvm :/

lyrics:
(losing you)
and you know it
(losing you)
(you know you know)
and you know it
(losing you)
and you know it
(oh losing you)
(you know you know you know)

im losing you and you know it
im losing you and you know it
you know you know 
and you know it
and you know it
im losing you and you know it
im losing you and you know it
you know you know 
and you know it
and you know it

i can never miss a loss baby
let me show you what it cost baby
hold it down cause im a boss baby
drop the top down or something
i dont need no loving
when its all over ima charm in
when its over we gon ball man
and i hope you catch me when im falling
treat you like a new baby 
it was just last night we was raving
niggas showing love but they faking
i just wanna tell my mama we made it
in the wraith and the colors is changing
dont you worry bae know youre my favorite
i been waiting for someone to save me
i dont think anybody can save me

missing you and you know it
im missing you and you know it
you know you know
and you know it
and you know it
im missing you and you know it
im losing you and you know it
you know it 

(yeah)
i can show you all the finer things so baby go take my hand
niggas gon hate on this side of things of course they dont understand
i put my heart into everything while people go watch in the stands
one day ill get you a wedding ring if you give me just one more chance (woah)

im losing you and you know it
im losing you and you know it
you know you know 
and you know it
and you know it

i can never miss a loss baby
let me show you what it cost baby
hold it down cause im a boss baby
drop the top down or something
i dont need no loving
when its all over ima charm in
when its over we gon ball man
and i hope you catch me when im falling
treat you like a new baby
it was just last night we was raving
niggas showing love but they faking
i just wanna tell my mama we made it
in the wraith and the colors is changing
dont you worry bae know youre my favorite
i been waiting for someone to save me
i dont think anybody can save me

im losing you and you know it
im losing you and you know it
you know you know
and you know it
and you know it
im losing you and you know it
im losing you and you know it
you know you know
and you know it
and you know it
im losing you and you know it
im losing you and you know it
you know you know
and you know it
and you know it

never miss a lost

Songs I never dropped from 2020. Tape OTW!!!

Break You Off

This song is an energetic, sexually charged dancehall/hip-hop hybrid designed to ignite a party atmosphere. It's a celebration of female dancing, particularly "whining," and the irresistible allure it creates, delivered with a confident, almost voyeuristic male perspective.

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monsoon (yunnygoldz)

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