websitezero first week of june <3

for my boyfriend, ily shy <3

prod. @jolst @pekarot_161

i dont deserve u 
but im so glad i have u...
im so glad...

i dont deserve u
im just lucky that i get to know u

i dont deserve u
im sorry fore these hoops you have to
jump through
im nothing but bad news 
you're the only thing that 
i dont wanna lose 

you're the only thing that 
ive ever cared about losing...
and i try to
control these feelings but i cant

and im sorry baby
i try to 
control these feelings in my head
but sometimes...i cant...

you've been everything to me
from way back when till now
and every message in between 

you're the only thing that
ive ever cared about losing
and i try to
control these feelings but i cant...

and im sorry baby..
i try to...
control these feelings in my head
but sometimes i cant...

(sometimes, sometimes)

sometimes i cant!
sometimes i cant!!

you're the only thing that
ive ever cared about losing
and i try to
control these feelings but i cant...

deserve u [+pekarot & jolst]

love you ryan<3 talk to you soon.
beat prod by: wisssery x nihil
written and performed by: popularreject

Ryan's song (p. wisssery x nihil)

Fool Me Once

lyrics //

me: we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

hurt back then but my hearts still beating
fuck my friends they don’t know that i’m 
leaving soon

piece by piece we can put it back
make you think i do track how i run right back to you
and it’s a heart attack, stabbing my back
but i think i’m numb to you
good times, feel you runnin through my bloodline
pack my bags let em all forget me
i’ll be good mom just keep the memories oh

we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

hurt back then but my hearts still beating
fuck my friends they don’t know that i’m 
leaving soon

fordy:

broke down city
run around town but it’s looking so empty
in a world so tempting
never done wrong till a girl had left me

said sorry, but it’s not enough 
you saw me, just lock me up
or let me bleed, i’m not enough to marry me 

what about the memories? nowadays i can’t even barely sleep nah
and what about the sympathy? wrote down pages on the way i feel now

i’m leaving you’ll see me soon 
still breathing 
the same fumes you hated
the same tunes 
same playlist

and now i know, it’s so clear
iv been drowning way below, and i can’t hear
if they’re coming or they’re leaving out the door

but one thing
don’t expect me to double back loving
don’t you think that we needed more trusting
cut ties cuz all ur assumptions 

me: we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

i was hurt back then now my heart still beating
fuck my friends they don’t CARE that i’m leaving soon
i just know that i’ll be with YOU
i just know that i’ll be with YOU

leaving soon w/ brecken

lyrics ⬇️
it was hard to see you last year
tear a page or two idk why I’m even here 

lost me when you heard silence
drive by when I just wanted peace and quiet 

she don’t ever get the memo
the less I talk the more she whine abt the money envelopes
like wachu got to show
pulling me apart when I wanna take it slow
If you see me from afar don’t think that I’m comin home
I’m had lost a game of love you did not want me to grow
why does life gotta be so tuff I wanna live I wanna glow
stuck in situations salty cuz you never wanna know

like please just let it go
you’ve done enough to hurt me so please 
leave me lone
I don’t wanna rest your soul
all this fighting gettin old
do you even really realize the lesson that you told
You don’t know how to take turns
takin money you ain’t earn
so I stare up at the ceilin 
wonderin what you worth
did I really miss her first

i think that there is no way cuz females are the worst
was it night or was it day when you gave me a curse
why does life gotta be so tough
stuck in situations salty cuz you never wanna know

if you leave me on curb with no body
ima find someone and give em some money
they like where you wanna go
life is so unfortunate so please just take me home
all my family thinks I’m stoned 
or is that what they know
i been trying hard to get away from anything at all
and she don’t pick up my calls
and that’s all my fault
probably cuz I called 100 times the night you did me wrong 
i think I’m lucky if a day in life you listen to these songs
and realize all the pain you cause
the burden that you was

let me watch the flames go up
while your friends hide in a bush
if I try to run away at least they would hook you up
think they wrote a whole damn book abt how I was such a crook
oh how it’s a shame
the feelings that you took

and I always took the blame
got me washed up in your looks
And then I realize I’m insane I start to coughin up my love
I’ll never get it in her brain oh my god let me give up 
the hundred times that I had said it
and you still don’t give a f***

what is your influence 
I think I’m watching too much horror movies 
is that it
or is that just my dumb conformities

I’m in the mist
facing problems never solving them

what is your influence (thorley)

Lyrics 


[v3nn]

I don’t think these people understand me 
No one seems to have a problem yeah well I got plenty 
I just need some benjis
Bitch I’m coolin w my bros don’t give a fuck about no show 
I’m faded and reminiscing, times when I was sixteen 
I wonder if they all will miss me 
Probably not they never listened 
I want me some diamonds that glisten 
Fuck these fake friends I swear I won’t miss em 
And when I am up, I’m not even coming back for Christmas 
All the family I’ve known turn their backs 
As a matter of fact 
I can’t think of one person that had my back when I was under attack 
It’s 4:59 I can’t believe it
It’s fuckin 5 am again 
My words are starting to get so sloppy maybe I should just use a pen

I don’t think these people understand me 
No one seems to have a problem yeah well I got plenty 
I just need some benjis, I might cop a belt if that shit says fendi 
Eyyyyuuuhhh
I’m feeling myself, I think I might be in better health 
But there’s still days I wanna kill myself 
And maybe I just need some help 
Eyyyyuuuhhh
Faded everyday I can’t lie 
Sippin on my cup asking myself why


[teej]

Listen to the fable, I hear it talkin
i been fuckin up my life ill take the drugs inside my pocket 
put the chain around my neck i threw the key and locked it
all this sippin i been doin its been heavy on my conscience 
huh
you cant tell me im not cautious
i been lookin out 
im rockin truey with the robins (talkin jeans)
but they dont think that i could do that
everybody fake around me i always knew that 
I been doin everything i can just to prove that
wood falls
Birds chirp i can hear it
Sip the grog 
Sip the grog until you feel it
lucky strike strike in the place of my last night
dont try, cry, price is at the crash site (mw ref)
When i die i hope youll see me in the next life
Dirty things i try to pour inside my sprite
i dont want friends ill be alone cause they dont act right

lucky strike christmas w/ teej [rubbish]

All the time (Prod.Loverboybeats x 80root)

<3 ft. @stevenawelch

LYRICS:
Afterburn at night
Fireflies take flight
Lighting up the sky
In the shape of a heart for you and I

Slowburn, lowflame
Ignite, butane
Run back, constraint
Feel the heat come take a taste
Fireflies light up the sky
In a heart formation
I cant believe whats in my eyes
I need no hesitation
No debate into my conscious
Think too much i might get nauseous
Wash away, all my sins, and what i did wrong
I love you here i love you now, so lets not prolong
My feelings are here to last in my fragile heart

Walk too far when in my shell
Anxious stutter cant you tell
Free myself when i ring that bell
Til then ill reside in my own hell 

V3nn:
Reside in my own hell, sometimes I can’t tell if I am well 
Baby please give me some time to excel 
I just really want your love why can’t you just tell 
I just wanna get away from here, 
blow pack everyday, while the haters stare 
And I can never do this shit on my own 
That’s why I need you I can’t be all alone 
I remember all the long nights crying on the phone 
When laughed in my face, am I a fucking joke ? 
Smoke so much weed my lungs hurt, I might choke 
And I got a Dutch so you know that bitch slow burn

Fireflies ft. v3nn [prod. yunny goldz]

prod. heyzbee & dexter yu

where are you, it’s dark as hell 
missing something, i dunno well 
when you come by, i know that smell 
the warmth it brought, came with a yell

sun burned me so many times
turned to the moon for a different light
it hurt the way that i viewed guys 
still understand what he provides
stole every tear that i ever shed
always got the feeling of utter dread
at one point i thought you were dead
so much that has gone unsaid 

overthinking everything 
how am i supposed to be
what’s it mean to be a man 
when i just wanna be seen 
i’m not sure i am me 
or who i’m supposed to crown queen 
i put my head inside the sand 
and find someone like a king 

got a pill problem honestly i probably got it from you 
got a lot of problems honestly, i got a lot of issues 
every time i speak got a problem i wish i could undo 
i been screaming into a mic every since my debut 

watch days go by
still have no light 
watch, watch, go, go
still, still, no, no 

why'd i feel so anonymous everywhere | go
the elephant in every room so l stay on my lone
why is there no help?
when i'm obviously asking do l talk in riddles
cus nobody understanding.
sas a standing
i can barely sit straight seayingnside to side
debating whether im jus insane
is this hell that i reside
do i confide in the little things
where are you now where are you now

watch days go by
still have no light 
watch, watch, go, go
still, still, no, no

Kronos (feat. vails)

prod me

lyrics:
cut me off im torn in pieces
your were my friend oh i believed it
how it hurts to even see you

how i start to get pissed
when i see myself like this oh
i guarantee you dont know
a single thing about me
hm oh oh

i'm fine at least i tried
how could you eve say this?
i guess this is goodbye oh
sorry for wasting all your time

cut me off I'm torn in pieces
your were my friend oh i believed it
how it hurts to even see you
oh
oh
oh oh



goodbye

prod me
w/ @evergardens

lyrics:
why am i nauseous?
i cant see i don't get it
soon youll realize and youll come to regret it
promise ill make it up
diddnt think id get this rough
i dont want this to end
lets start over, start agian
hmm
sorry for what i said honestly i wasnt thinking
take me back to when we met
things were moving steady then
but i don't blame you if you sad that you hate me
i understand, i understand

expressions, hard to read
u feel so out of reach

ive been
replaying voicemails
and going through messages
ill make it up
say you tired of my promises

and i can do more
sick to my stomach
don't want this to end
lets start over, start again

promise ill make it up
diddnt think id get this rough
i dont want this to end
lets start over, start agian
hmm

start over, start again

Lyrics.
Everyone around wonder how it’ll go
Fuck idek I’ll tell you when I book this show
But imma probably push it off until it gets too cold 
When the ice on the road and the drive too slick for me to go
But still I stay in zone
I’ve been staying home 
Writing notes on the phone
Tryna further my flow 
Like I further my throw
Grow when I’m stone like I do when I bone

Like I do when I bone 
Airplane mode 
Fuck a text Ik
No votes if you say so I just won’t go
Then it’s airplane mode 
Airplane mode, airplane mode, airplane mode 
And I just won’t go

And I just won’t go
And I just won’t go
If you say so then I just won’t go
Then it’s airplane mode

What would I want to be 
If anything else I’d oughta be 
Someone else
 and finally 
Back all the way from the oddities 

If anyone one else starts calling me 
I could probably tell you imma lost cost 
See it through my life 
And it’s nonstop 
Foxtrot fought
Quietly I’m fighting in this onslaught rot
Fuck I really need to see a doc on the clock 
I don’t need the meds 
I need a buck shot cocked
Put it to my thoughts 
Where the fox forget 
And wash away the guilt 
But if I will? probably not.

Singing and vocals: trexture
Mixing and mastering: trexture
Producer: prod. sorrow bringer

Airplane mode (prod. sorrow bringer)

Crazy Things (Studio Session)

Perky Nap

produced by @metlast


broken in two
but i keep falling for you
that's how i know that it's true
you say you want me i want you too
[x2]

baby come with me just take my hand
i can tell you really wanna dance
if only you could give me one more chance
cause you're the only one that understands me

as long as i have you i don't need no plan b
tell you i want you and you say that you want me
hold you so close when i'm feeling lonely
you're so sweet baby you remind me of candy

so sweet, you're so sweet whenever you're around
i want you to hold me down
[x2]

you're so sweet whenever you're around
i want you to hold me down
so sweet

broken in two
but i keep falling for you
that's how i know that it's true
you say you want me i want you too
[x2]

broken in two [metlast]

my therapy
-3 song EP w sad chill out now on all plats 💚

what is your influence (thorley)

brecken

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