Lyrics:
I changed my colors for you 
I watched the raindrops hit your face
that feeling that you always gave me 
wouldn't trade it for a thing
the scent of rain, reminds me of yesterday
when we split our ways, and it killed me everyway
those eyes, the blonde hair
i don't know why i'm here
sitting here with my life to spare
empty thoughts full of despair
i don't know
i don't know anymore
i hope you're good, cause i'm not 
i love the way that you talk 
and i just wanna let you know
you always felt like home
feelings stayed but i'll go 
feel like a metronome

i hope you're good cause i'm not. (prod. rrarebear)

Lyrics

I fall down on my face
& I wont get up
i wannna runaway
yeah im so fed up

all of the drama get stuck on an island 
 running around , running around
im on the bottom , i cant see

Sun is out but the rain inside
I get lost in my own mind
Im not the best but you dont seem2 mind
I live in ur head & u live in mine
Alr , I've been down & out 
Alr  , I'll get up rn
I'll tell u that i am fine
I'll find a way out of my mind

fall down , fall down on my face
fall down on my face. fall down ,  im tryna find a way

I fall down on my face
& I wont get up
i wannna runaway
yeah im so fed up

yeah i wannna run, with u , with u
yeah i wannna run, with u

FallDown! (Prod. By boyfifty)

if i only had a way to tell you, maybe i would get it off my chest
every time we made a plan it fell thru, maybe it was for the best
if i only had a way to go back, maybe i would hold my breath
all the time passed, and we lost track of the love that we left
i thought that it would be different this time
maybe i'm finally losing my mind

killstation - confession (prod. killstation)

"IS EVERYBODY I SEE ANOTHER VERSION OF ME?
WHAT IF MY REALITY IS DEEP INSIDE OF A DREAM?
WOULD IT BE HARD TO BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING THAT I'VE SEEN IS JUST A FIGMENT OF MY IMAGINATION? I'M ASLEEP

I'VE BEEN FALLING DOWN
I'VE BEEN FADING OUT
SEEMS LIKE ALL WE HAD IS OVER
SO I'LL LEAVE WITHOUT A SOUND
YOU'VE BEEN FALLING DOWN
YOU'VE BEEN FADING OUT
FEEL LIKE I NEVER SEE YOU SOBER
SO I WON'T BE BACK AROUND"

killstation - delusion (prod. killstation)

INTOXICATION (PROD. WXRST)

Lyrics: 

Dont call me drunk saying 
"Baby, I have made a mistake!"
It's not my fault that you got drunk
And you left me this way
I hear you voice whisper 
Every time that you say my name 
Mentally gone disgusted by the site of you face

When all is said and done 
There's nothing left to do 
I'm holding onto love 
As if it's only you 

Make no mistake
I've been one to escape 
All my problems have problems
The feeling of pain can't be measured with hope 
Can't be fixed in a day
I see you moving on 
You see me still the same 
Can't be giving out hope 
When you know there's no change
I've been feeling alone in my room everyday
While you out and about still enjoying your way
While I'm down in a drought feeling nothing but pain 
While I'm punching the walls 
And I'm counting my days 
When you see me 
I wonder do you feel the same
Been invading my thoughts 
Hear you saying my name 
You still poison courpting the blood
That sit in my veins 
That sit in my veins 
That sit in my veins

Dont call me drunk saying 
"Baby, I have made a mistake!"
It's not my fault that you got drunk
And you left me this way
I hear you voice whisper 
Every time that you say my name 
Mentally gone disgusted at the site of you face

I'll die soon before you 
And hope you loved me more 
I'm holding on to love 
As if its only you




IMMUREMENT III

INTOXICATION (PROD. WXRST)

MESOCYCLONE (PROD. RECKLESS)

Lyrics:

I'm losing, I'm losing, I'm losing my mind 
So sick of the way that you play with my time 
I love you, I hate you still I can't decide 
No twisted devotion 
You've ruined my life 
Sick of the games that you play all the time 
I want to replace but I can't in my mind 
I try to believe what you say all the time 
But hearing you speak is just lie after lie 

Twisted, twisted, twisted, twisted my mind 
You've twisted, twisted, twisted my mind 

I tried to believe you
I tried to relieve you 
It's not my fault you wanted pain 
I know you a user abnormal abuser 
What difference it's always the same 
"You take one, I take two" pain killers they help you
Relief me from pain that you gave 
I wanted to help you but now that I know you
I see that you cannot be sane

Twisted, twisted, twisted, twisted my mind 
You've twisted, twisted, twisted my mind 







MESOCYCLONE (PROD. RECKLESS)

INFIDELITY (PROD.SOBERNAP)

Lyrics:

I knew when we fell in love, love
My heart was never gonna change 
With you I had lost so much, much 
Was hoping somethings would stay the same 

I've been losing my mind 
Ignoring the signs
Don't know where to go from here 
Been ready to die 
Put all things aside 
You come to me for advice 
You only call me when your sober 
And you need a good guy

I knew when we fell in love, love
My heart was never gonna change 
With you I had lost so much, much 
Was hoping somethings would stay the same 

I think of you often 
Though our love is toxic
It makes me wanna kill myself 
So sick of us stalling 
Though lately I'm falling 
Can't see myself falling for anybody else 
Shawty it kills me, baby it kills me 
To see you talking with someone else 
I know your not good for me 
I know your not good for me 
But how could I stand being with someone else

I knew when we fell in 
I knew when we fell in
I knew when we fell in love, love 











INFIDELITY (PROD. SOBERNAP)

INTRUSION (PROD. TIREDEAD)

Lyrics:

_"You better not talk...you've been badly hurt!"_

I can barely talk 
I can barely breathe 
I can hardley see intruders stepping in for everything I need
I get a blade feeling so dismade
Use it on his face 
Then I run back check on the family 
Make sure that they safe 
He ain't alone came with gravity 
Push me on the floor and then we fight
My cousins came in defending what we own 
We took a stance Man to Man 
Heart to heart a whatchu call it 
Caught up in the gore
We was boys breed in war, Ay

Ion give a fuck 
Ion give a fuck 
Ion give a fuck, Ay Ay 
Ion give a fuck 
Ion, Ion, Ion, Ion , Ion
Ion really give a fuck! 2 x

I cannot feel no remorse
Cut ties with humanity left on the floor
Whispers crawl down on your spin like a blade
Told you what would happen if you planned to stay

So sick of the way 
How you bitches hate
Let me be alone in my prime
In my own domain
Biches probably would kill for a bill
Fuck the fucking fame
I don't give a fuck how much you saved
Acting like a god but you folding under pressure, wait
Talk to loud from a distance, Say it to my face 
Tried to rod the wave? Better drown in your disgrace
Fuck you and anybody that got shit else to say
I'll say it like

Ion give a fuck 
Ion give a fuck 
Ion give a fuck, Ay Ay 
Ion give a fuck 
Ion, Ion, Ion, Ion , Ion
Ion really give a fuck! 2 x

INTRUSION (PROD. TIREDEAD)

Concrete
Parepin
Vengence
Extinction
The two of us are dying
Unison
Goodbye

Mixed on a Denon DJ MC4000
All tracks by @killstation
check out my other tracks ✨

Killstation Mix <3

TRACK #5 FROM "THE TWO OF US ARE DYING".

ARTWORK BY KYLE J THOMPSON.

COMPOSED, ARRANGED, WRITTEN, PERFORMED, RECORDED, PRODUCED, ENGINEERED, MIXED, MASTERED & RELEASED BY KILLSTATION.

PAREIDOLIA (PROD. KILLSTATION)

Lyrics:

Girl, I could be your knight, 
In shinning Armour, yeah.
Girl, I could be your boyfriend, 
In your wet dreams, oh yeah.
Girl, I could be your everything and
It still wouldn't make a difference. (No no no no)

Shit, just
Go, go, go, go, go, go away
Go, go, go, go, go, go away
Go, go, go, go, go, go away
Go, go, go-

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