Without You (2006)
You will find another version of this song on „Nebula“, but „Without You“ was originally planned as pop rock song. Unfortunately the full 3 minute version of the acoustic version got lost in the void, so all I could recover is now on this album. We could never finish „Without You“, because the guitar arpeggio is impossible to play. We tried multiple times and it just did
not sound right.

Nadine de Macedo: composition, arrangement, synthesizer, programming, production
Picture: Pixabay

This song is of my b-side album "Electro Static"
https://too.fm/ndm-electro-static
https://nadinedemacedo.bandcamp.com/album/electro-static

Where to find us:
https://www.youtube.com/@nadinedemacedo
https://nadinedemacedo.bandcamp.com

Electro Static

Without You (Acoustic Version)

Every Ending (Guitar)

Down Low (2025)

Heartache In My Levi's

Existential  Pop...written 2020 during Covid Lockdowns

"I only want to be"...the wish of everyone and everything .....in this absurd universe  life is still precious... sometimes it helps to forget the questions and answers and just enjoy the ride while it lasts...

(intro sound clip is the lovely Geena Davis from David Cronenberg's The Fly)

The Chosen One 

That luncheon lady she's so Ubermensch preachy   
Always quoting Herr Friedrich Nietzsche   
Thus spake this and thus spake that 
 I'm kind of fearful of her nihilistic moan                                                                        
I'm a soon to be victim of her deinfestation
A subject not wanted in a hundred nations
Passport check, I'm a fly, a dust speck
I was born into this hostile home

I just want to roam                                                    
I only want to be                                                        
Escape this shell, the world is wide                     
All these ruminations ruining me                            
I just want to sail                                                       
Through the sand and sun                                       
Asking too many questions                                     
I don't know the answers                                          
I thought I was the chosen one                                 
The chosen one                                                           

That lady's talking to walls, she got an outsider view
She's been writing, she been reading some Celine and Camus
Debating this, disregarding that
In our unholy, existential zone

I'm an insect man buzzed on hope and glory
Fablizing, fairytaling all of these stories 
With Kafka creep and doublespeak 
It's untranslatable, my twisted tone

I just want to roam
I only want to be
Escape that swatter splat
My world is flat
Got a wordy woman chasing me
I just want to bail
Out  the window and run
Asking too many questions 
I don't know the answers
I thought I was the chosen one
The chosen one

She said Don't try                         
This is a NO FLY zone                
God is dead                                
Your life is mine, time to recall the loan 
She said Don't fly                         
This is a NO TRY zone               
God is Dead, like Nietzsche said, time to disconnect yer phone 









The Chosen One

I caught my 8-yo daughter Hannah improvising freely and just added some synths

Shut up (by Hannah)

Former biathlon Olympic champion Laura Dahlmeier has died on 28th July 2025 while climbing in the Karakorum. A rockfall hit her at high altitude at Laila Peak while she was on the road with her rope partner. Rescue operations were greatly complicated by the dangerous situation.

This tune was supposed to be published with another title and with vocals. It was not finished yet, neither was the life of Laura.

Life is what happens while you are busy making other plans. John Lennon.

Die Welt hat Dich am Laila Peak verloren

Improvised electronic sounds for your ears
Well - Track foundation and synths and beats
Llanpsych - Guitars and mix

https://soundcloud.com/llanpsych/tracks

MERCURY with Llanpsych

Fight for sunlight (NV2)

A heavy, heart-wrenching instrumental metalcore track about the pain of distance and the desperate promise of a future together.
This track captures the relentless frustration and emotional weight of two people who are constantly separated by their goals, careers, and the demands of travel. The frantic, intricate guitar work represents the constant movement and effort they exert, while the crushing breakdowns symbolize the moments when the loneliness becomes unbearable.
The melodies are steeped in a deep, melancholic yearning—a promise echoing through the chaos that one day, when the professional battles are won, they will finally have the time they crave.
Genre: Instrumental Metalcore, Melodic Metalcore, Progressive Metal
Mood: Intense, Yearning, Frustrated, Epic, Hopeful
For Fans of:
• Melodic Metalcore, Metal, Metalcore
#metalcore #metal #screamawake #iprevail #yungblud #melodic #instrumental

Every Ending (Guitar)

Brian J McDonald