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Teeth of a Cogwheel

im 6ft 3 was before i lost weight, strapped up 275 lbs i list approx 2 inches of my final growth (beyond 34)  would have amassed about 292

"𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙛𝙖𝙨𝙩, 𝙪𝙣𝙬𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜," 𝙂 𝙚𝙢𝙥𝙝𝙖𝙨𝙞𝙯𝙚𝙙. "𝙄 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝘼𝙡𝙚𝙭. 𝘿𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙚, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙙𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙖𝙡."

𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙖𝙜𝙧𝙚𝙚𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩, 𝙙𝙚𝙚𝙢𝙚𝙙 "𝘿𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙂," 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙖 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙖 𝙜𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙤𝙡𝙙-𝙛𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙗𝙤𝙣. 𝙔𝙚𝙩, 𝙖𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙝𝙞𝙜𝙝-𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚, 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙖𝙩𝙝 𝙖𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙡𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙪𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙧𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙮.

𝙈𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙝𝙨 𝙧𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙮 𝙞𝙣 𝙖 𝙛𝙡𝙪𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙨𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙖𝙘𝙞𝙤𝙪𝙨 𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙠𝙚𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙚𝙪𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨. 𝘼𝙨 𝘼𝙡𝙚𝙭 𝙙𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙚𝙥𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙘𝙞𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝘿𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙂, 𝙖 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙙𝙤𝙬 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙—𝙖 𝙣𝙖𝙜𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙨𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙙𝙤𝙪𝙗𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙜𝙧𝙚𝙬 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙝 𝙥𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙙𝙖𝙮. 𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙖𝙣 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙭𝙞𝙩𝙮, 𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙢𝙗𝙞𝙜𝙪𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙞𝙣 𝙂'𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙜𝙞𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝘼𝙡𝙚𝙭 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣’𝙩 𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙥𝙝𝙚𝙧. 𝘼 𝙝𝙪𝙣𝙘𝙝, 𝙖 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙣𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙤𝙣, 𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙨 𝙢𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙩𝙞𝙥 𝙪𝙣𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙙𝙡𝙮.

𝙊𝙣𝙚 𝙛𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙛𝙪𝙡 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙖𝙢𝙞𝙙𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙤𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙖 𝙫𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙠𝙚𝙩, 𝘼𝙡𝙚𝙭 𝙛𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙩 𝙖 𝙘𝙧𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙧𝙤𝙖𝙙𝙨. 𝙉𝙚𝙬𝙨 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙠𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙖 𝙥𝙤𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙖𝙡 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙖𝙡 𝙞𝙣𝙫𝙤𝙡𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙂—𝙖𝙣 𝙞𝙣𝙫𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙜𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙜𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙤𝙗𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙗𝙪𝙞𝙡𝙩. 𝙄𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝘼𝙡𝙚𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙯𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙜𝙣𝙞𝙩𝙪𝙙𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩: 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙙𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙂, 𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙖 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙙𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙘𝙪𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣.

𝙔𝙚𝙩, 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙪𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙨 𝙣𝙖𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚, 𝘼𝙡𝙚𝙭 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙚𝙪𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙤𝙛 𝙖 𝙨𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙣, 𝙤𝙥𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙜𝙖𝙢𝙚. 𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙤𝙧𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙖 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙛𝙪𝙡 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙜𝙖𝙜𝙚𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩, 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙂'𝙨 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙮 𝙤𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙪𝙣𝙧𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙚𝙢𝙥𝙞𝙧𝙚. 𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙚, 𝙤𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙖 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙤𝙗𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙨𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙢𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙖 𝙘𝙖𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙮𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚.

𝙄𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙣𝙙, 𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙖𝙡 𝙪𝙣𝙛𝙤𝙡𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙩𝙤𝙡𝙡, 𝘼𝙡𝙚𝙭 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙪𝙣𝙛𝙖𝙯𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙢𝙞𝙙𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙠𝙖𝙜𝙚, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙥𝙪𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙘𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧. 𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙣 𝙖 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙚, 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙗𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙜𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙜𝙞𝙘 𝙖𝙘𝙪𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙣 𝙪𝙣𝙬𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙢𝙞𝙩𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙞𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙙𝙚𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙟𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙚𝙮.

"𝙋𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙚 𝙠𝙚𝙥𝙩," 𝘼𝙡𝙚𝙭 𝙢𝙪𝙧𝙢𝙪𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙫𝙚𝙨, 𝙬𝙖𝙩𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙢𝙢𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩. 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙡, 𝙤𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙂'𝙨 𝙚𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙢𝙖, 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙖 𝙩𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝘼𝙡𝙚𝙭'𝙨 𝙖𝙗𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙣𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙜𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙨 𝙬𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙉𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙝 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙧.

Teeth of a Cogwheel

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