loveboy / spira me - heartattack (prod. shotti & sg37)

video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P-FbPjK3ZaA

no, yeah 

you get fucked 
get high
it gets slow 
this life 
its like mud

i got guns 
they get cold 
i let go 
it gets loud 
its like love 

no, yeah 

i got pills 
i cant move
it reminds 
me of you 
its like mud

i got guns 
make you numb 
make you nervous 
you talk dumb 
its like love 

no, yeah 

its like valium 
you take it away

valium (video in desc)

https://soundcloud.com/availover
It’d be an honour to die by your hand
It’d be an honour to die by your hand
It’d be an honour to be touched by you
It’d be an honour to be seen
Ink on the quill can’t write it out
There’s nothing even left that I can lie about
Leak into existence in the hideout
Want the answers, careful what you find out

Think about it subtly
Only one step from what I wanna be
Only one moment from a tragedy
Happens all the time that’s why I treat it casually
There’s only one story can’t re-write
In the green grove with the green knight
Say it all true or stay silent
Follow through if you wish make it violent

It could be a 100 years I wont write back
And theres something tryna kill me but I fight back
Everyone left me alone but I like that
There’s only moss on the walls where I hide at
Leaving embers on the end when I’m ashing it
Leaving leather on my hands when I’m packing it
Leaving leaves on the path when I walk on it
Leaving details out my mouth when I talk on it

By Your Hand (Avail)

prod n vocals me
MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h8A4vHFIdQU

i wasnt trynna cause no problems
i said
i wasnt trynna cause no problems
uh uh
really damn broke when im stepping out in london
baby im on tour and thats why im not responding
i wasnt trynna cause no problems

its bad now
im struggling to eat
and i havent really slept well in weeks
i feel the dirt upon my sheets that i lay on
when i cry its real pain, mom

(i feel the dirt upon my sheets)
(i feel the dirt upon my sheets)
(when i cry its real pain, mom)
(when i cry its real pain, mom)
theres something missing
theres something missing
theres something missing 
theres something

nowadays nothing really looks appealing
down real bad i cant even touch the ceiling
i no longer know what i believe in
lost my passion lost my reason
i wasnt trynna cause no problems
reached for the top ended up at the bottom
its a reminder im still falling
its something really bad and its coming back like autum

real ass bloke when im stepping out in london
baby im on tour and thats why im not responding
my bodys going numb and im freezing when its hot in
i couldnt even tell you bout this all you gotta know
its bad
im struggling to eat
and i havent really slept well in weeks
i feel the dirt upon my sheets that i lay on
when i cry its real pain mom

(i feel the dirt upon my sheets)
(i feel the dirt upon my sheets)
(when i cry its real pain, mom)
(when i cry its real pain, mom)
really damn broke when im stepping out in london
baby im on tour and thats why im not responding
i wasnt trynna cause no problems
theres something missing 
theres something

I think we ought to start our life old
And we have all the pain, and we're feeble
And we look at our friends, and they're feeble too, they're 100
But every day we get younger, and we have something to look forward to
No need to kill yourself you know, there's hope
And then when you reach 20, 19, 12, 10
Every day is really a new day
And it's really a miracle
And then you're a baby, and you don't even know your life is ending
You just suck on your mother's tit and then you die

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Grocery Freestyle

ŜǗŇŜ ƑĹÃŘẸ ỖŇ Ã ƑỖŘŤ ŇĮĞĤŤ ĮŇ ŤĤẸ ŘẸĎ ŜЌЎ
ĞǗŇŜ ƑĹÃŘẸ ĮŇŤỖ ЎỖǗŘ ČĤĮĹĎ ŴĤẸŇ ŤĤẸ ƑĹẸŜĤ ĎĮẸŜ
ŘǗŇ ŜČÃŘẸĎ ỖǗŤ ỖƑ ЎỖǗŘ ϻĮŇĎ ŤẸĹĹĮŇĞ ŴĤĮŤẸ ĹĮẸŜ
ĞỖ βĹĮŇĎ ÃŜ ŤĤẸ ЌŇĮϋẸŜ ƑĹЎ ĮŇŤỖ ЎỖǗŘ ẸЎẸŜ

ᴱ ᴷᴵᴰ ᴵᴹ ᴬ ᴱᴹᴬᴵᴸ ᴵᴹ ᴬ ᴱᴮᴼᵞ
ᴿᴱᴬᶜᴴ ᴵᴺ ᵀᴼ ᵀᴴᴱ ˢᴱᴬˢ ᵀᴬᴵᴸ ᵀᴼ ᵀᴴᴱ ᴰᴱᴱᴾ ᵛᴼᴵᴰ
ᴮᴿᴱᴬᵀᴴᴱ ᴵᴺ ᵀᴴᴱᴺ ᵞᴼᵁ ᴱˣᴴᴬᴸᴱ ᵂᴴᴱᴺ ᵞᴼᵁ ᶠᴱᴱᴸ ᴬᴺᴺᴼᵞᴱᴰ
ᴰᴱᴱᴾ ˢᴷᴵᴺ ᵂᴴᴱᴺ ᵀᴴᴱ ᴹᴱˢᴴ ᶠᴬᴵᴸˢ ᴮᵁᵀ ᵞᴼᵁ ᶜᴬᴺᵀ ᴬᵛᴼᴵᴰ

e kid

holding your heart
i know i fell apart
its like the world wont start
like the world wont start
all alone 
i feel your fingers moan 
i touch your collar bone 
i never felt so owned 

spinning around
i always fall to the ground 
carrying corpse
a puppet held up by thorns
the nights embrace 
i want to be in its space
broken fingers
not a straight face

tear my muscles 
heart smuggle 
i wanna feel the struggle 
i wanna see the shovel
balling till my eyes are breaking 
i cant stop shaking 

i wanna lie everynight 
til i see white 
till i see white
all around its midnight

Streaming

digiaches - I See White

production by https://soundcloud.com/opal707 + https://soundcloud.com/with3rx

GLASS CURTAINS SIDE B

YOUTUBE LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TP8Yprxb9uQ

ecco2k - calcium (cherri flip)

@loveboy00 @opal707 @eera0
artwork: me & @with3rx

me:
raybands on but no sun without the broe's
i dont feel attached does'nt matter how it goes
winter fade away... blew it up my nose
fat fkn line when we throw a show

144 stepping out in dior
vitamin A only on 2 explore
aint selling a verse, do i look like a whore
dont need mentor's thats what broddies are for

suffer exists to b put on the side
bad weather, ight.. just dont let it inside
don't overreact just b fine w/ a TIDE
get that shit right or u dont qualify...

loveboy:
Yo
his palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
there's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti
he's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
to drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin'
what he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
he opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
he's chokin', how, everybody's jokin' now
the clocks run out, times up, over, blaow!
snap back to reality, oh there goes gravity

me:
ye, ye this fendi on to me
poppin these drugs, is someone on 2 me
keep it 2 myself unless u roll with me
im bored tonite, come over roll with me
& u remind me of it, make me feel like this is it
make me drown in my thought's, & ur standing in it
and i went up tonight, tmrw landing in it
& i like u sooo, but its hard to commit,,,,

the feeling isnt nice when ur not here
the feeling doesn't bite just comeover here
everybody fake while i give and i care
money doesnt grow.. but it does over here

raybands on but no sun without the broe's
i dont feel attached does'nt matter how it goes
winter fade away... blew it up my nose
fat fkn line when we throw a show

144 stepping out in dior
vitamin A only on 2 explore
aint selling a verse, do i look like a whore
dont need mentor's thats what broddies are for

RAYBANDS + Loveboy [Opal & Eera]

prod. by meat computer

music vid (w/ lyrics)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXxpqQUiVmU

digiaches - I See White

Brick