why you gotta kick me when i'm down?

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Gorgon city 
Tchami 


Kaytranada

Sombr   🎸 
 
Snakehips 🐍 

Effin 🎈 


Colorado  🏡

It’s Murph ✨

Odesza 🌼 

Mgk and wiz ♒️   🍃 

Jutes 💀 

Lavern 🥷🏻

Adventure club😭
 
Inzo birthday vibes(: 

John summit/bunt✨

Levity spaceship ❤️

𝙆𝙤𝙤𝙡-𝘼𝙞𝙙 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙬 🍇🧃
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For everyone it says “this profile has disabled receiving messages” so I can’t text anyone. I think I’m banned.
If you still wanna talk, ask my for my gmail, or Google meet account :) x
(Plz see this Presley I still wanna speak to u, ur an amazing friend) 😊 

I love bring me the horizon and linkin park (since I was little icl)
I’m very shy haha x
Looking for friends 
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Add my PS4 account
5’5 ish (idk it in cm)
I have adhd (I’m on the autism pathway to)

Friends:
A/Ali (he’s basically my big brother 😊)
Conner
Xavier/Yumeko (R.I.P)
Scope
Taylor
Presley (basically my lil sis)
Connor
Aron (R.I.P)
Sam
Yuni
Parker
Noah
Jacob (bestie boo pookie bear)

Important dates to me (English dates) :
29/03/2023 (R.I.P)
21/10/24 (R.I.P)

Taken❤️

Things I love:
My future husband
Teddies
Sleep
Baths/showers 
Food (fav is the chicken and duck sushi from Aldi🤤😩❤️😍)
My friends
Music
Myself (sometimes)

Burn me in flames tomorrow. sempiternal  🐦‍⬛

Check my reposts/likes/or playlists for songs to keep you going throughout the day
You can check some of my own beats but i am no longer uploading.

Repost = heard and maybe playing in my sets
Likes    = obviously like to share
Playlist = love it so much
Don't Forget To Follow my other socials

Ye olde vegan. Love animals? It takes a lot of love to not eat/wear/exploit/gamble on their precious lil souls. Be a safe human bean in a world that 'forgot' to value kindness to animals/people/mama earth xx

PS. If you find this page + we share a lot of DNA 🙃 (hi to my long lost siblings), please get checked for Serrated Polyposis Syndrome (SPS), Factor V Leiden, Endometriosis + Hypermobile Ehlers Danlos Syndrome (hEDS).

SPS :: I had nil symptoms: x7 surgeries in 19 months (every 3mths); 76+ biopsies + x2 lesions; most precancerous. Rapid recurrence (x3) identified Dec 2024, Feb 2025 + July 2025. Polyps usually take 3-7yr to grow; these popped up in 3-5 months.

Dysplasia is advanced so if it hadn’t have been found, I would have had BC very soon. I am so lucky that this was found by chance. I've been vegan for almost 20 years + I think this saved my life. My GP was stunned when he saw the histopath - I would've had BC within a year or so. My only symptoms were bloating, burping + abdominal pain, all of which I attributed to endometriosis + reflux.. I am so thankful that my GP + first Specialist chose to take it seriously (especially since I have no medical history from my bio Dad’s side of the family).

I was fortunate to access DNA testing at Westmead's Familial Cancer Service in Dec 2024 for SPS. Thankfully, this excluded other polyposis conditions, so we *only* have to worry about inheriting bowel cancer ('stool' better than nothing!).

Despite my Gastroenterologist + Geneticist both writing letters (2024 + 2025) advising the risk to my first degree relatives, NSW Health + The Royal Hospital for Women, Sydney (IVF Clinic where we were conceived) opted not to search for my siblings to let them know to get checked (they're at x3 times the risk of bowel cancer; my risk is 25-40%). My Geneticist will do her best to tell my siblings, so even if I can't - there's a contingency plan.

My Gastroenterologist + Geneticist have been shocked that NSW Health + the RHW haven't taken the necessary steps to tell my siblings + our biological father, his children (also our siblings) + grandchildren - they are also at x3 times the risk of bowel cancer. Interestingly, even if my relatives have a clear scope, my Geneticist was emphatic that they'd need repeat scopes every 5 years - which should give an indication of their risk. I've offered to submit my DNA to be checked against the Guthrie Test DNA databases - TBC! We need a National approach to ensure consistency + prevent individual states/IVF Clinics from adopting a cavalier cowboy approach to disseminating (or not) critical health information to our relatives (our family) 🤔

Please know I've tried to get politicians to help protect my siblings :: Federal, NSW + VIC. I haven't had the energy to ask for help from the media yet. I feel so much guilt that I have this information + my siblings don't, yet no one seems to care. We matter, until we don't. IVF Statistics that count :: live births (not premature deaths from decidedly unsexy inherited conditions). It's a bum deal 🥳🥁

I've been vegan for 19 years, alcohol-free for a decade (after I read the links to cancer; there's no safe amount, even 1 drink per day or binge drinking significantly increases our risk). As my GP said, 'You can do everything right but you can't outrun a genetic condition'.

Love from a very tired human bean ♥️⚓

PS. I'm on GEDmatch (A189256) so irrespective of where you've taken a DNA test, you'll be able to upload your raw DNA data file. Most of my work is on Ancestry; if you need help accessing it, reach out to my cousin, Nicky (NoK). Our DNA is a puzzle! I've solved many other cases but our relatives must have migrated everywhere - we have close matches in NZ, UK, US, etc. Maybe it'll fall into place in time.. or it won't.. just know I've tried my best to get this information to my family xx

'Don't Cry, It's Only Death' –– it's not as if the IVF Industry apologised when my mate Rel (Narelle Grech) died 28/03/2013.

why you gotta kick me when i'm down?

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