@crrease: same idk why so many people rank this song last

don't mess with what is

neanderthal, saoirse dream, & sweeney - txtme (st1cks + neanderthal)

this song is about wanting normal things like normal people


Performed by
Evangeline, mt saint michael

Written by
E. Butcher

Produced by
Evangeline, mt saint michael, Callum Sheehan


https://evangeline.info


I got the best seat in the house
and you've been dying to try it on
So when weeks turn into months and the blood dries up
I'm watching TV and you're up and gone

I want a house with a picket fence
so I can yell at the neighbor's kids
So when months turn into years and the scars disappear
I'll box all my thoughts up and shut the lid

And I hope your car tailspins on its way home
I'm chasing the high of skipping your funeral
So when old cuts open up and the tears start to fall
I'll put a band-aid on it but still fall comatose

Tailspin (ft. mt saint michael & Callum Sheehan)

Music Video: https://youtu.be/SZW7eoFDP6k

ITS TRUCK MONTH BABY !!!!

thanks to @jessephamel for the cover art and the MUSIC VIDEO!
thanks to @wishlane for backup vocals on the last chorus !
thanks to all of YOU for your love and support !

lyrics:
i'm scared to leave my room now
i'm scared to leave my house
my mom says it's unhealthy
that i never get out
i'm scared of the helicopters
scared of the cops
i'm scared of the chem-trails
keep my door locked

keep in the filtered air
recycle everything
everywhere now
see me through my webcam
you know they can
you know they can
you know you know

don't want my life to pass me by
god damnit maybe it's really my star sign
you said i'm prone to hiding
i said it's just anxiety
"why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
take the risk take the shot
and see wherever it goes"
i wish it was that simple
but i can't shake this syndrome

i'm tired of baggy eyes
of being an adult
white guys on youtube always tell me it's my fault
i need to try to meditate
get off of these meds
if there's no [redacted] left
then fuck it it's the end



keep in the filtered air
recycle everything
everywhere now
see me through my webcam
you know they can
you know they can
you know you know

don't want my life to pass me by
god damnit maybe it's really my star sign
you said i'm prone to hiding
i said it's just anxiety
"why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
take the risk take the shot
and see wherever it goes"
i wish it was that simple
but i can't shake this syndrome

PG-13

Scene 1: The family reunion

You were snoring O.D. saw the particle fx
Last time we talked you didn’t know what to expect
So I laid this map out just to see where things connect
You went on vacation but baby I’m on a quest

Welcome to the family reunion
Everybody missed you a lot
You came at the perfect time
Cuz everybody—everyone is stuck in this knot 
I’m not looking for power, but I’m completely powerless
At the family reunion, I didn’t mean to talk about it
But you said that my calling was completely unrelated to this…
(Oh shit, shit I don’t know what to tell you)

You were snoring O.D. saw the particle fx
Last time we talked you didn’t know what to expect
I deliver products and I do my very best
You left on vacation baby, I left on this quest

But every time I look down, I see death
Or maybe something else, but it gives me the ick
Who would have thought after all this time away
I’d have to report back with nothing to say…

You were snoring O.D. saw the particle fx
Last time we talked you didn’t know what to expect
I’m sorry that I lashed out when you put me to the test
But I can’t be on vacation baby I’ve been on a quest

report back

you look just like her! (demo)

stream: https://share.amuse.io/bgYe7q5ZEJct

if the lining wasn't silver tell me would you make it?
i got steel on my face like i'm bronzer tell me is it pasted?
oh i don't wanna mess this up but im desperate 
if it's something that you wanted tell me why'd you waste it?
feel my heartbeat yeah tell me can you pace it

tell me
tell me

find somebody perfect in hypothetical
all i wanted was some sunlight something to behold
got this feeling in my stomach antithetical
i can't let it go
find somebody perfect in hypothetical
lack of subtlety is highlight, underline and bold
and you'll never get there someday if you let it go
and i just let it go (i just)

hold me please
just a tease
finally spent some time not thinking 'bout you
tell me your plans worked out fine
let me know when feeling finds you
block me out and pay no mind
just a goodbye i've held too long

hold me please
just a tease
finally spent some time not thinking 'bout you
tell me your plans worked out fine
let me know when feeling finds you
block me out and pay no mind
just a goodbye i've held too long

falling in winter, dreaming

Antithetical

with @9nasu
i used the fly in the wind
i used to sing with all of my friends
but suddenly i descend

you don't wanna see this
when i don't feel like breathing
and when i close my eyes
i can barely catch sleep
i can barely feel

i won't waste your time
i won't be online
i’m trying to make it right
i'll still be home

i know it will be just fine
know i can't go, no i can't forget you
i know it will be just fine
know i can't go, no i can't just run away

i used the fly in the wind
i used to sing with all of my friends

i'll make it alright
find me home, i know it will be just fine
know i can't go, no i can't forget you
i know it will be just fine
know i can't go

when i don't feel like breathing
and when i close my eyes
i can barely catch sleep
i can barely feel

i won't waste your time
i won't be online
i’m trying to make it right
i'll still be on

i'll still be alright
i know it will be just fine
know i can't go, no i can't forget you
i know it will be just fine
no i can't go

mourning dove with nasu

https://open.spotify.com/track/1s0XvMyOhnv5mY8sT4xm3o

(I) 
I’ve been blind 
To you
But if I take time 
Will I quit lying? 
Will I be 

All up in my mind 
Till I waste nights 
I been hearing lies
Through the grapevine 
(I could tell) 
I could tell lies 
Like a quicktime

(Maybe I) 
I could take time
Like I want to 
(Maybe I)
I can break ties 
If I have to
I can make time 
For the things I wanna do

I do 
Am I too much for you?
(Much for you)
No I do
Am I too much for you?
(Much for you)

You don’t know 
That I’m too much for you
(Much for you)
Yeah, I know 
It’s too much for you
(Much for you) 
Yes I do

(Much for you, much for you) 
(I’m too much for you, much for you)
(I’m too much for you, much for you)
(I’m too much for-)

I’ve been online, need a clear mind
Staying up way too late again
Write another song and play pretend 
Maybe I’m insane or hard to bend I can say

I’m just sick of love for the meantime
I can say lies for the peace signs
I can make time for the things I wanna do

Still I’m too much for you
Much for you
I’m too much for you
Much for you 
I’m too much for you
Much for you
I’m too much for you
Much for you
I’m too much for you
Much for you
I’m too much for you
Much for you 
I’m too much for you
Much for you
I’m too much for you

Atlas

Alive

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Stardust

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