lyrics:
don’t be too hard to find when
you’re halfway across the sea

I’ll try to catch your morse signals
through the streams

when they’re not enough I’ll find my
stomach stripping bare

embrace my body
pretend it wasn’t even there
it wasn’t even there

the speckled splotch
in the corner of my iris
you’re always there you’re always there
opaque and out of reach
out of reach 

and when I lie awake
I can see figures in my head
(do you too)
if so can I ask
do I resemble any of them

I’ll rot below my bedsheets
and hold your gentle hand
screaming in the phone booth
forgiving cause you can

Figures

love y'all :)

lyrics:
you're a boy, builder boy
driving straight to illinois
have a friend or a few
you have no friends   

all remorse, intercourse
they have seen too much of you
you're a worthless, ugly view
you are worthless

you're a mess, don't annoy
to them, you're a lego toy
abs in disrepair
abs

all regret, harsh vignette
put it through your useless head
find your way to the middle east
find your way

lose yourself, go get laid
there's a hefty price to pay
you won't sleep for a couple weeks 
you won't sleep

all remorse, intercourse
they have seen too much of you
you're a worthless, ugly view

you are worthless

catching your lie
try to survive
i coulda died
into your knife

gargling blood
onto your lap
as you run your
hands through my hair

vision blurring
looking at you
lucky to see
you smirking at me

twisting that knife
into my lung
making it mush
still not enough

click

illinois

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if the lining wasn't silver tell me would you make it?
i got steel on my face like i'm bronzer tell me is it pasted?
oh i don't wanna mess this up but im desperate 
if it's something that you wanted tell me why'd you waste it?
feel my heartbeat yeah tell me can you pace it

tell me
tell me

find somebody perfect in hypothetical
all i wanted was some sunlight something to behold
got this feeling in my stomach antithetical
i can't let it go
find somebody perfect in hypothetical
lack of subtlety is highlight, underline and bold
and you'll never get there someday if you let it go
and i just let it go (i just)

hold me please
just a tease
finally spent some time not thinking 'bout you
tell me your plans worked out fine
let me know when feeling finds you
block me out and pay no mind
just a goodbye i've held too long

hold me please
just a tease
finally spent some time not thinking 'bout you
tell me your plans worked out fine
let me know when feeling finds you
block me out and pay no mind
just a goodbye i've held too long

falling in winter, dreaming

Antithetical

mono-core

lyrics:
scared to tell
there'll be great repercussions
on people you care about still

there's a knot in my fitted sheet 
from tossing and turning 
when I'm half asleep

under sanitized light
exhaustion it strikes
cause I can't seem to rest when
"I just work well at night"

so the mattress gets stained
and the pillows turn yellow  
the bug in my brain
is fueled by the bellows

that's trapped in my chest
and rattles and rings 
when I take a breath
I can still hear you sing

and there's nothing, there's no one
that I'd rather do
I give it all up
just to run back to you

(and I knew that you'd be understanding)
(and I knew that you'd be understanding)
(and I knew that you'd be understanding)
(and I knew that you'd be understanding)
(and I knew that you'd be understanding)
(and I knew that you'd be understanding)
(and I knew that you'd be understanding)
(and I knew that you'd be understanding)

Bellows

I quit everything today
Old moldy yogurt and exercise bands
In the basement where I know that I can do anything

Follow the signs, I’ve been losing my mind
And these ears are too damaged to hear
I’m wasting your time while you’re waiting in line;
I think you should get out of here

Fairy lights round the window
Tinsel and tassels
I’m warm and I’m sinful

I will hurt you if you try
Give it another

Watch as I calcify
Think I’ll take medicine for the rest of my life
Cut the opening day ribbon and
 
Give me a sign, I’ve been losing my mind
You’re not in a condition to hear
Save me some time, I’ve been waiting in line
But I gotta get right out of here

I quit everything today
I can do anything
I quit everything today
I can do anything
I quit everything today (glue on the carpet)
I can do anything (door off its hinges)
I quit everything today
I can do anything

I am in so much pain
If I take my life find my songs on my hard drive and put them online
Not cause I feel like I need to be heard
But along the same lines, just hope packing my little ideas up pays off in some way
Clearly I’d trade the process for product any day

Any day now

I Quit Everything

I hear your breath beneath the door
I leave your toys on my carpet floor

I keep them there and think of what I had
Sometimes I feel like I was your dad

But you are leaving me
You are leaving me 

I hear your scratching up the vinyl door
I haven’t moved your bowls from the kitchen floor

I keep them there and think of what I had
Sometimes I feel like I was your dad

But you are leaving me
You are leaving me

But you are leaving me
You are leaving me

phantom

Abrasion

this is the first single from my new record.
pictured is my best friend who recently passed, his name is boudreaux but we usually called him bubba. i want you to know who he was because he deserves more than i could ever have given him.

It's killing me this time.
The only thing ive ever known
Is how I can crack like a stone
And I want that to change
It's hard to accomplish - I lose track of time
I was killing this indigenous feeling
I never knew how to react

Atarax,
Copy that
Close enough
I catch a laugh
Call me a slab
Poured to crack
The pack
Hydrogen atoms
Will stack on my back
Untill I snap

You were an acrobat
I was a stumbler
Tumbling caught
In the turbulent air

I could not ask him
Because I have already
Burned up the grace
That was given to me

I was a copycat
You were a soldier
I know what you meant-
I could hardly see

GO! GO! GO!

You were an acrobat
I was a stumbler
Tumbling caught
In the turbulent air

I could not ask him
Because I have already
Burned up the grace
That was given to me

You were an acrobat
I was a stumbler
Tumbling caught
In the turbulent air

I could not ask him
Because I have already
Burned up the grace
That was given to me

I was a copycat
You were a soldier
I know what you meant-
I could hardly see

stumbler

find me in the graveyard searching for a truth
see me through the dirt, i was naked

needles fill my tilted toes as tepid arms embrace me
a rotting, lifeless body hanging from the branch

stare into its sunken eyes
don't be surprised when it won't fight
it fucked you, how is that comfortable?

skin: bone
skin: bone
skin: bone
skin: bone

a name without a face
you took a hammer to its grave and swallowed the rubble

nothing special, nothing new
your crooked fingers: necrotic

skin: bone
skin: bone
skin: bone
skin: bone

it’s in your veins, it’s in your blood
it’s in your veins, it’s in your blood
it’s in your veins, it’s in your blood
it’s in your veins, it’s in your blood

boneyard (demo)

I need to rebuild this vessel

I can feel its hull caving in

Nine taps I’ll smack the aft cabin

Beneath the waves

But my prayers
Have been broadcast

And the flare
It has flown fast

Hand it off
To the coastguard

I’ll wash up
In a shipyard

The only water this ship will set sail in

Is the pond sprinkled around its feet

And the fog that pools under its wings

Dead man’s wave

But the pond
It is teeming

And the fog
It is lifting

Know it all
Seems so hard

When you’re stuck
In a shipyard

Shipyard

my friend @tevinmichaelr on the intro voice clip

talking is no use
cus i still think about you
and i can't stop while moving
move then when i think about it

drink away the mood
our friends just la lune
and every time i sleep, i keep dreaming
a dream about us

baby, would you even notice,
if i tried to show you,
all my love tonight (4x)

baby, would you even notice,
if i tried to show you,
a dream about us

a dream about us

stylized rhythmic expression
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contact: majentmakesmusic (at) gmail (dot) com

Antithetical

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