I started writing this song in the spring of ’22. This time was spent listening to the music of Yuki Kaneko and Manuella Blackburn while immersing myself in the flowering local grasslands. I was struck by the delicate, secluded intimacy of Yuki’s album “rut”, the jaw-dropping detail of Manuella’s “Formes audibles”, and how this music accentuated the surrounding landscape. I tried to capture this feeling and the sense of renewal it inspired while honoring these wonderful artists.

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art in collaboration with Zachary Schwadel
instagram.com/zschwadel/

includes a sample of the title track from "rut" (and/OAR, 2008) by Yuki Kaneko
instagram.com/yuki_kaneko_bd/
https://www.and-oar.org/moar_2.html
many thanks to Yuki for generously allowing its inclusion

aperture, for meadow

@bedforddanes75

honestly had so much fun with this. really took me back to where a lot of my love for ambient music came from, Eno's music for airports. for the 1975's headliner at glasto this year, I decided to put this out as celebration. <3 

enjoy.

george daniel - chlorine(joon. remix)

is it THAT obvious ???

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written & produced by rebound girl
co-produced & co-written by Aloeveria [@aloeveriamusic]
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do i look too plain for the things i try?
is there room on my face for what's under my eyes?
i wanna look pretty as the sunset gets
the more i start to cry
so when i wipe my tears i can take my time

does it take three days just to make up nine?
cause the weeks fly past if i don't hold tight
oh, but the more i seem to lose myself
the more i seem to find
a new handful of ways i can ease my mind

oh, to think normal 'bout it
for just a second
should i try a little more?
but when my worry's dragging me
by my necklace
i sink into the floor

if only i could make
the land beneath my tongue
like solid ground
to break the ice
to have some fun
get out the house
these shaky hands have
built too much, i can't stop now
it's haunting me
the worst is yet to come
why's it so hard for me to face it?

why does everything spin when i close my eyes?
and the words you think thin have a mass in my mind?
is it worth throwing every stone to hit
the glass i've hid behind
or to take a day off
is it worth your time?

oh, to think normal 'bout it
for just a second
should i try a little more?
but when my worry's dragging me
by my necklace
i sink into the floor

if only i could make
the land beneath my tongue
like solid ground
to break the ice
to have some fun
get out the house
these shaky hands have
built too much, i can't stop now
it's haunting me
the worst is yet to come
why is it so hard for me to face it?

oh why
why does this fear nest in my bones?
oh why
does it take away from what i love most?

if only i could make
the land beneath my tongue
like solid ground
to break the ice
to have some fun
get out the house
these shaky hands have
built too much, i can't stop now
it's haunting me
the worst is yet to come
oh, what's wrong with me?
my instincts say to run
why's it so hard for me to face it?

it's haunting me
oh god !!

get it here !

face it!

inwards

Dovetail
Handrail
Don’t tell me just walk away

Mane or skin
Black veil
Fire daemon or evil twin

Full escape
Bread I will never get to break
Combing her hair
Knowing that she’s never getting there

Dovetail
Gunpowder
Waking up one day
Getting it together

fawn

Wild
Let her in and feel wild

(Halfway There)

Wild
Let her in and feel wild

Same 11 things
Circling around my grave
Bumblebee
Or seeing me
Or seeing you

wild

leos

snow

This song is on an EP :)

I look beside me
glittering, gleaming, blue
smokey
fluttering, fleeting
two motions
in body and feeling new
and open
hoping I see you again

a glimpse of the window
parallel posing the way
we trail slow
tingling teasing my skin
can you hold close?
cus kissing you's like kissing ghost 
you said so
kissing you like kissing ghost

leos

knapsack