Killers ft. K A D A V R U $

Lyrics;

superficial suicide is what i call the threat
these people like to use it but dont do it I'm a seasoned vet
thinking bout their motive is useless i usually cluelessly guess
but i can mark it from a distance like chalk on their head

I'm more likely gunna listen if there's some talk of regret
or talks of haunted issues that come forth in the form of a text
dawn hits more when you get hoarded with thoughts of your death
compared to forcing similar images of your corpse with no breath


torn up from the start my souls been ripped to shreds
drug addict, 
no I'm just another addict of meds
contradicted mess
I hate it when I'm drunk but i still take a sip to rest
sit and list another conflicted bit to make myself detest

I find the answer late 
like putting on a coat the day after the sky has rained
ignorance is bliss I wish id find a way
instead I get blasted blankets of black to blind me from the pain

I sometimes wonder what's the epilogue of life
like is there some conclusion to prove meaning inside time
concepts of existence 
yea I listen 
but what's mine
like do i have a reason for bleeding meaningless words that come 
from lines


I've experienced a lot of fucking suffering
first second, second hand but no arm reached out to cover it
i feel sun bleached the way I'm lying on the sand
my personality deep but on the surface it stays bland

superficial suicide turns new loves into new hates
the violence of the imagery leads me to feeling like I'm too late
its a circle i still see when I'm riding the train to a new date
but still wake up feeling empty but get up cuz its a new day

messages of suicide turned into ammunition
depressions now a weapon and its there to make you listen
expedition of my mission i been tryna turn in missing
I'm in search of recognition make a repetition till tradition



superficial suicide is faking your own death
and when it doesn't go your way you send another goodbye text
scatter in "I love you" and voice note to show upset
its all a toxic mind game to control and lose respect

i refuse to get involved with the game of taking lives
the one who isn't speaking is the one who hates their life
the one who doesn't argue is the one that hurts inside
and the one that screams out words is the one who plays with minds

suicidal devil the way that I play with death
I got a moment of aggression to a lifetime filled regret
used to pray to god but no answers cuz he just left
now superficial suicide is how I get my rest

Superficial Suicide (XXX Remix)

Locked In Ft. Vintix

Overdose (prod. llouis)

Disappeared

instrumental - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dTcxJkGOw7Q

lyrics:
I'm antisocial, it stems from my anxiety
my ex said she loves me I told her not to lie to me
I used to do too many drugs but now I like sobriety
until I find a line I like cuz I been writing tirelessly

I'm out of pocket like a joke from come fly with me
there's a reward at the end so I ask her to come dine with me
she asked if I'm upset I told her there's no time to be
but really I'm depressed even though i have no right to be

lifelessly lying in bed I try to forget
I'm blind to the scent I'm only rising for bread
look into my eyes all you'll find is regret
hopefully that shit will die one day when I'm dead

like a shadow in the night I'm invisible
spit another cynical syllable I'm tyrannical
my bodies in the spiritual I'll morph into the physical
I'm turning blood to ink so I can feel it when I'm lyrical

I'm murdering beats like I'm possessed by an evil spirit
I'm herding these sheep like a shepherd when I'm spitting my lyrics
getting bored of all these fake cunts everyone becoming gimmicks
I'll raise you up by your feet and defy every single physic

I'm evil inside I got demons that cry
so when I'm alone with myself I just wanna take my own life
fuelling each emotion with a sprinkle of spite
so every decision is different like a roll of the dice

Cold (Prod. Vilao 90s)

Prod by Imnotaracerr 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JE9CRexq3FE

Nightmares

Testament

Prod by NOXYGEN — Beats
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nPAd1IslR40

Demons

LYRICS: 
This place is not happy
Voices in the walls 
Ain’t Gonna trap you
They rather wait
Til you’re down
So they can kick in your face
Blood splatter in the hallway
That never stopped me
I always persevere
But my life finite
Moments I count dear
Money on my mind
So I never show fear
Lil baby I cut it off
holding back tears
Don’t know how to feel
But you’re never gonna get it
Pieces in my mind they
Shaped like diamonds
Pressure in my eyes
Sleep days find it
Peace day never came
a wonder I’m grinding
Can’t seem to talk
Turning gold like midas
Hate builds up
And bubbles inside
Left unshaken
You picking your side
Put you down
Threw love aside

Listen little fucker I got devils in my phone
I got this metal on my waist and i got venom in my throat
If you pull up to my place then i'll definately boast
Cuz i'll send you to the sewers and you'll definately float

Stephen King couldnt predict all the evil in my tone
Even when I'm on my own I got these demons in my home
I would bury you outside but police would see the growth
cuz id fertalize my weed with your body and your bones

This place is not happy
Voices in the walls 
Ain’t Gonna trap you
They rather wait
Til you’re down
So they can kick in your face
Blood splatter in the hallway
That never stopped me
I always persevere
But my life finite
Moments I count dear
Money on my mind
So I never show fear
Lil baby I cut it off
holding back tears

Still cold in a fucked up a way
smoke so much think it got to my brain
Got these drugs n there locked in my vein
More drugs in my face then a shot from cobain

Aint nobody gonna get ahead of me
starting to think that the death is the remedy
More brain on my lap then a kennedy
Stain in a patch on my jeans she be tellin me

NOT HAPPY (Feat. Broken Silence)

@TheYelloGod

Prod. @prodcream + thenormal.man
(Cream did first 2 beats)