lyrics:

send me to hell i come back
with a fucking postcard and hat
we hope you enjoyed your stay
but i’m never gonna come back
i been so fucked up from the past
don’t understand the concept of friends
i had some people in my life but where the fuck are they at

i’m in a cycle i feel fine but then the feeling returns
and i don’t know where i fit in within this planet called earth
i been here for 21 years still don’t know where to start
i dropped out of university to follow my heart
it’s just a part of the process
sitting back plotting
mama been crying
praying to god and
hoping that soon it’ll all pay off
cause i spent so many hours
sweet with the sour
forgetting to eat always feel like a downer
hoping that soon it’ll all just stop

send me to hell i come back
with a fucking postcard and hat
we hope you enjoyed your stay
but i’m never gonna come back
i been so fucked up from the past
don’t understand the concept of friends
i had some people in my life but where the fuck are they at

where the fuck are they at
you said that you had my back
don’t think that i am okay
but i’m not sad bitch i’m mad
i’m not surprised i see it all looking back
this selfishness is a plague
it runs so thick through our veins
why do you put people down just so you can feel okay
i won’t let you disgrace
our names to hell in the flames
it feels we waited here patiently for something to change
but it’s not coming
no it’s not coming today



produced by @ericgodflow
written, performed, engineered by @cavasoul
“systema solaris” ep

send me to hell, see what happens w/ eric godlow

Kado & Powfu  Tired Eyes

wasting away like i never was here 
the clocks always wrong and the time never heals  
i’m trapped in my head and like nothing feels real 
i’m tired of feeling like i’m never here 

time and time again i’ll always break apart to pieces
told me it gets better but i’ve always just been waiting 
the devil looked me in the eyes 
and told me that i’m out of time 
i wanna run away from everything and everyone 
and now i’m done 

baby don’t you tell me that you think that i don’t care 
cause i’ve been feeling lost and fucking dead i’m in despair 
i’m sorry i’ve been distant i don’t mean to make you scared 
i swear it’s not my fault it’s just that life is never fair 

baby if i took myself would you care?
i’m better off sleeping all day and all year
finally screaming that i hate it here 
the darkness surrounds me, it takes my last tear 

i smoke too much i drink too much  i’m killing myself 
the blade keeps going deeper and you’re blaming yourself
i told you not to worry now we’re screaming for help 

i swear it’s not my fault it’s just that life is never fair

Poured Out (Prod. Ocean) (REPOSTED OLD SONG)

A̷D̷D̷I̷C̷T̷

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