NOT FAIR (ft. idkconundrum)

lyrics:

send me to hell i come back
with a fucking postcard and hat
we hope you enjoyed your stay
but i’m never gonna come back
i been so fucked up from the past
don’t understand the concept of friends
i had some people in my life but where the fuck are they at

i’m in a cycle i feel fine but then the feeling returns
and i don’t know where i fit in within this planet called earth
i been here for 21 years still don’t know where to start
i dropped out of university to follow my heart
it’s just a part of the process
sitting back plotting
mama been crying
praying to god and
hoping that soon it’ll all pay off
cause i spent so many hours
sweet with the sour
forgetting to eat always feel like a downer
hoping that soon it’ll all just stop

send me to hell i come back
with a fucking postcard and hat
we hope you enjoyed your stay
but i’m never gonna come back
i been so fucked up from the past
don’t understand the concept of friends
i had some people in my life but where the fuck are they at

where the fuck are they at
you said that you had my back
don’t think that i am okay
but i’m not sad bitch i’m mad
i’m not surprised i see it all looking back
this selfishness is a plague
it runs so thick through our veins
why do you put people down just so you can feel okay
i won’t let you disgrace
our names to hell in the flames
it feels we waited here patiently for something to change
but it’s not coming
no it’s not coming today



produced by @ericgodflow
written, performed, engineered by @cavasoul
“systema solaris” ep

send me to hell, see what happens w/ eric godlow

Poured Out (Prod. Ocean) (REPOSTED OLD SONG)

Who Asked ft SMOKEY

Bris - 48 hours (thizz Clinton Rework)

bat shit

Produced by @k1yng3

Mixed / Mastered - @k1yng3

N U M B  やり直す

Numb

Numb (feat. K1yng3 & L2gi0n)

Im always fucking talking like im on some
It just anxiety and being on my lonesome 
It’s just i struggle everyday just to wake up
Pop pills in the night just to feel numb 

Yeah im feeling like im static 
Im not moving 
Im dramatic 
Im so sorry for my movement 
I’ve been feeling asthmatic 

Yeah
 eyes shade and i look right past
No mercy when i hit that glass

Im always fucking talking like im on some
It just anxiety and being on my lonesome 
It’s just i struggle everyday just to wake up
Pop pills in the night just to feel numb 

Im always fucking talking like im on some
It just anxiety and being on my lonesome 
It’s just i struggle everyday just to wake up
Pop pills in the night just to feel numb 

Just to keep it in my chest imma tell you i’m okay 
I don’t mean worry you so imma stay away 
Cause i don’t have a grasp of anything 
Socially distant i guess what im saying is

Im always fucking talking im on some
It’s just a fake im so distant with my life yuh
It’s just i cry every night like a fuck up
Pop pills every night hope to never wake up 

Im always fucking talking like im on some
It just anxiety and being on my lonesome 
It’s just i struggle everyday just to wake up
Pop pills in the night just to feel numb 
 
I pop pills in the night
Hope it make me feel right
No matter how i do it 
I just dont feel right 
Pills in the night
Hope it make me feel right
No matter how i do it i dont feel right


I guess im just gloomy 
And i have no passion
Heart on my sleeve 
But i lack all reason 
Every girl i had ran open season 
Clouds above my head 
Give a fuck im steaming 

Im always fucking talking like im on some
It just anxiety and being on my lonesome 
It’s just i struggle everyday just to wake up
Pop pills in the night just to feel numb

On Some (Prod Skel)

I miss you, even now. I'm sorry it turned out to be this way. I wish I could have done more.

Mix: @kammichaelmusic

No Response (Prod. Purple Hex)

Whenever I Call (Prod. Mayo Carter)

Why are you reading this?






PROLIFICS/LUCIFERS  SON (FAN BOY)


Poured Out (Prod. Ocean) (REPOSTED OLD SONG)

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