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i wanna thank every single one of you from the bottom of my heart for every single like, comment, message, etc. that you go out of your way to send to me. it's incredible to know you guys are out there. i know this is different from my usual direction, but bare with me. i love you guys.

peep the music video here
https://youtu.be/VoUc7Fp9rQU

//わたしは、あなたを愛しています//

♡

visuals

into the trees

i'd prefer an unmarked grave

occam's razor

blood stains

no samples, w/ @4evrgone <3

i'm clenching teeth again..

i'm clenching teeth again, up all night
k don't think that we should speak again
u really did me in, I did it to myself
bad decisions got me feeling thin
fuck relations, If I was on this ship
out in the ocean I'd have died then
I'm clenching fears again, In fact they hold me too
so fucking tight these lights are caving in
I'm clenching fears again in fact they hold me too
so fucking tight these lights are caving in
u really did me in
u rlly did me in

scream my name, leave my body by the stairwell
take my own life in the ocean so there's no trail
travis bro I understand, god damnit farewell
sometimes my mind lets me rot in a jail cell

scream my name, leave my body by the stairwell
take my own life in the ocean so there's no trail
travis bro I understand, god damnit farewell
sometimes my mind lets me rot in a jail cell

scream my name, leave my body by the stairwell w/ 4evr

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//私がいなくなったら後悔するよ//

i wanted to release a lil' something for you guys as a thank you for everything you've done for me. a year ago, i was just a kid in my bedroom trying to figure out himself. fucking around with beats all day, smoking weed all night. i was depressed. hell, i'm still depressed & sometimes it feels like i don't know myself anymore, but this music has been the only thing that has made complete sense to me since the start & to know i'm helping you guys all whilst you help me is beyond beautiful. i'm so lucky to be where i'm at today. to be alive with all of you in my life. don't ever tell yourself that you won't amount to anything cause you're worth much more than you'll tell yourself & i promise once you find something you're truly passionate about and you dive deep into it, you'll feel a sense of purpose. there you'll find happiness. don't ever give up on yourself. i won't give up on you.

i love you

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trafalgar (prod. by hateful)

prod @4evrgone i jus added sum bass <3

found myself so thin
downing bottles again
I don't care what you did
just wanna distance myself

from the old bleeding well
from those posts seeking help
know I can't accept shit 
so just go on without me

just get on without me 
know it won't be harming 
know you won't be hurting 
from much that's been haunting me

and that's fine

leave it up to me 
let me fucking bleed 
let me stay 
x3 

it never really mattered anyway

it never really mattered anyway prod. 4evr

no samples

@carsonconner

I know I got problems taking pills now 
I know I got problems with my head now
I know you don't love me cut that shit out
No trust cuz girls jus fuck for clout now

I been staring at the sky till morning 
Connecting stars like dots to see your face 
really I'm just sinking in a sailors grave 
They acting like they know me so I hide away

Like where the fuck were you when I was down and out
Fucked up every day blacking myself out  
If you really loved me you would cut me down
Help me count the rings and then kick me out

I know I got problems taking pills now 
I know I got problems with my head now
I know you don't love me cut that shit out
No trust cuz girls jus fuck for clout now
x2

problems w/ carsonconner

pretend i'm on vacation

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn
guitar by: @caspr

i feel like shit again
like shit again
my words burn like they sizzling
i can’t take notes i’m scribbling
i ball with bands you dribble
flow so cold it can’t ripple
i got the the slight of hand
flying like im peter pan
waste entire days
can’t find purpose anyway
can’t find shit I’m in a haze
40 oz right to my face
i’m isolated
why they think they famous?
blame it on the numbers
sometimes i can’t take it

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

off that shit again
off that gin again
till i can’t pour it up
till i can’t see my cup
is it fun to treat me like a dub
to treat me like shit
treat me like another one
and what’s the point in love
when you can’t feel a thing?
can’t feel a thing
baby i can’t feel my face
and what’s the point in love
when you can’t feel a thing?
can’t feel a thing
baby i can’t feel my face

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

so temporary

@whatevenisreal

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

catch me flyin out to LA
runnin round these fuckin circles
got a smile thats deceiving
you can hear it in my vocals
i been cryin in my bedroom
i been dyin just to see u 
can i get over this hurdle?
or will i fall and crack my skull?

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

ill be good enough for ya one day
but for now ill sit here waitin
hoping this will work its way out
but i doubt it, im decaying
wish my life had some more meanin
wish these pills would fuckin work
wish my head wasnt so fucked up
wish these feelings didnt hurt

Follow me <3

keep it a buck, im lonely af (prod. br//oken)

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//それを明るくする//

follow the homie taylor morgan 
@taylor

lyrics
--------
addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

i got you on my mind girl
& this time i'll rewind till you're my girl
life sucks waking up let my mind whirl
scroll down on your page & i might hurl
i hate when i do this to myself
write about a girl that's detrimental to my health
lost inside a state of mind where talkings only hell
and the closer that we get i lose my grip and start to yell 
i lose my shit quite often off in august on my cell
when i hit you up and told you that i'm outside of my shell
i hate the way you say you're fine
and i can tell it's just a lie
i'd wipe the tears right out your eyes
but we've already met our demise
so

addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

i'm not your enemy
i'm just a boy
you've got your friends
you say you're doing fine
but i can tell you're wrong despite
the way he kisses you at night
your smile shines so fucking bright
i think i need another light

addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

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addicted (prod. by taylor morgan)

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vjj1MrPACMc

you'll say you're sorry
but you won't mean it
i'll say i'm sorry
but i won't change
as long as i'm still
breathing i will
always feel this pain
that won't go away

it doesn't matter how much i try
cuz i cannot find
peace in my life 
i'm in pieces tonight
and i'll say i'm alright
so you won't ask me 

maybe i just need to leave this place
there's nothing left for me here anyway
all my friends have gone their separate ways
now the picture is painted grey

i can't feel anything like i used to
my memories scattered can't tell who i am
there's a hole where my heart is supposed to be
and the mirror reflects my enemy

you'll say you're sorry
but you won't mean it
i'll say i'm sorry
but i won't change
as long as i'm still
breathing i will
always feel this pain
that won't go away

it doesn't matter how much i try
cuz i cannot find
peace in my life 
i'm in pieces tonight
and i'll say i'm alright
so you won't ask me

spotify, apple, etc.

i won't change

Art by Emotional Buu https://soundcloud.com/emotionalbuu
https://twitter.com/emotionalbuu

Lyrics:

Still couldn't say,
Who mothered guilt and delivered the prey?
They roll the credits but I still replay
Over and over, it's over. Ok (again and again)
But I don't know who the enemy was
Reflections show up empty of trust
It was you feelin lost, lookin for rest
I was willing to offer the home in my chest

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Along for the ride
As we took off I let fate be our guide
But you shook off what I knew wasn't right
Blood on my neck that's a poisonous bite!
But I didn't let this change me
In one week like relapse
I went down in slow steps,
Lost hope like bad romance
Next thing you know I'm in entirely numb
On a dangerous road, say I had a good run

If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to pay my debt
If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to free your head

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Now the Devil's made his home on both my shoulders
As I get older I yield to the smolder

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward

Shadow

a love letter to u

lyrics: what a world i live in now
the stars are falling from the heavens

bright lights
take away my vision
im blinded from it all

its just my luck
my lucks been running out
now the tides begin to turn

its my fault
and i know that this is none if your concern

im better off sleeping in my bedroom
wide awake since the day i met you
i dont know if i can make it thru this year

make it thru this year

i think about how much has changed
i cant hold onto these distant memories

letting go of all this takes time
im not in a rush at all

im growing up
and growing older 
everyday feels like a blur

it makes me sick
but i know that this something i must learn

im better off sleeping in my bedroom
wide awake since the day i met you
i dont know if i can make it thru this year

make it thru this year :(

idk if i can make it thru this year :(

been mad stressed lately so this is just a way for me to get it all off my chest. hope yall still fw it uwu <3

sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-Hi-YQ2tOE

i just wanna know 
where my mind is at
it's somewhere in between 
being happy and sad
i wish that i could take away 
the pain for my friends
but everybody knows 
that it never ends man
i can barely help myself
forget everyone else
givin out advice
i barely follow myself
i just wanna disappear
fuck heaven or hell
6 o' clock in the morning
eyes glued to my cell
bloodshot red 
got a pain in my head
i can never sleep
i'm making music instead
lookin in the mirror
think i'm halfway dead
or almost there
ion even think i care but
mom's gettin worried
at the habits i have
i apologize
for everything in the past
doin fuck shit everyday
skippin all of my classes
but i'm glad it's workin out
lemme pay you back

every time i drop a song
people ask if it's sad
and everybody spam my shit
only for a collab
but ion fuck wit anybody
unless ur one of my brothers
and if i barely work w/ them
then why the fuck should i bother with u
and im gettin tired
of all of this bullshit
that comes wit the 
things that i do
fuck up my voice
just to make
a new song everyday so this 
dream comes true
but honestly 
forget all that
i can buy the shit i want 
bc i'll make it back
replace the pain
w/ y-3's in the triple black
call it 1st degree murder
when i kill this track
crescent moon on my wrist
im alive in the night
if the reaper tryna take me
ima put up a fight
everybody's sus
so i keep my circle tight
don't pretend to be my friend
get the fuck out my sight

bloodshot freestyle

i know its all my fault
i know its all my fault

I can hardly sleep with all this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in my mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

swear this shit gotta stop
but i like pain a lot
and you like that im fucked
you just wont admit it
i've been biting my tongue
goosebumps up on my arm
i'll just talk to this cup
and forget the issue

I can hardly sleep with this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in the mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

PPL THT I LUV THE MOST

featuring https://soundcloud.com/hiitshmwav
art by https://soundcloud.com/xam

[King Theta]
Who's King Theta? You should figure that out
She said see you later yeah yeah yeah yeah
Movin to the city tryna see what I'm about but
You know you knew better than I do
Mover and a shaker I got so much shit to prove
Show I'm not a failure no no no no
I'm a crusader to be better than the group
But who knew life moves faster than I do

I've never much cared for goodbyes
But it's crazy how the time flies
I'm losing sight of you as the fog rolls in

They ask me "where have you been?"
Blowin around like a leaf in the wind
Wonder if I'll ever see you again
I just keep tellin myself to pretend that it's clear up ahead
Where did I go?
Winter will cover my tracks under snow
Wonder if I'll ever see you again
I just keep tellin myself to pretend that it's clear up ahead

[hm.wav]
There’s fog in my head
I forget what you said

See you told me I was nothing but a reject
& you made me want nothing but a paycheck
I don’t wanna talk, I can’t take all your whining 
Baby only calls me when I start climbing
I think I’m addicted to making you beg
Never look back cause it’s written in pen
Use blood as the ink when I write about you
Maybe one day I’ll forget the abuse

[King Theta]
I've never much cared for goodbyes
But it's crazy how the time flies
I'm losing sight of you as the fog rolls in

They ask me "where have you been?"
Blowin around like a leaf in the wind
Wonder if I'll ever see you again
I just keep tellin myself to pretend that it's clear up ahead
Where did I go?
Winter will cover my tracks under snow
Wonder if I'll ever see you again
I just keep tellin myself to pretend that it's clear up ahead

From the apex of all that I've done
I can see clearly
I know you hear me
From the balcony I see the sun
I can see clearly
I know you hear me

The Fog ft. hm.wav

masquerade as heaven, but its hell

special shout outs to @davyjoseph and @stairwellx
for throwing down some beauty on this hook

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

blackheartemoji

spotify

where i belong

this is just a way for me to say
cus sometimes i cant speak at all
ill forget the memories and grit my teeth
i promise that ill prove you wrong
im sorry that we cant see eye to eye
but sometimes it makes me feel blind
i hope that this storm will just blow over
maybe im wasting my time

maybe i
can walk this road alone
maybe im
not worthless after all x2

this is all i have
this is all i need
and i wanna take u with me
ive got the world
inside my hands
but the weight is too heavy

maybe i
can walk this road alone
maybe im
not worthless after all x2

grimworld

i'm not worthless

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

i been thinkin bout you lately 
girl i know you want to
you can always slide by my place
you got my heart burning up babe
every single time that i lay
my eyes on your face

yeah i’m fallin for your body
and your mind too 
forget the past, 
we can leave it all behind you
i won’t let you feel alone again 
i won’t let you feel alone again, no

with your hand between my fingers 
i don’t ever wanna let go
yeah i’m mezmerized by your figure
never get tired of you at all, and

baby girl you should come through
we can do whatever you want to
just sit back and let me love you

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

put your body up against mine
couple hours we never look at the time
lay in bed as we watching the sun shine
through the curtains and passing the window blinds

yeah, and you’re so warm
in the middle of a winter night
so glad that i made you mine
i feel fine when you’re beside me

with your hand between my fingers 
i don’t ever wanna let go
yeah i’m mezmerized by your figure
never get tired of you at all, and

baby girl you should come through
we can do whatever you want to
just sit back and let me love you

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

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