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Broken Halo

check out @eloimmeth @guardinmusic
my first orignal ever that actually got vocals on it. 
thank you to both eloimmeth and guardin for taking their time and recording vocals for this song. you are both amazing <3
lyrics:
[eloimmeth]
cause imma be ok
yeah imma be ok
no matter what you pray for
(no matter what you wish for)

yeah imma be ok
and imma be ok
no matter all the scars i’ve got
(they just make me who i’m not)

from the ground i will rise
(from the ground i will rise)
its gonna be alright 
relapse is just a phase
under the morning rain
before the rising sun

cause imma be ok
yeah imma be ok
no matter what you pray for

[guardin]
no matter what you pray for ey

i protest everything that i feel
i don't know where i'm at but i don't think that i'm real
got a blunt in my hand just escaping the wreck
and if you want honesty, i think that i've been depressed

this marijuanas just another defect 
gettin' high till i cry that's just cause and effect
gotta prioritize get my shit together
cause i don't wanna feel like this forever

i think i'm gonna be fine
if you think otherwise gimme a sign
baby it's not your fault, you know it's mine
imma keep tryin', i'm crackin' my spine

i'll realign till i can contest
artificial happiness ain't the best 
fuck all of that it'll leave you a mess
and leak from your brain all the way to your chest

love yourself 
cause nobody else gonna do whatchu do when the sky turn blue and the sun shines thru ya window 
ya head hittin' the pillow
sproutin' like a willow yeah
sproutin' like a willow

i'm gonna be fine

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i'm gonna be fine (ft. eloimmeth & guardin)

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn
guitar by: @caspr

i feel like shit again
like shit again
my words burn like they sizzling
i can’t take notes i’m scribbling
i ball with bands you dribble
flow so cold it can’t ripple
i got the the slight of hand
flying like im peter pan
waste entire days
can’t find purpose anyway
can’t find shit I’m in a haze
40 oz right to my face
i’m isolated
why they think they famous?
blame it on the numbers
sometimes i can’t take it

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

off that shit again
off that gin again
till i can’t pour it up
till i can’t see my cup
is it fun to treat me like a dub
to treat me like shit
treat me like another one
and what’s the point in love
when you can’t feel a thing?
can’t feel a thing
baby i can’t feel my face
and what’s the point in love
when you can’t feel a thing?
can’t feel a thing
baby i can’t feel my face

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

so temporary

much love to @kaiyko <3
art by both of us (flower pic by love-abia on tumblr)

[demxntia & kaiyko]
you're the flower that I saw that day
I miss the way you comfort me 
I lost my sense of feeling love
the day you walked away from me

[kaiyko]

The other day, I swear that I saw your face, 
hidden in the crowd like a ghost that just fades away
I promise I wanted to see you next spring time
But by the time you come around I wont be the same girl I am 
now you start to disappear, can't help myself but drown in fear
I'm counting all our days spent together 
and I wish good times could last forever and
this is all the time we have, and I know our goodbye is shattered
but you'll be in my heart till the end of forever because...

[demxntia & kaiyko]

you're the flower that I saw that day
I miss the way you comfort me 
I lost my sense of feeling love
the day you walked away from me

[demxntia]

waking up alone I feel like part of me is missing 
flipping through the photos of the memories we shared 
and I swear that I remember all the days we spent together 
but I ruin all the things that I hold close to me 
now I'm regretting every thing we never did I can't face it
the thought of you alone breaks my heart and I hate it 
but I hope that the sound of my voice is enough 
to reach the one that I'll always love

[demxntia & kaiyko]

you're the flower that I saw that day
I miss the way you comfort me 
I lost my sense of feeling love
the day you walked away from me

When the sun sets I'll try to remember 
the things you that you promised when we were together
I'll dry all your tears if it means that you'll stay
I'll find you again and again till this pain fades away

the day you walked away

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the day you walked away w/ kaiyko

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vjj1MrPACMc

you'll say you're sorry
but you won't mean it
i'll say i'm sorry
but i won't change
as long as i'm still
breathing i will
always feel this pain
that won't go away

it doesn't matter how much i try
cuz i cannot find
peace in my life 
i'm in pieces tonight
and i'll say i'm alright
so you won't ask me 

maybe i just need to leave this place
there's nothing left for me here anyway
all my friends have gone their separate ways
now the picture is painted grey

i can't feel anything like i used to
my memories scattered can't tell who i am
there's a hole where my heart is supposed to be
and the mirror reflects my enemy

you'll say you're sorry
but you won't mean it
i'll say i'm sorry
but i won't change
as long as i'm still
breathing i will
always feel this pain
that won't go away

it doesn't matter how much i try
cuz i cannot find
peace in my life 
i'm in pieces tonight
and i'll say i'm alright
so you won't ask me

i won't change

Art by Emotional Buu https://soundcloud.com/emotionalbuu
https://twitter.com/emotionalbuu

Lyrics:

Still couldn't say,
Who mothered guilt and delivered the prey?
They roll the credits but I still replay
Over and over, it's over. Ok (again and again)
But I don't know who the enemy was
Reflections show up empty of trust
It was you feelin lost, lookin for rest
I was willing to offer the home in my chest

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Along for the ride
As we took off I let fate be our guide
But you shook off what I knew wasn't right
Blood on my neck that's a poisonous bite!
But I didn't let this change me
In one week like relapse
I went down in slow steps,
Lost hope like bad romance
Next thing you know I'm in entirely numb
On a dangerous road, say I had a good run

If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to pay my debt
If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to free your head

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Now the Devil's made his home on both my shoulders
As I get older I yield to the smolder

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward

Shadow

i know its all my fault
i know its all my fault

I can hardly sleep with all this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in my mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

swear this shit gotta stop
but i like pain a lot
and you like that im fucked
you just wont admit it
i've been biting my tongue
goosebumps up on my arm
i'll just talk to this cup
and forget the issue

I can hardly sleep with this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in the mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

PPL THT I LUV THE MOST

masquerade as heaven, but its hell

special shout outs to @davyjoseph and @stairwellx
for throwing down some beauty on this hook

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

blackheartemoji

where i belong

@ the one that got away...

Lyrics:
And every time I
Go outside I see things
In the back of my mind
And every single one
They remind me of you
And every time I
Think about you
It’s a mess I don’t
Know what to do
and all the while
You do damage to me
You do damage to me
 
My life is going under
Yet I wasn’t ready for the
End of it I wonder if it’s
Meant to be this way or something
Better in the summer
I’ll pretend I never see the
Pictures that you’re posting
On your Instagram
I guess you’re doing pretty well tho
If wanting happiness is
Wrong then you can lock me in a
Cell tho honestly I’m
Hurting pretty bad but you’re
Living better than the life we had
I feel it in my chest tho

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Damage (prod. khail)

thank you for 6K. glad to finally work with one of my best friends in the scene @ihateshinigami

i never asked 
for the cards 
i been dealt with
and i still
don't know
where my mind is
feel like
my happiness and i
have part ways
feel my eyes
growin heavy
on my pale face

and all i ever
wanna be is enough for you
but i never get close
no matter what i do, and
everybody is sayin
i should relax
but the stress is 
piling up as time elapse

and i swear it never gets better
i been sleepin less and less
this shit is lasting forever
but i try my fucking best
i got too much on my plate
i'm sorry i'm far away
i promise i don't mean to be
but this ain't easy to say

so don't go away from me
i just need a little bit more time
don't go away from sme
i just need a little bit more time

when it's said and done 
i hope that i'm enough
for the ones i love
but it's getting tough
so just bear with me
you're the one i need
i've been losing sight
got no room to breath


[shinigami]

w/ my eyes wide open
i see clearly now
stretch my hands
let fate fall into place

up and down i been falling
cold wind calling my name
i'm not the same as i once was

i'll take you away
to a world that is glistening
where everything's fine
have you even been listening?
i'm falling apart
you knew this from the start
lay your head in my arms
we'll never be apart

losing sight w/ shinigami

A new song to celebrate the upcoming holiday. <3
prod @l1lbiscuit
art by @ maepetals (insta)

lyrics:

See my girl in my head while I lay in my bed
When I'm up so late and I can't think straight
But my minds on overdrive, I see her in my mind

(oh hey, oh hi, oh hey, oh hi, hello)

And I tell her she's the one
Cause my baby so fun
Cause my babygirl fine
And she hotter than the sun
She prolly double a dime
Without a reason I rhyme
My speech impediment died
While looking into her eyes
I wonder if I'll survive
Loving her gets me high
I kiss and I wet her thighs
I never did realize
She tasty like apple pie
She the apple of my eye

Girl even with your clothes on
I can see your soul I'm
Addicted to your glow
I think we're compatible
Let me check my horoscope
Baby swear it's not a joke

See my girl in my head while I lay in my bed
When I'm up so late and I can't think straight
But my minds on overdrive, I see her in my mind

(god damn god damn, uh yuh, god damn god damn)

Won't you be my valentine, babygirl won't you be mine?
Cupid got me lookin' stupid, girls out here are really ruthless
(2x)

You could be my everything, I think that we could be a thing

See my girl in my head while I lay in my bed
When I'm up so late and I can't think straight
But my minds on overdrive, I see her in my mind

Valentine

Valentine [Prod. Lil Biscuit]

produced by @citrusgastank 
mixed & mastered by @berler
artwork by @thebootlegboy

bother (prod. citrusgastank)

Artist:
@ripkais

Producer:
@8rokeboy

Lyrics:
im happy that u found yourself,
i hope i do the same myself.
im lost in the motions of boredom; im hopeless,
i know that you'll hear this.

its focused on you

im happy that u found yourself,
i hope i do the same myself.
im lost in the motions of boredom; im hopeless,
i know that you'll hear this.

its focused on you (x 4)

feelings come in waves, i saw the smile on your face as i
slept up on your waist, it was a perfect escape from the 
voices in my head, it's you that closed the gates.
so late in the night that i feel like im fighting for you.
i'm fighting for you (x 3)

kais - you

lyrics:

i hope you find yourself on the way
for real. i know you try hard
i kno you try your best
just to get thru the day
and baby i just hope you know
I care so much of everything you say
i guess you need some time to clear your head
just know its all good, you can have
your space. so i just wanna say
 
just feel it
just take it nice and slow
i dont mind
i'll wait on you
its alright
sometimes i feel alone
i'll just think of you
 
but i'll just think a
million times of every single moment
we'll be posted on the sofa phone
u say you love me and you show it
im lonely but your
arms are like my second home
i miss the moment when your name
pops on my telephone
its hard to sleep when you're away
im upset. in my head im a mess
i'll be fine. dont stress about me
i just want the best for you
so dont forget about me
not just even one time
i know one day we'll
be together let the sun shine
 
just feel it
just take it nice and slow
i dont mind
i'll wait on you
its alright
sometimes i feel alone
i'll just think of you

I'll Wait On You (prod. fantom)

the way that you 
lean up against me
while i have 
you in my arms
i love every second 
you're wit me
and i miss every second 
you're not

time don't exist 
when you're here
i wish we could 
both disappear
to another place 
for a couple days
where nobody else 
could interfere 
maybe i'm asking 
too much
baby i just 
wanna love you
in the way that 
you deserve to be
show you what you 
really worth to me

girl i feel alive 
when you with me
takin me to different 
heights when u kiss me
got me fallin 
back in love all over again
and the world goes 
quiet when our eyes meet

ion wanna get attached 
but it's likely
that i'm already 
head over heels
for you my baby
and i just thought 
that you should know

i won't change

demxntia 🌐🖤

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