expecting this to under preform dw i dropped it in one in the morning and no one knew (jan 2022)
updated 2024

matrix *reloaded

mitaya - finding now (prod mixed matches & mitaya)

better for us w/riptony (prod.lb66 & 3ds)

@imjourdxn @worsley.mp3
fun fact: worsley was not originally on this song but reached out to be on it when he heard the OG version 
lyrics:

(xero)
and i’m at war
with myself
i’ve been hurting for a while
i don’t know how to ask for help
dying on the low
dying on the inside
i cant show
so many times tried to let you know
wishin for death cause i’m ready 2 go
i cant save you, you cant save me
life won’t change you, life gon change me
this heartbreaks u, won’t heartbreak me
you want damn lust i just wanna find peace 

(worsley)

Yuh 
I won’t let you go
When I think back 
I always been alone 
Can’t take this shit back 
I always need a home 
I’m takin risks that 
Are crumbling my soul 

It’s me vs me 
Looking for my hidden gold 
It’s Lotta mud 
From the nights that got too cold 
I don’t think too good 
I think I live within my skull 

Talking here with you 
But I can’t feel nothing no mo


I won’t let you go 
Won’t you hold my hand 
Panic attacks 
I’m on the floor 
I don’t understand 
How I could get so fucking old 
Swear Im still a kid 
But I don’t feel that way no mo 

Baby I’ve wrong 
I’ve been fucked up 
Baby I’ve been told 
I wanna love ya 
I don’t wanna let go 
Everything from ya 
I cannot be alone

i don’t think i can be saved w/worsley (prod kanbuu)

art by nick media, produced by closed feelings and martyr, featuring yurms. love you mfs!!!🫶

major w/yurms (prod.cl0sedfeelings martyr)

Trumpet

i don’t give a fuck, spilled this drink on the floor 
when i’m off these pills,i see your texts, i ignore 
said i took one, but i snuck a couple more 
fighting with myself, like a double edge sword 

she said that she love me, now i’m adored
i been feeling meaningless, looking like a corpse 
standin on the sideline, but i still scored 
house show party, try to kick me out the door 


what i what i what what i want, imma go and get itttt
running to my bag, i protect, i don’t like to spend it 
stealing from the store, yeah you know that’s my favorite habit 
imma cross the fence, like a traitor, yeah i’m changing status

diegointhedark~~~ 

i get the feeling 
u dont evn  lov me 
dont even try 2 hold me 
phenibute got my eyes closing 
i got ahead of u 
n now u wanna get to kno me
i kno im dead to u
&& everybody miss the old me
dealt with the trauma 
blood inside my sink bowl 
these drugs r catching up to me 
im in a sink hole 
burning marijuana 
these lungs r artificial 
the feeling tht i get from u 
is something special 

sewing needles 
i got yarnhearts 
blade in my carhartt 
fucked up had 2 restart 
shadows moving slow 
when we depart  
i rlyy love her 
she don know n thts the sad part

7. birds in the trap (snippet)

"BROLY500!" (arc 2)