i don't wanna be here w/ nora

(prod. guda)
i hope you feel good
but i know that you wouldn't care
but for all of my life, i knew that you weren't there
now i'm lookin at the wall but no i wouldn't stare

i'm so lost
and i'm sick and tired of waiting
for some help, what's the cause
all i wanna feel is hatred

you don't care
i'm just so stuck in emotion
now i'm lost, i don't care
i'm so sick and tired of hoping
you apologized to me
but it wasn't directly

i don't care(x2)

i know you feel good
cuz i know that you never cared
now i'm thinkin to myself that i shouldn't stare
now i'm thinkin too much about what i wear

in my head, i just suck at paying attention
i zoned out
am i dead?
i'm so sick of all this tension

you don't care
i'm just so stuck in emotion
now i'm lost, i don't care
i'm so sick and tired of hoping
i'll apologize to you
but i'm not sure what'd i do

i think i care(x2)

i don't care (prod guda)

cover artist: 
https://www.instagram.com/at.hns/

producer:
https://soundcloud.com/xandror2

Speed-Racin [prod. XandroR2]

T.A.L.K ft. aprils (prod. shyguymadeit)

This track means a lot to me, I wrote it while I was having a panic attack to help calm my nerves, its not the most refined thing in the world but it has heart.

Killing The Karma

produced + mastered by @xona

leave me be
i’m just another hologram in your life (x4)

cutting off the stalk
check the time, don’t forget to set back all the clocks
cuz i’m invisible -
to you, won’t see it coming, why i pity you

every second of my life is in 2D
and you could cover me up with some looseleaf
these fuckers always tryna take my pride away
go check the time and date
just like a feather, you’ll float away
this bitch step on my pedestal
now i see it different, and i really think i’m dead to you
watch when all the tables turn over
still fucked up by the state of you,
turn your body over

peel my skin off
and watch my flesh decay
decay
watch me burn and i’ll watch you burn too
this broken mirror won’t work
-
leave me be
i’m just another hologram in your life (x4)

spotify

hologram

cover of @keshibeats - bandaids
@aprilsangel

you should have told me
i don't know what to say
why are you sorry
how did it get this way
my heart is broken
down to my core
it's not what i wanted
i don't know what i want anymore

i'm afraid
that band aids
are no good
for heartache
not okay
so tell me
when your world is falling down

afraid of falling down
but fire has started right behind me
and if i don't jump now
i fear that i can't take the burning
i can't hear a sound
nothing that i say can hurt me
dive into the ground
i fear that i can't take the burning

i'm afraid
that band aids
are no good
for heartache
not okay
so tell me
when your world is falling down

friends of flowers
fragile silence
stand beside you
stop your crying

i'm afraid
that band aids
are no good
for heartache
not okay
so tell me
when your world is falling down

bandaids (cover)

produced by plantcham

(there’s no fit uh-uh, no fit uh-uh x4)

the sun dried all the pores on my face
but it’s not summertime
we’re near the end of the race

breathe in
seethe your chest in the water

if you see what i see, don’t reap what i sow
i’ve been through it all, got a lot of pages left to show
seems like this past year i can’t get a break
it’s blasphemous to my inner state
i’m crashing, not to be saved
i focus on what’s right but still stuck in this core debate
playing every card in line but got jammed, guess i lost an ace
you should see my face
i’m feeling burnt out, not one’s true to chase
i got a pokerface
just waiting my turn, for the lights to stray

for the lights to stray
i’m beat down, when i come back it’s my way only
i see a glimpse of light in the corner of the hallways i used to sit and cry in

fading like we’re used to
i can see a difference in your smile and your truthfulness to me 
just save it for the bees, and pass the time on concrete

keeping track of all my movements on the channel row
i used to seek a different cure, but i’m the antidote
when you fall, don’t single me out to blame
i’ll put you right in your place
to see the image with space
so am i target now? a fraud, what may i be?
you couldn’t recall a time or place where i felt safe in my own feet
i go to a doctor now, a roundabout where i can see
all of my problems now written on a chalkboard
helps me to restart

for the lights to stray
i’m beat down, when i come back it’s my way only
i see a glimpse of light in the corner of the hallways i used to sit and cry in

fading like we’re used to
i can see a difference in your smile and your truthfulness to me 
just save it for the bees, and pass the time on concrete

pokerface

im scared😎😭
produced by headhurt:
soundcloud.com/headhurt
traktrain.com/headhurt
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she said she wants space
im taking her place
im stuck in her car race
got digital records of nothing i never e rase
got a heart size of a rollercoaster blade
emorave but from the 80's rambowave
roof is made of glass maybe now i gotta sleep on it ok
falling every day
all i see is love craftian imagines
need terry davis to comprehend this horror end this horror
parse that signal
like im steven seagal
diamonds blue like piss
i don't own i lease
splice splice looking like artist
don't worry i don't wanna leave
and if i do i am gonna leave you a quirked up dogboy from boku no pico academia
roof is made of glass maybe now i gotta sleep on it ok
falling every day
all i see is love craftian imagines
need terry davis to comprehend this horror end this horror

i don't wanna be here w/ nora

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