fried by fluoride babe

h4rtbrkr - sick of you

shut up 
if you 
want me to live
the shit that you’ve done 
i just can’t forgive 
i’m too high 
to respond
it is what it is
your asking 
these questions
this shit ain’t a quiz

i tried to 
kill myself
i just fucking can’t
and it’s like
no one does
fucking understand 
i saw it
in my head 
envisioning plans
i’m sorry to all my
mother fucking fans

epunkers dont kry right?

im yours forever

recorded 4/30/25
told myself it would be easy to change
but im still a useless waste of space
nothing could ever feel worse than this but i tried way to hard to call it quits
u told me i can change well i guess its too late
am i the problem or am i not "ur holding me back" thats what i thought
u say i can be a better version of me but ik that i cant what dont u see
i could never change im finna stay the same
i didnt prod t his one

change

verse:
i know that you have your
reasons to leave me on delivered
but its okay it was a mistake
ill tell myself coping all day

pre chor:
but now you seem to forget me
is it cus im too nice you dont like me
youuu know i try my best but you dont seem to care
and i break down cryin cus ik its not fair

chorus: were friends but i rlly think u cute but ik im in the wrong and theres nothing i can do
think i get attached a lil bit too fast and if u dont feel the same ik that ill be rlly sad
bridge: youre always fuckin lying to me 
you lead me on and i coudlnt see
what you were turly doing to me
but it was nothing at all and now your fuckin in my dreams

chorus repeats

end: were friends and i rlly think u cute but u think that im jus weird and theres nothing i can do
i know u will never feel the same but ill still lead myself on until i blow my fuckin brains

prod me

friendzoned

Produced by holdmetillicry and coldwntr
Vocals mixed by holdmetillicry
Lyrics:

@holdmetillicry
you make me wanna die
you make me wanna die
i think ill kms
cause my whole life is a lie
commiting suicide
and i dont even know why
cuz i just wanna feel something instead of rot

the way u drive me crazy
dont think ill live at 80
girl i just want ur love but u been acting shady

and girl im sorry that i forgot to take u out
but im a loser , sit online , what i write about
ill cut my wrists just watch me bleed i wont make a sound
i think ill kms tonight and im sorry 

@coldwntr
swear ur Love drives Me crazy
swear I want Ur Love so badly
Dont know what it'd take for you to like me back
I'd give you my life, I wont ever look back
You seem to not care latelyyyyyy 
i know u dont notice meeeeeee :///
Visions of what we Could Beeee<#33
just know that For You Id bleed

@holdmetillicry
and i can't work at all
baby i just wanna lay in bed zzz
i took 20 fucking pills to get you right outside my head
but it didn't even work, so i just think of you again
i think ill kms tonight and im sorry 

you make me wanna die
you make me wanna die
i think ill kms
cause my whole life is a lie
commiting suicide
and i dont even know why
cuz i just wanna feel something instead of rot

(ALL PLATS) for you, i bleed w/ coldwntr

blame it on you

beat produced by me (budget increased lmfao first song with an interface,not recording thru my phone anymore)
drums and guitar sound a lot better first song on fl aswell
i feel like this is already a song but at the same time i dont and im not sure
---------------------
u say hes just a friend
but i know how it always ends
you're hiding from the truth
a lie so cruel
why cant i let it be
cause hes all u need
jealousy entrapping me as i melt down
-----
im out of ur league and theres nothing i can do now
jealous of the fact u hang out wit him now
i really like you you dont rlly like me
what would it take for you to like me back?
wish i were him then maybe you would like me
but im still not and i know i will never be
i really like you you dont rlly like me
what would it take for you to like me back?
-----
why are you ghosting me?
its been 2 whole weeks
what did i do to make you hate me?
its like the hints you gave
were never hints at all
just signs to leave you alone and never come back to you
-----
chorus repeat 2x

guy bestfriend

https://open.spotify.com/album/0yUJgkExQ2wON5yiQzu1gc?si=DZtw7NSUQJO6Sgf3AbtatQ

prod. me
@naerobi

I’ll drive as far as 
i can go
while my heart says
i love you so
why cant life be 
much easier tho
i cant keep on going 

i wont lie
like you do
cuz time from time
i miss you
your touch you smile
i’ve been through 
so much worse

I’ll drive as far as 
i can go
while my heart says
i love you so
why cant life be 
much easier tho
i cant keep on going 

@coldwntr

Why am i stressed without you
Always sad dont know how ill get through
What comes next? Im not sure what ill do
Wasting time, cant stop thinking of you

I’ll drive as far as 
i can go
while my heart says
i love you so
why cant life be 
much easier tho
i cant keep on going

i can't keep on going w/ coldwntr

prod me 

@coldwntr
why am I afraid to talk to you?
your eyes so bright it strikes a mood
idk when 2 make my move
so ill just sit and think of you X2

@humanendeavour
im so obsessed, obsessed
SOS your the prettiest
im just a mess, a mess
why do you want someone hideous
im so stressed, stressed
i cant take anything serious
your just a guest, a guest
you dont have to be mysterious X2

blame it on you

brrnoutz