I just feel like I’m lost in the prolonged prologue first page
Fading down in the words, while the begging chapter goes far. 
Every step that I take feels heavy with burden, 
And the book whisper softly, like cringe wishes on a star. 
I look in the mirror and the cracks seem to multiply, 
probably I’m in defense. 
Once filled with ambition, now the spark barely glows. 
Each word that I pen feels like a scream while it bleeds 
A battle fought daily, where nobody knows. 
They say that it’s beautiful, but what do they see? 
When I’m drowning in doubt and the pain never ends. 
The laughter around me feels distant and hollow, 
As I struggle to find where my soul still pretends. 
Each day’s a reminder wrapped in layers of sorrow, In a world that keeps rushing, I feel stuck in the blight. 
And though I might smile, it’s a mask that I wear, Just a flicker of hope in a perpetual stance of fight.
So I guess I just feel like I’m trapped in my own mind 
Searching for answers where none ever grow. 
The fisrt quote of the book I that says "he knows that doesn’t know"
How you can you be that low? 
A canvas painted with scars and regrets that won’t fade 
In a world that seems beautiful, but I just can’t accept it, this chaotic evil flow?

I guess I just feel like every road that i'm walking, Is layered with shadows, what a sarcastic designer!
how do you dare? 
With people around me
I still feel so lonely, 
In a crowd of bright faces, it’s hard to compare. I’m left chocked, speachless, my words travels 
To land of no where I cling to the moments that once brought me solace
But they slip through my fingers like sand in the tide. 
The echoes of laughter now guide me in silence, 
And I question the path where my heart used to glide.
I paint on a smile, but it cracks at the edges, 
As I stumble through memories that weigh like a milestone 
Each victory feels like a fleeting illusion, 
A ironic glory and I claim but don’t own. 
They all want to judge, but they don’t see the struggle, 
The battles I fight in the depths of my soul. 
It’s easy to laugh, but it’s harder to witness 
A spirit that flickers, trying to be be fired from service to blackwhole. 
So I guess I just feel like i'm screaming for freedom, 
In a world wrapped in chains, where the silence feels loud
Yet deep down I know there’s a spark still igniting,
A flicker of hope in this unforgiving crowd.

So I’ll march through the darkness, though the path may be weary, 
With every heartbeat, 
I’ll find strength in the pain.
I know every stances that life prepares to aim 
For even in knowing chaos, there’s beauty in battles, 
And I’ll rise through the ashes, not lost but reclaim. 
The victory in the final season game 
I’m MVP of my own ends 

Every tear that I shed, every wound that won’t heal, Is a reminder of strength in the pain i conceal. 
So I’ll rise through the chaos, though the journey is tough
With a heart full of scars, but I’m learning to love. 

the depeer sign

Ugly

Yeah, I got three hearts, you know what I mean?  
One for the pain, one for the love, and one for the grind.  
Let’s go.


First heart beats loud, it's a battle cry,  
For the world to see, I ain't livin’ a lie.  
Put my pain on display, watch me come alive,  
Every scar that I wear, I’ll let it testify.  
Heart in my mouth, I speak my truth,  
If you can't stand the fire, better get out the booth.  
I'm always ready to fight, you choose the book or the knife?
This heart's for the dreams that keep me up at night
Three hearts in this life, but can you feel the pulse?  
One for the lovers, one for the struggle, one for the results.  
I didn’t mean to be cold, just built hard as stone,  
But I’m breaking through the ice, it’s time to come home.


Second heart’s tender, got a love so deep,  
For the ones who see me, for the souls that I keep.  
Together we rise, through the lows and the highs,  
My love's a fortress, ain't no need for disguise.  
For my partners in crime, we ignite the flame,  
Through all the storms, we remain the same.  
Yeah, we got a connection that they don't understand,  
Friends hearts intertwined, we don't need a plan.


So I stand with my hearts, proud as can be,  
Surviving the world, dear ones and me.  
Three hearts in this life, forever they’ll glow,  
I didn’t mean to be cold, just wanted you to know.

Three Hearts

Ten Years

There is an old theory of anxious atoms 
Collapsing in a chaotic agenda 
In this multiverse of phantoms 
The pandora fate of entropic dance 
Oh,this great! Like a wish to Santa! 

The is old anthemic atmospheric tale 
Of the bedroom of the red eyed 
Sells his sad blues groovy priced
Like final season sale 

Twice upon a time, 
maybe four maybe nine!
The possessed laugh mask got losted 
And maybe there is cosmic reason for be toasted 
In the devil’s tail 

So I outsmarted him,
and thief his throne!
Now I’m laughing together of dancing bones 
I and don’t care a glimpse of their sins 
Was getting fat and tired in limbo 
Now and thick and thin!
Dancing the music of the legendary ones!

Everyday my throne, collides with a athomic bomb!

Tired of Tardis

Every sunset whispering tales of the past,  

I trace the lines where our love was cast.  

Memories linger like smoke in the air,  
  
I search for your smile, but it’s never there.
  
We danced on the edge of a fading dream,  

Holding onto moments that slip through the seams.  

Chasing after shadows, where you used to be,  
 
In the corners of my heart, you’re still haunting me.

The streets are empty, but I hear your voice,  

In the quiet hum of a world without choice.  

I walk through the echoes, the laughter we shared,  

Now I’m just a ghost in the love that we dared.

We danced on the edge of a fading dream,  

Holding onto moments that slip through the seams.  

Chasing after shadows, where you used to be,  

In the corners of my heart, you’re still haunting me.

And every night, I try to let go,  

But the chords of your love keep pulling me so.  

If I could paint a picture of what we became,  

We danced on the edge of a fading dream,  
 
Holding onto moments that slip through the seams.  

Chasing after shadows, where you used to be,  

In the corners of my heart, you’re still haunting me.

Every sunset whispering tales of the past,  

I trace the lines where our love was cast.  

Memories linger like smoke in the air,  

I search for your smile, but it’s never there.

We danced on the edge of a fading dream,  

Holding onto moments that slip through the seams.  

Chasing after shadows, where you used to be,  

In the corners of my heart, you’re still haunting me.

Canvas

There’s a light in the window, a glow in the dark,  

Whispers of memories dancing in the air.  

Every road that I wander, every mile that I roam,  

Leads me back to the feeling, the heart of my home.

You’re the smile in the shadows, the warmth in the rain,  

The song in my silence, the joy in my pain.  

When the world feels so heavy, and I’m lost on my own,  

You’re the face that I carry, my place to call home.


Through the clouds and the thunder, I’ve weathered the storm,  

But your voice is a beacon, it keeps me so warm.  

In the echoes of laughter, in the tears that we’ve cried,  
  
I find comfort in knowing you’re right by my side.


You’re the smile in the shadows, the warmth in the rain,  

The song in my silence, the joy in my pain.  

When the world feels so heavy, and I’m lost on my own,  

You’re the face that I carry, my place to call home.


Every step that I take, every choice that I make,  

Leads me back to your arms, where my heart can awake.  

Through the laughter and heartache, in the light and the gloom,  

You’re the smile in my journey, my shelter, my room.


You’re the smile in the shadows, the warmth in the rain,  

The song in my silence, the joy in my pain.  

When the world feels so heavy, and I’m lost on my own,  

You’re the face that I carry, my place to call home.


So here’s to the moments, the love that we’ve grown,  

You’re the heart that I cherish, my forever known.  

In a world full of changes, there’s one thing I know,  

You’re the face that I carry, my place to call home.

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Time is Not Joking Around

Bruno Trindade